Yep! Life's still d same. More n more projs. Juz got 2 know who is my IEP advisor. d most intimidating lecturer in ECH. Sighz. Dunno whether its a blessing in disguise or its juz a disguise. Hope everything goes well....

My template sucks, i know. I dunno wad happen to it too. Haha. But i dun haf much time 2 fix it. I promise i will change d whole template during my 2 weeks holiday.

No class 4 me today. Gona head 2 town wif my boy! Gona catch a movie too. He will be coming over at 1.30pm. Tts y i haf d time 2 blog n stuffs. During all these stressed projs n often haf 2 travel frm one end 2 another 2 do interviews, he has been there 4 me. Sometimes, despite d distance, he would still fetch me from d far far land back 2 my homeland. Wonderful n best BF. d little things he do, i reali appreciate it. Even my friends r full of praises abt him. But reali scare tt whn he start 2 work, things would change. he promised me tt it will not change but... things r hard 2 say. I could onli pray hard. Both of us juz haf 2 struggle 2 more yrs n we would b officially havin a REAL status. Know wad i mean? Cuz we want 2 get engaged or even married (if our financial allows it) at 23. Tts y, haf 2 work hard 4 it. For tt beautiful dream 2 happen.

Alright! Haha. Back 2 reality! Haf 2 go prepare 4 later le! May be meeting sm of his friends in d nite. Not too sure. Might b meeting shirley n her bf too. Haha. Long time since i catch up wif any of his friends or my own friends. Even Miss Bouw n Miss Julaiha haven been contacting them. Miss my girls soooo much.. Everyone is busy wif everyone's stuff. Haha. d guys too.. like guanteong, waileong, chengyou n others.. too lazy 2 type out cuz they haf a very big gang. LOL. Didnt go 2 their steamboat at MS tt time despite their so "warming" invitation. Hope all of us could meet up soon. Keke.

Tts all i wana rant abt. Tata!

SCHOOL SUCKS. ESP PROJECTS. IT JUST SPOILS MY MOOD. DUHS

LIAR

Realised tt all along i've been lied to. By a friend, a ex-bf 2 be exact. To be even more exact, d onli malay ex-bf i have. Obvious rite? 4 those who know me n my past. I decide 2 say it out cuz i dun tink he's ever gg 2 b a friend of mine again cuz i dun need a liar friend in my life. Esp tis kind of lie. Someone told me he had a illness, a terminal illness. I was of course in shock abt it whn tt friend told me. At tt time, i immed showed concern as a friend n he also admitted abt it. Then, he refused 2 go 4 any operations or check-ups cuz he said it was expensive. I was abit frustrated cuz since u already have an illness, no matter wad, he shd take care of his own health n care 4 d ppl ard him, esp 4 his GF n his family. After some chat, he told me he will go for his check-ups. After tt call, he will often sms me n sometimes tellin me abt d past, like how i treat him n sm other mushy stuffs. But i told him tt he has a gd gf n he shdnt behave like tt. Cuz i have a bf too. I also told him tt actually all along i treat him as a friend onli. d time we were together was considered a rush one. I thought i could be happy but i was wrong. We can't communicate well (not cuz of language barrier), but he juz dun talk 2 me much whenever we see each other. But whn on d phone, he would have all sorts of things to tell me. Tts certainly not wad i wan in d r/s. Therefore, i ended it after merely a mth. Its was only these few days, i realised he went into d army. And at tt pt, i realised he was lying. Actually, me n my friend already suspected but we tot he wouldnt be so stupid to curse himself. Like pls, how can someone wif a terminal illness go 2 d army? Tts bullshit. I dunno wads his motive 4 lying. Maybe 2 get attention or wadsoever. But wadever it is, u can't use ur own health n play tis kind of stupid joke. Its not funny. So now, he would be blacklisted by me. Never will i wan 2 keep in touch wif tis kind of person, a LIAR esp.

Having so many shock stories these few days. Too much 2 digest. But, isn't life like tis? Full of surprises. Haha.

Dear will b workin soon. Means, he may have lesser time 4 me due 2 d fact tt d work is 12hr kind. Though gd money but then..... Haha. We talked abt it yest n reali hoped tt we could go thru tis together. He's reali a silly bf. Yest he misplaced our ring in his home n becuz he couldn't find it, he stayed at home instead of gg 2 grandma's place wif his family juz 2 find d ring. And he almost but nv, cry, whn he could nt find d ring. For him, its hard 2 cry cuz i tink his tear duct is spoilt. LOL. Whn i heard wad he said, i was touched by d way he was so anxious abt d ring. Luckily for him, he managed 2 find it. It was in his bathroom. Haha. Sometimes can b abit silly. Haha. Heard frm him tt thou bonus n pay is very attractive but d workload is heavy. Worried 4 him. Juz hope his workin env n d ppl there is good.

Next wk will b a busy one cuz i have classes everyday n thurs, we may be staying over at kim's place 2 finish up our presentation on fri. Fri - maybe workin n then gg over 2 cousin's place 2 stay. Sat - wedding day.

Alright. Rattle too much le. Shall go watch my TV. =)

THE UGLY SIDE OF HUMAN

Was workin yest at some place (shall not say where), I saw d most evil side of human. It's been a boring nite thruout n seriously, i stood thruout n also did wad m i suppose 2 do thruout. Was standin at d same old place. Another girl was workin wif me. Saw all d ppl sitting ard. Whenever tt girl squat down, all d ppl, had tt immed shoot at her squattin down. Guess hoping 2 see something they hope 2 see. I start 2 wonder n started 2 get pissed off. Some of them had families. I guess ALL of them had families n their age added up together i can tell ya, is equivalent 2 a vampire buried beneath some place. There, there r 2 extreme bunch, d old ones n d young ones. d young ones r even worse. I was busy inside, d other girl was outside. She was sort of being teased by d young ones there, she spent most of d time outside (i wonder y). Then, i went out 2 check on her cuz she was takin quite a long time outside n i was quite worried 4 her cuz there's reali alot of youngs ones surrounding her. I went out, clearing sm mugs n stuffs cuz they ordered alot. While i was clearing, they make tis stupid bet abt how big is tt girl's breasts. When i heard tt, feel like smashing d mug rite up their irritating faces. Betting on something like tt, to me, its damn rude. And they will stare at it b4 they guess. Like DUHZ. I did wad m i supposed 2 do n left. These ppl to me, r juz a bunch of juveniles. They arent worth talkin to nor wadever. Time passes by damn slowly, once again, hearing d old ones talking. Talking rubbish of cuz. Talking abt wad prefering asians dancing 2 caucasians. In my mind, "ya rite" If there was reali a caucasian dancing in front of u, i bet ur dirty mind will start wondering. Luckily, there was a nice one among them. He was a friend of one of my girls too. So, he is d only one which i reali chatted to. When it was time 2 reali clear all d things, i went outside again cuz d girl was there again. this time, they were askin 4 her number. But can u imagine, some of them actually r attached? Dunno wad was they tinking of. They was betting abt breasts, then ask her 2 sit beside them n accompany them, ask her 2 drink, ask her out n ask 4 her number, ask her 2 kiss some disgusting fool. (she reali kiss tt disgusting person cuz i saw her doing tt then she told me its disgusting.) Abit contradicting in my pt of view. And then realised tt actually, most of them r attached? Wow. d real ugly side. Well, it's juz my thoughts. But wadever it is, i shall do wad i was told to. Tts all. Dun reali tink tt some ppl there r worth knowing, no matter how high ranking they r.

Anyway, life for me been still great. Dear is gg 4 an interview nxt thurs at SRC, chemical line thingy. Hope he would get it. Alright. Shall stop for now. Will try 2 update as often as i can.

Life's been great. Busy wif sch, havin fun, dealin wif emotions. Overall, it's still been fantastic.

Been in a low mood these past few weeks. Due 2 PMS i guess. Always venting anger on my BF. Haha. But he didnt once vent any anger back 2 me. I'm lucky 2 haf him by my side.

For my girls? Still havin tt much fun. Studyin, payin attention n at d same time, talkin crap. Appreciate d time we had together more due 2 more different classes tis time.

Yest went 2 work wif Kim at Sembawang Air Base. Replacement. An eye opener but it was super duper tiring. Duhs. But anyway, there r sm points which i had fun too. Got 2 know a guy name Darren there. He was quite nice but often "bully" me whenever i walked past him. Haha. I have a godfather there also. Dunno how, dunno why. He juz call me as his god-daughter. So funny.

Haha. Nothing much 2 blog too. Gonna meet my darling later 2 celebrate our 7mths anniversary. Time flies by sooooo fast. 7 mths, n he's still patiently by my side. Whenever i throw temper, he would juz take it in. He would fly back home because of me too. I reali appreciate all d love he gave. I love you darling! happy 7mths! See ya later!

Due 2 d lesser time i could go online (sch's been tiring n also my bro kept using d comp), after 20th, i shd haf more time online cuz my bro is gg back 2 sch. Haha. So, stay tune 4 updates!

Deleted d previous post. Guess I finished venting my anger. Not gona update much cuz aint feelin well. Got slight food poisoning which i dunno frm where. DUHS. Cuz Dear ate at d same place n same thing as me. Nearly fainted in d toilet. Worst feelin i ever had.

Yest went 4 Korean steamboat n after tt KTV. After KTV, dear came down 2 fetch me n went back 2 JP 4 dinner n movies! Watched SKY HIGH. Quite a nice n funny show. We got back our photos le. Gona do sm editin 2 it b4 postin up. Right nw nt in d mood 2 sit in front of d comp. My stomach is still achin like f***. ARGH! OK! update till here. Shall continue d nxt time i logged in. Got so much tots n stuffs i wana write. But too weak nw. Update soon!

YEAH! Gg Ubin tmr for cycling! Not gona say much thou. Know tt i'm gona tired myself out tmr cuz i'm freakin tired now. Having a headache also.

Today? Went KTV after sch. Gosh. I was restless d whole session. Haa. N i nearly fall aslp in d KTV. Tts hw tired i'm.

Sch? Same old thing. Wad else 2 comment? Guess alot of ppl will share d same thoughts at me. Not very enthu abt gg 2 sch. LOL. Still much in holiday mood.

Alright. Short n sweet entry. Wish me luck 4 tmr. Hope i survived. LOL.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Been too lazy updatin my blog n ALSO, not much chance 2 get 2 touch d PC cuz my bro kept using it. Anyway, went 2 work on FRI. VERY tiring.. d guys basically like for yrs nv see beer n were like desperate 4 beer. Dots. Been damn chaotic 4 almost 2 hrs. Feet r killin me cuz all of us wore heels while it was a outdoor event. Duhz. d host was damn coffeeshop material. Haa. But luckily, got off work early n hitched a ride 2 CCK n took an MRT home. SAT was a slackin day basically, frm d sore feet n arms (frm carryin d jugs of beer) n dear came 2 meet me at night cuz he bought me a raspberry cheesecake. Heez. TODAY, my watch TV day. Shall not b disrupted by anything cuz there's alot fo prog 4 me 2 watch. Keke. TMR! First day of SCH. DUHS. Lucky, tmr is onli frm 9-12. After tt, maybe fun again! TUES & THURS no SCH! WeeEEeee.. Shall enjoy d last week of holidays.

ZOUK + CHINABLACK = Loads of fun!

Went 2 Zouk first then Chinablack yest..

Zouk was packed wif ppl! But overall, nth much changed abt Zouk thou d toilets r much nicer but STILL.. small. DUHS. After much consideration, all of us decide 2 go down ChinBlack. Been a long time since i went there. Chinblack has lesser ppl, MUCH lesser. We opened a bottle of Black Label n gt ourselves a sofa place. Hees. Drank n drank, played fist games, danced n drink somemore. Most of us were half dead by 3am n we juz slacked on d sofa. But Jerlyn n Michelle was like energisers. So full of energy! They danced thruout. Haha. Admire tt! We still haf about less than half of black label left n we gona leave it 4 nxt time! But overall, it was fun n it was nice knowing new ppl. :> hope tt we could still haf d chance 2 club together after d sch reopens!

Alright! Some pictures we took.


Me & Jerlyn (at zouk's toilet)


Jasmine & Me (at chinablack's sofa seat.)


Yep! Tts all! Thou i vomitted like MAD after reaching hm, BUT did haf fun yest wif d girls n A GUY. Hees.

YESH! I'm gg down 2 Zouk tmr! WeeEEeee... Gg down wif Shujun, Jerlyn, Weiyang (my "ex"-clubbing khakis. Been a long since we club together.), Jasmine, Hedy! Can't wait! Heez. Hope i could get my self real drunk! LOL! Madness. Zouk has revamp into a brand new look n heard frm Weiyang tt it has become bigger, d toilets r nicer n stuffs. Woooo.. it's gona b a fun fun nite!

Okok. Back 2 reality girl! Today's simply a slackin day. Gosh. Haf 2 cook 4 my brother. Cooked maggie mee n added pork balls in it. Keke. Fried eggs SPECIALLY for him too. N to tink tt i quarrelled wif him yest n tis morn, still could b a slave 2 him. DUHS. I sort of upsetted dear yest nite too. He ALMOST cried. Scare d hell outta me. LOL. But then, in d end, it turned out 2 b a great heart-to-heart conversation wif him. I blamed him 4 not accompanying me here n there. I'm too demanding i guess. Never stand in his shoes n THINK. But anyway, i understand wads he's been gg thru n he also compromises me. He's gg 2 accompany me for lunch tmr. Heez. I guess once in a while, a quarrel is inevitable. It can either damage d whole bloody relationship or vice versa. But luckily 4 us, whenever we quarrel, we will end up understanding each other more cuz he always LISTENS. Unlike my previous few BFs. They r so freakin impatience n whn i throw temper, they will return double 2 me. It leads 2 quarrel n eventually, breakin up wif me. If they only could learn d word TOLERATE. I was d one throwin temper always at first but towards ending, they r d ones throwing more temper balls at me n i haf 2 stupidly TOLERATE. Well, no pt of doubt tt i'm still in d fortunate situation. 10yrs down d road, who knows? It might happen again. Juz hope it doesn't.

ALright! Ya! I got d photos le. Not gg 2 post them now. Maybe after ALL d photos haf been out then i will post. d grp photos r real cute! Keke. If u r in my friendster list, u may wan 2 take a peep there. Can't wait 4 d rest!

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Happy day!

Photoshoot + Drinkin + Supper

Yest met d girls ard 12.30pm at d studio place. Took a cabby down cuz of d big big bag i haf 2 carry. Heez. Waited 4 Kim 2 arrive n started our make-up n also clothes fitting. I was d third 2 do d ind. photoshoot. Wore a tube n a red flair skirt. Second ind. shoot i wore flair white cloth wif tube inside n jeans. d first grp shoot, wore a green top which everyone has n jeans. Second grp shoot, wore a black cardigan wif tube inside n d black short skirt. Overall, it took us frm 1pm all d way till 5plus b4 it ends. Woooo.. tiring. But some of d poses r very cute. Esp d grp ones. Reali hope 2 haf more grp pics than ind. Spent too much time on d ind. And i tell ya.. MOST of my ind. shoots r all cool cool shoots. LOL. I didnt smile. d photographer kept askin me 2 gif d confident look. Guess i was capable of those look. Those "ah lian" look. Haa! Even John said tt i'm like d female Jay Chou. Well-known for d cool look. Diaoz. I tink overall, for my ind. pics, i onli smiled for 1 shoot. LOL. d one tt i hugged on 2 d teddy bear. d photographer gona burn into cd for us n he would send us some pics 2 us TMR. Can't wait! After d shoot, John drove Jasmine, Hedy n me down 2 Circular Rd n we slacked at TCC. Drank d fav Oreo Mocha Frappe n ordered salad n soup of d day. Woooo.. Then, when it was 8pm, we went down 2 Baron's Pub. d service sucks there okays. It seems like they must haf all of us ordered drinks b4 they r satisfied. DUHS. After there, head down 2 RAV. Ordered their 1-for-1 n started playin dices n cards. It was fun! Learned 2 new kinds of cards. Then, Hedy n John played pool til ard 10.30pm b4 we leave. Drove down 2 Changi Village cuz dear Jasmine is cravin for stingray. Ordered Hokkien Noodles n Fried Kway Teow. d stingray is superb! Was spicy n tasty. After d food, John sent Hedy home n then sent me home. Lucky John was kind n "cute" enough 2 send me home. Haha! Must reali thank him. And.. home sweet home! Dear was still outside wif his buddies whn i reached home but he accompanied me talk till i was tired. When he reached home, he called me n we chatted for awhile b4 gg back 2 slp ard 4am. Haha. Alright. Update till here. Wana go catch sm tv shows! Will post d pics tt i received tmr. (provided if it is nice)

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Slackin + MORE slackin = Sloppiness (if there's such word)

Yeah! Tmr will b d day! FOr d photoshoot. Till now, still haf not packed my bag. DUHS. Too much things 2 pack. Kinda lazy. Hees. Later dear will b coming over 2 pass me his big big bag cuz i need it 2 put d stuffs inside. My bag is too small. Can u imagine d amt of things i'm bringing? And... NO CHAFFEUR? Sighz. HOPE tmr would b satisfying n a happy one. IF NOT.. i'm gg 2 start whackin ppl. Haha. I'm capable of it okays. My temper not very good these few days. Better not offend me. After d photoshoot, would b gg down 2 Circular Rd. Hees. Either 2 Baron Pub or RAV 2 chill out. Double-O will b changed 2 nxt thurs (hopefully). Alright. Gona take another hot bath b4 my 7.30pm show starts.

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d white long skirt at Forever21. d price? 73 big fat bucks! I'm gald i got a cheaper one at Bugis Street.

Shoppin + Shoppin + MORE shoppin!!

Heez. Met Jasmine n Hedy today 4 shoppin. But guess wad? I only spent 14bucks for d long white skirt tt i've always wanted. Like FINALLY!! For a cheap bargain of 14bucks. Whereas 4 Jasmine n Hedy.. Haha. Spent over 100bucks! Rich women. LOL. I did saw ALOT of nice clothes tt attracted me. But... i'm not so rich as them ah. Keke. Have 2 save up 4 those clothes. So tempting! Sighz. But i'm happy tt i bought my long skirt. Heez. Went down 2 town den after tt down 2 bugis. Shopped at Orchard OG for more den an hr! Gosh. d longest manz. LOL. After bugis, went back home n i met dear as he need 2 pass me things.

Can't wait 4 SAT! Gona haf our photoshoot! YEAH! But then.. gotta carry loads of stuffs. Lots of clothes. Haiz. NO chaffeur tt day. Chaffeur not free 2 pick me up. So sad can. Need 2 take cabby i guess. But then, still evry excited abt d photoshoot. Wonder wad outcome will it be. Hope it turns out well. Suppose 2 go work tmr at Paya lebar air base but then............. it was cancelled in d end. Diaoz. But forget it. Can stay home n watch d 7.30pm drama on Channel U. I still need those bling bling dangling earrings..... Wan a pair of heels too.. wan MORE clothes. Been eyeing on alot of clothes. ESP in Forever 21. But things there r god-damn ex. Duhz. Alright. I tink i'm babbling too much rubbish here. Haha. Shall end here! Hope i get d chance 2 touch tis PC cuz my bro kept hogging on 2 d comp 2 play WarCraft. ARGH!

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Current song : 大舌头 by 吴克群 ( For those who dunno wads d song abt.. It's a song abt tis guy liking tis girl but then, whenever he wans 2 express his love 2 tis girl, he will end up being tongue-tied. Keke. A very cute song. d MTV is nice too. But it has Stella Huang inside. DUHZ! Spoil d whole MTV. Diaoz. d singer is frm Taiwan. Haha. )

Yeah! 4 days since I updated. Being gg ouit, havin fun, eating good food, watching good movies. I even got my PSP yest! WeEEeEEE... It came wif 2 games; Ridge Racer n some Jap game. I queued for more than an hr mind you. Gosh. Dear n me were like starving thru'out cuz we didnt have breakfast nor lunch. Reached there ard 2pm n started d long queue. Lucky Dear was accompanying me all d way. Heez. He even has 2 carry my heavy bag 4 me. He usually carrys my bag 4 me whenever we go out. Keke. I'm too lazy la can? Yeah. Had fun playin wif d new gadget. Gona save money n buy new games! After d long queue, went 2 cine n ate at Yuki Yaki. d standard dropped.. TREMENDOUSLY. Gosh. d food sucks man. d soup too. Never will I patronise there AGAIN. I miss d korean buffet now. Keke. After eatin, went 2 walk ard n decide 2 go back 2 JP. Played d PSP on d way back n man, it was fast journey back home. LOL. Walked ard JP, bought sm stuffs tt dear need n home sweet home. I still need 2 get a tube for my cousin's wedding n d white long skirt. Still haf not buy it. Sighz. My cousin already told us his plan during d whole wedding. d night b4, we will go 2 his condo n spend d night there. At Yio Chu Kang. Then, d nxt morn, haf 2 run ard wif him, 2 d church n stuffs. Then, will either go home or go back 2 his home 2 prepare 4 d dinner at night. It would b at d Fort Canning Country Club. He's rich man! Haha. I can't wait 2 see his sports car being transformed into a bridal car. It would b so cool! Thou it's still more than 1 mth, but.. I'm already excited abt it! LOL! My cousin is like an elder bro 2 me. Both of my cousins actually, Ricky n Raymond. Cuz my mum used 2 take care of them whn they are young n d both brothers treat me n my brother like siblings. Wadever good things they have, they will gif 2 us. Since young, called d elder one (Ricky), Da kor kor (big bro) n d other cousin ( Ah mond korkor) cuz his name is Raymond. Haha. Imagine. Both of them 30yrs old le still callin them Korkor. Cute! Heez. But I'm real grateful 2 them n I'm lucky 2 haf these 2 cousins. Not forgetting d rest of my cousins on my mum side. I love them all! LOL. Right, shall not get too mushy. Keke. Tmr I will b meeting my girls 4 mahjong session. Maybe a talk also. Some things happened. Well, shall see abt tmr. Thurs,s till nt sure whether gg double-o or not cuz both of us can't make it. Shall see abt tt also.

I'm doing a re-cap abt my past relationships. Haha. Saw someone did it so, shall do one for myself too! To keep for memorial purpose n 2 see hw much i've changed in regard 2 relationship. Still in typin progress. :> Kkz. Gona go download new songs!

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Loads of time + Bored + Waitin 4 my show 2 start = Silly survey (pardon me)

A is for age: 21 (-_-)
B is for booze of choice: Anything tt would make me go high!
C is for career: Student nw. Future teacher?
D is for your dad's name: Vincent
E is for essential items to bring to a party: Ka-ching($$), eyeliner, lip gloss, hp, IC!
F is for favourite song at the moment: 施文斌BEN - 忘不了
G is for favourite game: Mahjong!
H is for home town: Jurong/Singapore
I is for instruments you play(ed): Only know hw 2 sing.
J is for jam or jelly you like: Konnyaku jelly!
K is for kids: 2 in d future
L is for living arrangements: Comfy & pretty!
M is for mom's name: Emily
N is for name of your crush: no crush. hope never will have one.
O is for overnight hospital stays: Not once.
P is for phobias: Lizards, lights at d expressway whn in vehicles (smtimes), Balloons!
Q is for quotes you like: Well, basically is juz 2 live life 2 it's fullest.
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: 3 years.
S is for sexual preference: Male/Boy/Man!
T is for time you wake up: Near noon.
U is for underwear: Actually, i dun like wearing underwear. Prefer panties or g-strings. Haha!
V is for vegetables you love: Broccoli. But all types of vege is acceptable.
W is for weekend plans: Slack at home or meet my BF or friends.
X is for x-rays you've had: 2!
Y is for yummy food you make: Maggie Mee! LOL! I'm learning hw 2 cook nw.
Z is for zodiac sign: a proud AQUARIUS!

Eatin + Shoppin + Movies = 6 months anniversary!

Met Dear ard 1plus cuz it was raining. Then, took MRT down 2 Somerset n bought tickets for 7.25pm show. After buying of tickets, walked down 2 Wheelock Place n ate at N.Y.D.C using my card. Heez. So cheap! d bill came up 2 only 15bucks for d 2 of us n both of us ate till we couldnt walk anymore. Haha. Managed 2 get our butts off d seats n walked 2 Borders. Was lookin 4 d book tt i wanted but i couldn't find d book i wanted. Walked 2 Taka's Kinokuniya n we searched like mad. Haha. Finally! I saw d book i wanted. Was deciding on which 2 buy; Gossip Girl 3rd series or Tony Parson's: For my baby. Torn between d 2 books. But guess wad? In d end, when Dear wana go pay d books, I decide 2 forgo d 2 books! LOL! Weird huh! Haha. I wan Dear 2 save some money la actually. Dunwan him 2 always spend so much on me. Keke. Then, walk ard Taka till ard 6plus n walk back 2 Cine. Slacked awhile n bought Nachos combo n d fried chicken inside. d Nachos is sooo not nice. Duhz! I passed d nachos 2 dear instead. Keke. Ate d chicken. d show overall was not bad. Funny. Alot of silly scenes. If u're lookin 4 crappy n funny show, tis is d kind of show. Rate:7/10 After d show, went 2 N.Y.D.C at Heeren again cuz I'm cravin 4 salad. Heez. Ate salad n slacked. Took a cabby back home after d salad. Went 2 Prime-mart n bought milk for my breakfast n both of us head home. Slacked at my place till ard 12plus cuz i really very tired. Haha. Duno y recently been havin dreams EVERY night. Dots. n i always will automatically wake up ard 9am n then haf 2 force myself back 2 slp again. Physically tired but mentally, seems like its havin LOTS of energy. Duhz.

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Been gg out 3 days in a row tis week. Gosh. So tired. Dear is gg out wif his buddies today. They asked me 2 go along but i guess i wun b gg cuz i'm reali very tired. When i'm tired, i will tend 2 get restless n i will get very moody. Tts not a gd thing. I will let m y mind go wild n tink alot. Haha. Therefore, reali need my beauty rest if not, my mind will go berserk. Hahaz. Alright! Update till here. Lazy 2 continue typing. Till nxt update.

Shoppin + Eatin + KTV + Drinkin

Yes! Yest i had a whole loads of fun wif my girls. Shall update abt yest. Met d girls 12pm at Orchard. Dear was so nice 2 acc me talk all d way. Hahaz. Then, started our lil shoppin at Wisma first. Headed 2 Far East n ate d chicken rice there. d chicken rice was nice, but then all d seats were simply cramped together n d atmosphere was like u have 2 eat fast cuz there were alot of ppl waitin 4 seats. LOL. Then, we started our real shoppin! Bought a pink cardigan n did my nails! Shapin + Bufferin + Nail patterns for a mere $12! After shoppin at Far East, walk down 2 Taka n we went up 2 Coffee Club n ordered a Fruits Fondue n a Mudpie! Gosh. Finally got 2 eat d Fondue! It wa simply sinful but very nice! :> Then, decide 2 go KTV n off we go. Went 2 KBOX at Chinatown n sang for 3hrs till ard 7plus. After singing, walked 2 RAV. Usual hangout place if we want 2 drink. LOL. Then, we drank like nobody's business. They have d Wet'n'wild dance but then, it was not very nice. Then we continued drinkin, playin dice. John came 2 meet us too. I guess as we are d regulars there therefore, d housepours served 2 us was 70% alcohol i guess. It was d first time d 4 of us got tipsy by drinkin d housepours there. Haha. We were like mad girls there n made a lot of noise. Then, it was time for us 2 leave. Overall, it was nice n fun! John was nice 2 treat us. d bill came up 2 100plus. Reached home ard 1plus n talked 2 Dear. Poor him waited for me thru d night. Keke.

Would be gg out later! Celebrate our 6 mths anniversary. Initial plan was 2 go eat Yuki Yaki but after much consideration, decide 2 go eat other things cuz both of us don't eat much in tis kinda of buffet. Still haven't decide yet cuz it's raining now. Duhz! Might be watching movie too! Deuce Bigalow : European Gigglo is out today! WeEEeEeeeEE... Alright! Shall update till here. Will b updating more abt today's outing tmr. Tata!

P.S : HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY 2 MY DARLING BOY. LOVE YA.*muacks! Keke.

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Shoppin + Movies!

Yeah! Got home not long ago n juz had my dinner at home. Met BF ard 11plus n off we went 2 town! Went 2 cineleisure n bought tixs for Corpse Bride Digital at 1.45pm. Den went over 2 d foodcourt. Dear ordered 4 me korean food but then, d korean food at cineleisure simply sucks! d bbq chicken esp! d rice is so soggy n d chicken is so freakin oily! Gosh. Never will i patron tt stall again. EVER. After brunch, we went 2 shop ard cineleisure n we went 2 play d capsule machine again! Heez. I tried d Mickey machine 3 times n... NO MICKEY! Duhz. Haha. Then, tried another one n out came Minnie Mouse. Well, no fate wif Mickey. Keke. After d machine, went up 2 slack awhile cuz it's still early n took photos! Heez. Then, bought popcorn n went in! d show was touching. Not much funny factors but truly touching. Rate: 7/10. After d show, walk over 2 Heeren n bought make-up remover (wipes type) n my eyeshadow template! WeeEeeEEee.. Freakin happy. Den walked over 2 Taka n shopped. Bought my blusher there. Saw d kind of flats i wanted, in silver. But... i shall tolerate cuz i'm gg shoppin wif my girls TMR. Shall keep a lookout b4 i decide. Dear wanted 2 buy me tis pair of earrings which is in d shape of a Persian Cat. I was so attracted 2 it. But a closer look, d siler is not reali tt good. Got scratches. Therefore, i forgo it. Gona keep a lookout for Persian Cat dangling earrings. So pretty! Shopped 4 awhile more n we took d MRT home. Have 2 go home early cuz i've 2 eat dinner at home n Dear has a dinner 2 attend near his grandma's place. Anyway, it was definitely a very fun day! :>

Me & Dear at cineleisure level 4 or 5. Sitting there while waiting 4 our movie 2 start.


Dunno wad dear is trying 2 do! Keke.


A normal shot. :>


Vain shot. =P

d movie we watched.



-End-

yeah! been too lazy 2 update ah. Hehe. Anyway, everything was still as perfect as ever. Been meeting my BF, my bitching_inc girls n life's been good. Watched The 40-year-old Virgin. Rate: 6/10. Not tt nice. Painted my nails today. PINK! But.. onli d top part, which is d white nail part. Wana try something different. So onli coat tt area. Quite satisfied wif d results. Got my results back also. Not as good as d past few ones but... WHO CARES as long as i pass! Haha. d holidays is gg 2 end VERY soon. Gosh. Wed, gg 2 east coast for cycling wif my girls n d BF. Thurs, 6 months anniversary wif my boy! Gona go haf a big feast n of cuz, watch movies! I guess he got me presents. Keke. But I still haven figure out wad. Sat, meeting Jacintha n Weiyang n hopefully, Beng Gui n Joanne 4 catch up session, d NPCC gang! But of cuz, missing out alot of other ppl cuz... hmmz. long story. haha! Dis week would b so packed! Can't wait! Yes! d bitching_inc haf another photo taking session. Hope dis time, it turns out nice. :> Alright! gona do slack n wait for Hedy 2 send me all Fish Leong songs! Tata!

Preview of d nails i created. Not fantastic thou, but it looks good 2 me n tt is all tt matters. *grins

Bonjour!

Hahaz. I just wake up n ate breakfast my dad prepared. For me is lunch more den breakfast. Anyway, updates!

yest
Met d girls ard 1pm at Yishun's long john silver. After tt, went 2 Cold Storage n bought frozen food n ice-cream! Then, went back 2 Jasmine's place n we start by watching "Sex is Zero" dvd. Gosh! Tt show is simply gross but touching also. Haha! So damn funny too. Watched till ard 4pm n we start our mahjong session. Played, eat, crap till ard 7pm b4 we left Jasmine's place. Hitched a ride to Yishun MRT n took MRT back 2 BoonLay. Meet Marcus n Shirley at coffeebean n d same, slacked n talked. Haha. Whole day abt hanging out ar actually. Catching up too. Saw alot of ppl in Jurong Pt. Saw Jonathan's sister. Haha. So qiao. She nearly forgot 2 take her thing n luckily Marcus noticed it n Shirley went 2 catch up wif her n gif back 2 her. Funny 2 see Shirley so kan jiong. Cuz she sits nearer 2 them. After d slacking session, took 242 n took a round back home. Past by primary school, secondary school n memories came back. Those were d days. Keke. Reached home, showered, n chatted wif Dear till late 3am.

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Not gona do anything today except 2 stay home. Keke. Might be gg down 2 dbl O on thurs. Still not sure wana go or not cuz cash is running low. Still considering since it's ladies nite there also. So, shall say tonight wad will b my decision. Haha. Alright! Gona surf net, remove my nail polish cuz d colour is coming off n maybe repaint? Can't wait for my cousin's wedding cuz i wana go do my nails in those crystal form. Not now thou cuz it's still early. WeeEeeeEEEEeeee... Happy day everyone! :>

NEW stuffs added!
*Blinkies added
*Background changed
*Events & Wishes subtitles added
*Background music - I'm Back by Baby Bash

WeEEEeee.. VERY satisfied wif d outcome. Used almost an hr 2 finish adding. Reali do till neck is soo stiffed. haha. Anyway, did nothing much today except 2 finish watching Full House. Yeah! Happy Ending. :> Meeting d girls tmr for mahjong session n maybe movie after mahjong at Jasmine's place. Another day of fun TMR. Later Dear is coming over cuz he bought food for me cuz he is at bugis wif his buddies! Fries n ice-cream! WeeEEeee.. I'm a happy girl! Alright, gona go rest my neck n then take another relaxing bath. Peace!

-end-

Juz finish watching Full House vcd no 17. Few more 2 go n i'm finished wif it! d show is very nice. Heez. Came in for some updates.

yest
Met d girls ard 2plus for KTV session at Chinatown, K-ster. d KTV there, overall, not bad. Thou d rm is small, but its cheaper n much more lastest English songs there. Applied 4 member there. Heez. Cheap also. $5 per card for a yr. After KTV session, went 2 walk ard Chinatown. Nth much thou. Went for our dinner n tada! We decided 2 go 2 RAV, again. Haha. Like regulars there already. Took a cab n as it was still early, went to TCC n slack. Jasmine n me shared a Oreo Mocha Frappe. It was nice! Very thick. I like. :> Ard 8pm, we went into RAV. As usual, 1st customers. Haha. d manager came 2 talk rot wif us n d 4 of us played some fist games while drinking. Ordered Gin Tonic n Vodka Lime. Then, ard 9plus, we went off n was sent home by a friend of one of d girls. Haha. Dun wan 2 reveal much in case I caused any stupid things 2 happen again. Rather duhz abt it. Cuz I'm like quite restricted n careful abt wad i write. Oh well, wad can i do? Haf 2 protect my girls from getting any shit from anyone. Anyway, i was d first 2 b sent home! Like for d first time! Haha. Cuz usually, i would b d last one cuz I lived in Jurong. So happy. Heez. Watched Full House till ard 2am, talk 2 dear for awhile b4 gg 2 slp. :>

Been feeling very weird nowadays. Dunno whether is it d effect of d vcds tt i watched or wadever. But then, sometimes, my mood can swing from good to bad n vice versa very fast. Can be deeply affected by small little things n would feel agitated. Some things came flashing back into my mind too. d past, especially. Songs tt i sing may just trigger some flashbacks n suddenly calls from those tt arent suppose 2 b calling made me feel very weird. I dun like having all those past memories back in my head again. I really don't. Sometimes i feel tt its weird not 2 quarrel wif my BF. Sometimes i feel like crying but there is no reason for me 2 cry cuz my BF treats me good. Weird isnt it? Maybe cuz in d past, there is too much things n reasons for me 2 cry till whenever i haf d need 2 cry, i could find a reason n cry like a baby. But now, i dunhaf any reason tts y sometimes i would throw temper 2 my BF n then, i would cry. Mad rite? But i dunno y i would do tt. Is it cuz i'm too used 2 being hurt by ppl tts y i'm not getting used 2 ppl treating me soooo good? Really haf 2 apologise 2 my BF for tolerating all tis nonsense. He's always so patient n so understanding till whenever i threw a temper, i would feel guilty after tt. Hmmz. I hate d feeling of having tis sour kind of feeling inside my heart for nothing. For no reason at all. I wana get rid of wadever is in my mind. I know i can. I just know.

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Lastly, Happy Birthday 2 my buddy, Henry Seah Chengyou. Haha. Finally 21 le worz. Anyway, hope u enjoy ur bday today. Sorry yest nite i could not go down 2 meet u guys. Happy Bday. :>

WeEeEeeeEEEeee!!!

Mood : Tired but happy.

Updates.

yest
Met BF ard 11am n off we took d MRT 2 CityHall 2 meet d rest of my gang. Walked 2 d Excelsior Hotel n went 4 our korean buffet. d food was nice! Not oily too. Quite worth it. After d buffet, Kim went back n Dear brought us 2 eat dessert near Lido. d mango was super duper yummylicious. Esp d mango pudding inside. *slurps Then, hedy n jasmine went work while me n dear WALKED 2 cineleisure. Actually wana watch d 7.30pm show, Corpse Bride but then, it was fully booked. So, we bought d 4.40pm show for The Longest Yard. Walked awhile n went in for our show. d show was so nice can! haha. Funny, touching and NOT boring at ALL. Fab show. After d show, dear n me walk ard d Orchard area. Went grocery shoppin n bought sushi. Then, went 2 Borders n browse d books. We stayed there for quite sm time. Browsed some wedding mags too. haha! Madness rite? Anyway, we talked alot abt d future yest. It was nice. :> Then, went 2 MACDONALD n slack till ard 9plus b4 we took d MRT back 2 my home. Dear came n watch his FF7 movie which my bro downloaded while i watch SCV. After tt, slacked till ard 2am deb he went home. A very nice day indeed.

TODAY
not gg 2 do anything but 2 slack n slack. haha. Dear's gg for his lifeguard training later. Tmr, my wireless modem would arrive cuz i upgraded 2 1500kpbs. Weeee... In d package, there is a free PSP voucher. Hope i could reali redeem d free PSP w/o any extra money needed to b paid. haha! Then, i will haf PSP 2 keep myself entertained! Heez. Okies. gona go watch tv le. :>

Got this from a friend.. haha. thru email. so decide 2 check it out!

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

*Hmm.. Quite true. Hehe.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Charming Assassin. Where You Lived: Mexico. How You Died: Typhoid fever.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

*Assassin leh. Dun mess ard wif me. LOL!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

*Eh.. d last part.. not very true ah!

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

*Hmmm....

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

*Owww.. hahahhahahaha!! Sweet 18 only!

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

*AGREE!!

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

*Wahahaha!

Now Playing : I Think I Love You from Full House OST
Mood : *Blissful*

In love with tis korean drama, Full House now. Haha! Every Sun now is a MUST-STAY home day for me. Cuz I dunwan 2 miss tis korean drama. Before this korean drama, is d Ge Duo Tian Wang starring 5566. Also very nice! LOL. From 1pm till 5pm is my watch drama show. Ge Duo Tian Wang is at SCV channel 56 from 1-3pm while Full House is SCV channel 55 from 2.45pm-5pm. Hee. Everything is juz nice cuz Ge Duo Tian Wang ends earlier. Full House is very cute. Very romantic yet hilarious show. One of d few nice ones i liked for korean drama. Esp d actor, Rain. He looks so good in d show! haha. madness. dis is 1 of d songs in d drama tt i like. :>

Did guo dong (jelly) for my family n dear's family too. But d outcome, d jelly is quite soft. Different from d past ones tt i did. But! Nvm. It's quite tasty too. LOL. Tmr will b gg out wif Dear n my Girls! WeEeEeeEeeEe!! Gg 2 City Hall there for Korea Buffet. After tt, Dear will bring us go eat tis nice nice ice cream which he has been talking abt all d time. Then, me n dear may go for a movie at cine! Wana watch "The Longest Yard" Tmr I am gg 2 haf a great great time!!!

YES! I definitely had lots n lots of fun durin d 3D2N chalet. not gona go into details. too lazy. onli short summaries.

WED
reached d chalet in d noon n slacked all d way till nite, played mahjong too. Funny mahjong! haha. went 2 club momo. overall, d ambience n stuff is nice. Esp d toilet! Freakin nice! haha. but d music. It was onli good from 12-1am. All R&B! but other den tt, not tt nice. Had fun dancing n playing fist games. heez. After tt, left ard 1.30am n Mr.Nice guy Frankie drove us 2 buy supper n back 2 d chalet. d rest ate n slept while me, dear n jasmine played card games n cracked silly jokes. LOL. All d way till 6am when Frankie had 2 go back 2 camp n then d 3 of us went 2 slp.

THURS
Woke up onli 11plus. Slept for awhile onli. Poor dear also cuz he was slping wif me then whn i move, he had 2 be awaken by me. LOL. Ordered Mac for lunch then, watch tv and went 2 swim! Lousy me, strained my arm during swimming. dots. After tt, slack awhile n prepare 2 go down 2 Eski Bar. It was damn cold! When u go in, there is amoke whn u talk! haha. Ordered 2 of their specialities. Nice dinks. After tt, went down 2 RAV n second round of drinking! Played "bluff" wif d dice too. Lots of fun! Danced abit too. We were like d regulars cuz d managers kept coming n talk 2 us. Even said stupid things. Then, went 2 Lau Pat Sat n bought LOTS of good food back 2 d chalet! Ate happily n went 2 Zzzzz....

FRI
woke up ard 9plus n prepare 2 check out. Went 2 Tampines Mall for lunch n me n dear went back 2 Jurong in cab.

Overall, had lots of fun. Thou it was a simple gathering w/o any bbq or wadever, it was nice slacking wif d girls. Hope d next chalet, we will haf bbq n more activities!
Til nxt update. Will upload some photos when i'm free.. :>

YEAH!!!!!! TIME TO HAF FUN!!

Will be off 2 d chalet first b4 preparing 2 go 2 Club MOMO..

WeEEEeeEEee.. Can't wait!

Gona go pack my stuffs first than bath & meet Dear..

Oh Yah!!

HAPPY 21ST BDAY 2 MY DARLING MISS JULAIHA NORMAN!!!

Tis woman hor... yest i smsed her happy birthday, in d end, she replied (tis morn), "who is this ah?" -_-'' den after tt, another msg came den know who m i. Heartless girl! nv memorise my phone num. haha! her phone lousy already, cannot show name on d msg. haha. anyway, she's my best girl forever! here's a msg for her:

Know tt u aren't very happy tis bday due 2 sm freak, but nevertheless, it's still an impt date for u n ur friends, esp ME. haha. Dun be sad today ok? Promise me. Stay as happy as u can. :> I promise 2 b there for u whenever u need me. Though we r always busy wif our own things, but guess we could talk over d phone or thru msn often rite? okies. I hereby wish u HAPPY BDAY again n lastly, FINALLY! U ARE DECLARED A WOMAN! haha.. Love ya sister.

More Updates whn I come back, which is on Fri. Hopefully, i've gt pics. Heez.

*HapPpPPpppYyyYyyyy...

"Because Of You" by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

I find tis song VERY meaningful. Heard it on d radio long time ago but i always do not know d song name. And at tt time, which was like more than half a yr ago, i cried when i heard this song. Cuz it certainly reflected alot on my feelings. I'm an emotional freak. Haha.

I'm feeling better. except d flu bug is still in my body. And YES! TMR is d day i would enjoy myself like i've enjoy b4! LOL! Wana club like a mad girl, or rather woman. I'm already 21 for ur info. Haha. crapz. After tt, 3D2N chalet! Can't wait. Alright! Gona go surf net for awhile, watch movies tt my bro downloaded then, gona meet Dear for lunch! sooooo long nv meet him le cuz i'm sick n i forbid him 2 meet me in case i spread my illness to him. 1 sick person is enough. More Updates!

Too sick to blog abt anything..

The flu & cough bug works together well isn't it? Always come at d same time.

Anyway, I'm so gg 2 MAKE myself get well again if not, tis wed, it's gona b nasty.

Tis wed, i'm gg to Club MOMO! Like FINALLY! & after tt, gona haf a 3D2N chalet wif d girls!

PLS.. let me be well... :>

YEAH! shall be some updates for today.

TUES
met d girls in d end for PASTA MANIA buffet at d CPF building at Tanjong Pagar. Each person around $13. d food overall, not bad for d pasta.. but for d Vietnam food, not reali tt fantastic. ate till ard 6plus, left d place n we head 2 hougang in cabby cuz accompany hedy back hm for awhile b4 we head back 2 Clarke Quay there. Wanted 2 go 2 Eski Bar 2 chill out but in d end, Eski Bar is havin an event there, so.. end up in RAV. A place full of memories.. gosh.. haha. played Truth or Dare but as we all know each other so damn well, there's no need for Truth. We played Dared instead. so many stupid dares. omg. we were d noisiest batch there. haha. but it was fun. ard 10pm, we left d place n all 4 of us took cabby home, first time i took a cab for more than an hr. -_-'' cuz sent all of them back first. Mine was d last destination. When i reach home, talk 2 dear for awhile, den went 2 bed.


d food on our table. there's lots more behind but.. table no space! haha.

WED
Dear came 2 my house ard 1plus n bought me my lunch. so nice of him!! after tt, watched SCV n played comp games till evening time whn my mum came home wif my dinner. Dear slacked for awhile more b4 heading home. tts d short but sweet update for tis day. lol.

TODAY
meeting dear for lunch first den maybe evening time meeting shirley. tt shd be all baz. simple but nice day i hope. haha! alright! shall go take a bath n wait for dear 2 come fetch me 2 pioneer mall le! LOL!

HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARLING BOY!!!! LOVE YA! muacks!

Yeah! yest went out wif Dear 2 town 2 celebrate our 5th month anniversary.. met him at my blk ard 1plus n off we go down 2 cineleisure. bought d tixs 4 d show, Perfect Catch & went 4 our lovely lunch at Cartel. I ordered Sirloin Steak while Dear ordered finger food combo cuz he had his breakfast at home earlier. I forced him 2 eat with me. HAHA! d sirloin steak there was fantastic! very tender~ after tt, went 2 Heeren and walk ard. Ended up buying d JJ karaoke VCD from HMV. Dear shared d cost wif me. :> then, went 2 walk at TAKA. went 2 d book stores and we saw baby books. d book of baby names. so cute. then, went back 2 arcade at cine for awhile b4 gg in for d show.

overall, d show was ok. quite predictable. Herbie 2:Fully Loaded was better! its one of d nicest show i've seen. wana catch The Longest Yard next. after d show, went 2 esplanade there and eat despite d rain cuz there is those MakanSutra stalls there.
when we reach there, d rain has stop. LUCKY! ordered hokkien mee n it was nice! wanted 2 order something more but then, scare we cant finish. so in d end, decide 2 just try one dish. fantastic food there. its outside esplanade, facing Marina Square. after eating, bought another packet for my parents and also some "Bao" for their breakfast tmr. so good rite? haha. took MRT home n Dear came home wif me n gave my parents d food. even my parents say its nice. then, watched SCV n d VCD we bought, slacked awhile b4 dear went home n tts all for d day!

TODAY... most prob slacking whole day at home n watch horror vcds tt my dad borrowed. haha. or meet my girls for shopping n eating. depends. alright! shall stop here! :>

YESH! my exams r finally over!! but then, to me.. quite tough.. cuz maybe i didnt put a lot of effort. wadever ah. its over.

MON
kimmy drive me, hedy n jasmine 2 wdls n d 3 of us went 2 pastamania n ate my fav ocean baked pasta. yummylicious! after tt, went 2 JP 2 meet shirley. been a long time since i met her. did alot of catching up wif her. sat at d coffeebean for hrs. then, she thought of gg 2 her 2nd bro's place 2 slack cuz her bro went on a honeymoon wif d wife. therefore, whole house empty! haha. bought sm tidbits den head 2 pioneer mall n bought chicken wings. saw weiyuan n peck eng there. but only smile 2 them. after tt, went 2 d place. nice place 2 slack thou d living room was quite small. it was small but cosy. slack for awhile before Marcus n Steven came up n talk rot. haha. watched tv n tok cock all d way n dear came ard 11pm. reali SLACK till 1plus before we went into our separate ways wif them n dear came up 2 my house n slack AGAIN. LOL. was dead beat by d time he left cuz i woke up damn early 2 study.
tts abt all for tt day.

Well, mooncake festival is here again. how time flies.. last yr, tis time, i rem buying mooncakes n putting them outside someone's house. wondering whether it was worth it cuz at tt time, thou i was wif tt person, but then, he was treating me very coldly n was very torturing at tt time. everyday was in depression n stuffs. I bought those very expensive mooncakes somemore, only 2 leave it outside his home. but in d end, of cuz, tis relationship dun work out cuz by d time he wanted 2 try again, my heart was already quite dead. hmm.. time reali pass by very fast!!! cant imagine. gettin older n hopefully, wiser. haa. definitely learnt alot tis yr. gona do a conclusion at d end of tis yr. haha. crapz. anyway, gona buy mooncakes for my darling's family tis yr. thou his mum say nvm cuz i'm still studying but nevertheless, i'm still gona get it 4 them. heez. dear is also buying 4 my side too. n he is buying my fav type, d snowskin type! tis yr's mooncake festival i hope its gona b a peaceful one! -Peace-

Gona enjoy my HOLIDAYS!!! CLUBBING either on d 21st or d 23rd of Sept wif my girls, my dear, some known n unknown guys (friends of d girls) at Club MoMo! :> cant wait!!!

still have not start studying 4 d exams on friday..

and i still haf d mood 2 go out for movies. LOL. meeting dear later 2 collect my pay at Chevrons den gg 2 JP 2 watch Herbie! :>

wish me luck 4 last min studying starting TMR. guess shd b meeting d girls for whole day studying TMR in school. den fri morn study again cuz d exam starts at 2pm.

WISH ME LUCK!!

recently i had tis huge huge crush on 2 guys~







ZHENG YUAN CHANG! isnt he lovely? haha. he's one of d male leads from d taiwan drama serial, "Qiang Wei Zhi Lian" been seeing him all over. ktv cuz he starred in d mtv of d song, "Ye Zi" n also in TV shows. in d drama serial, he's so in love wif ella tt makes me fall in love wif him too! a big crush! of cuz, not forgetting another male lead, also frm d same drama serial, a model, by d name of ZhiWei..



he looks like a mixed chinese doesnt he? n he is freakin tall! another handsome dude. they acted as brothers in d drama. haha!

OF CUZ, my dear know abt my recent crushes for them. haha! but still.. i love him d most! but still, isnt those 2 dudes simply irresistable? :>

yea! finally finish my F.P thou i cant bear 2 leave d children. so adorable! esp a girl name Kelsie. haha! she's my fav (thou i shouldnt b bias) but she's a real smart girl! bought tidbits for d toddlers n also d teachers in d toddlers' class. mentor was nt ard n therefore, no conference n stuffs. overall, quite an experience thou VERY tiring. got my 1st Teachers' day present too! haha! so nice. of cuz not frm my toddlers cuz they r still so young, of cuz dun know wad is Teachers's day. anyway, sm pics!

tts my FAV girl, Kelsie. Isnt she adorable?


another close-up pic of her! she will often run 2 me n hug me n wan 2 hold my hand. cute baby!!


my Teacher's day present!

updates.

THURS
met d girls at Yishun at ard 10plus near 11am. took a cab down Yishun. simply too lazy la. den when i reach jasmine's place, d 2 "aunties" already downstairs cuz they went 2 buy sm things first. haha! went up 2 jasmine's place n put things den off we go 2 d market 2 buy food for our steamboat! wif d trolley!!! courtesy of jasmine. haha! first time i held tt trolley. kept hitting my foot. DUHZ! walked abt 10mins or so before we reach. was starving like mad. walked ard d whole market for like 3 times n got wad we want, except for d BEEF! gosh. finding tt 1 piece of beef was like trying 2 find a pin in d sea! so difficult n it seems tt ALL d beefs haf disappeared suddenly. of cuz, MANY funny incidents happen, courtesy of our miss hedy. haha. funny la she. after buying our items, went back 2 jasmine's place n kim was there. prepared d food n TADA! everything was done n we started our steamboat. got photos on tt, but must wait 4 photos 2 come in. heez. everything was so perfect n nice!! ate till all of us surrender, we diverted d attention 2 wad else but MAHJONG! haha. tts whn dear came too. played mahjong all d way till 5plus. i was d big winner! hehehe! so happy can. then, prepared n went out. jasmine's uncle drove me, hedy, dear n jasmine 2 jasmine's church cuz jasmine's church organised a surprise for my cousin. went there for awhile n we took a cab back 2 Yishun n dear n me went 2 northpoint, bought a white polo tee for my dad cuz he need it for his work n took cab back 2 jurong. dear came up 2 my place n we watched d last part of "superstar" n kelvin got in. well, at least kelly got a contract. she's so pretty tt nite! of cuz, JJ was so good-looking tt day too! haha. madness. after tt, watched sm SCV progs n dear went home at ard 2am plus. tts all for tis very day!

TODAY
gona stay at home n complete sm of my assignment! second day of d "holidays" excluding d assignments tt i still need 2 complete n hand it up on mon n also d 1 n onli exam tt i haf 2 take nxt fri. after nxt week, it's partying time!! haha. but before tt, still need 2 go thru tt 2 evil-looking "jobs". sigh. alright! go watch sm TV first!

updates 4 SUN [Spook show 2005 at suntec convention & KTV at wdls]

meet dear ard 11am n off we went down 2 suntec 2 meet d rest of d gang. as usual, our darling hedy is late. haha. then went 2 d entrance there n started waiting there pathetically for d pathetic door 2 open. they say it will open at 2pm but in d end? 2.30pm n we reach there like ard 1pm. gosh. d waiting time reali sucks! everybody was so damn restless by d time we go in.

as it was free-seating, everyone juz rush in n we end up sitting WAY behind. nvm abt tt. then, d intro of d show start. there r few so called, "ghosts" wandering all ard d whole hall scaring ppl but it was too long!! all of our attention span was gone after d first part cuz it was simply too freakin long. then d illusion part started. sm parts quite interesting i must say but d rest, sad 2 say, it was very plain n boring. u can even watch it on TV. last part came d preaching. sm part quite enlightening but sm part, abit too "over"

after d show, was wondering where 2 go; eat steamboat or 2 go for KTV. in d end, hedy won d scissors, papers, stone battle wif kim n off we go 2 KTV. ordered pastamania cuz all of us r super duper hungry. ate in d partworld n sang like mad till 10.30pm. haha. alot of funny things happen but too lazy 2 type everything. lol. after d ktv, dear n me went 2 take d mrt n home sweet home!

sm pics tt i took on sun..

tts me outside d convention hall. was wearing my new top! heez.


me & darling outside convention hall while waiting for jasmine!


me under my blk, using dear's HP 2 take.


ok. i know. me again! haha. same location as above.


ya ya ya. ME again. LOL! *smelly dump behind* hahaha!

MON
had lesson frm 12-1pm n exam topics was revealed. 13 topics 2 study. DUHZ! so much can. haiz. after tt, went down wif hedy for lunch. then waited for jasmine 2 finish her tutorial cuz hers is later than ours. kim wasnt in sch today cuz she wasnt feeling well. poor her. havin throat infection. then we skipped lessons (HAHA) n took cab down 2 jasmine's place for wad else but.. MAHJONG! haha. Weeli, Hedy's friend joined us as we r short of 1 player. ordered MAC n ate like MAD can. lol. d delivery guy, as quoted by jasmine, looks kinda cute. ya he is la but then, his attitude ah, -_-'' cannot make it! duhz. there goes d first impression! played alot of rounds. won d first set but second set ah, cannot make it. ard 7 plus, took cabby home!

tmr last day of sch till nxt mon where i onli need 2 go 2 submit assignment! YEAH! nxt fri is my paper. sigh. this thurs, gg over 2 jasmine's place for steamboat! hooray! cant wait. always haf tis much progs which is great! after steamboat will b mahjong again! dear promised he will come fetch me cuz her place is at Yishun! YEAH! haha. love him as well as my girls. okok. too much crap. gona wait 4 my darling 2 call! till nxt update!

I WAN MOMO!! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO!

I WAN TO GO CLUB MOMO! I WAN! I WAN!

haha! been irritating my girls n also my dear tt i wana go there! nv been there b4 cuz of d tons of work i haf 2 do. heard alot of negative n positive things abt tt place tt i wana go see for myself!! been sucha long time since i club. I WAN!!

SO.... ALL MY CLUBBING KHAKIS!! FASTER MAKE UR MOVE N ASK ME GO CLUB! LOL!!! U KNOW WHO U ARE! CONTACT ME! I WILL BE WAITINGGGGG...

ok. too much madness.

morning! woke up damn early today. dun know y also. waiting 4 d show, "Wishing Stairs" on SCV later. in fact, whole family is waiting. haha!

finally, F.P is gg 2 end!!! 1 more session nxt wed n tts it! HOORAY! but till then, haf 2 rush out d newsletter n d portfolio. kinda sian abit tt. gg 2 d play tmr at suntec wif my girls n dear! cant wait. after tt will b KTV sessions! can let down my hair n haf fun! LOL. exams coming very soon. on d 9th of sept for me. but onli 1 paper. hehe. thou onli 1 paper, but tt module, didnt attend d lecture much often so kinda blur abt wad d hell tt module is abt.

i bought d top frm RED2! so freakin happy can. haha. but i bought onli 1 cuz quite ex. tt time saw d price tag wrongly so tot it was kinda cheap.. but NO! d one i bought cost 39bucks. but lucky for me, d boss of RED2 was there at tt time n as i knew d boss, he gave me staff discount. so good can! haha. i knew him during d time i was workin at JP. he looks young but he has a son who is near my age! gosh. anyway, gona wear d top tmr! :>

sm update days. on tues, went for mahjong session wif my girls. skipped lecture halfway n off we go 2 jasmine's house! so funny la during mahjong time. cuz me n hedy straightened our hair n also did steaming at jasmine's place n alot of crap happened, esp frm hedy. i was d big winner tt nite! muhahaha. but we played onli wif chips la. we dun gamble. onli play forfeits. after tt, went 2 yishun there n ate "zhu chao" d sting ray is nice! yummy. but i vomitted it out later. argh! so angry. guess d food was too oily. i cant consume much oily food if not, i will vomit like a mad girl. haa. after tt, edwin send each one back. so nice of him. lucky i stay near him. LOL! alright. sm pictures.


took in edwin's car while waiting for him 2 send one of my darling girls back. nth better 2 do. LOL!


tts hedy doing her hair! haha. she was making alot of noise at tt time. haha!


tts me being vain. in my new top frm "Ebase" bought at a cheap rate also! cuz my darling juan work there n she helped me 2 purchase it at a discounted rate! its so good 2 haf friends working in these shops. hee. anyway, haf 2 reali thank her!


ok. oh yah. my tt ex called again in d middle of d nite yest. ard 5am. still haf d cheek! haiz. didnt pick up his call. cant be bothered. yepz! tts all! my show gg 2 start soon! till nxt update!

still very much in SLPING mode. haa. today will b a LONG day. 11am-7pm at d centre. gosh. long hrs. haf 2 tolerate. 2 more sessions n i'm free!! for awhile onli la. haf 2 do my Independent Education Project (for final yr) during my holidays. how great. n also got make up classes 2 go cuz d next sem gg 2 haf alot of public holidays. my bday falls on a thurs. sucky. haha.

anyway, yest as usual, my ex-bf, d 3yrs one called me. dis time, our conversation was VERY VERY different.

HIM: yo. where r u nw?
ME: at home. y?
HIM: no la. wana chat wif u ma. den see u free 2 meet or not.
ME: no need to chat wif GF meh?
(short pause, guess he was stunned tt i knew he has a GF)
HIM: erm. chat onli ma. u got another line ah?
ME: go acc ur GF chat la. chat wif me for wad? ya. my BF is at d other line.
HIM: wan 2 ask u smthing ma.
ME: den faster ask.
HIM: dunwan 2 ask liao la.
ME: (wad d fuck) DEN DUN ASK LA!
HIM: call u nxt time.
ME: BYE! (hang up d phone immed)

was very irritated by tt behaviour. but i was a bit "shuang" abt wad i did. haha. he was probably thinking y i knew he has a GF n who told me. cuz, given his normal behaviour, he wun pause or wadever. AHA! caught in d act. so funny. dun like such liars. haha. *happy grin*

ok la. too much crap. haf 2 go bath n go 2 centre le. update again!

time 2 change d blog song.

dis song is "Ba Ai Fang Kai (Let Go of d Love) by F.I.R

well, dis song will be esp meaningful 2 me in d past. not reali d past la. maybe like few months back? haha. in conclusion, love tis song becuz of d lyrics. today while driving back 2 NP, kim let me listen 2 d new songs in Maia's album. d singapore idol. wow. every song is like scolding guys. lol. but its nice. Its abt how a girl gets hurt by a guy n now wana tell tt guy tt she already dun need him. her singing is quite nice n d songs r refreshing. not bad at all. already borrowed frm kim 2 burn. lol. illegal stuffs.

anyway, i wana buy 2 tops frm RED2! been aiming at it. got 10% discount since i'm a member there. so, shd b quite cheap ba. hope could get it asap. anyway, some mediacorp peeps came 2 my lecture class 2 flim us. cuz there is tis degree after diploma thing in poly. means right after ur dip, u could continue ur degree in a polytechnic. d fastest guess would be starting nxt yr. parents encourage me 2 pursue degree but then... whether i can get in is another thing. LOL! or whether i reali wan 2 carry on or not. quite sian abt it already. tired. dis sun gg 2 suntec wif d girls n my dear 2 watch a play by my lecturer's pastor n his daughter. d play is called, "Spooks" an illusion kind of play i guess. haha. d ticket is onli at 2 bucks. actual price is 4 but lecturer sponser 2 bucks. gif support as long as it is not by city harvest. city harvest, gif me 1000bucks i also wun go. sorry for being so blunt but hey, its d truth. i've seen those shit they did n i dun like how they do things. money-minded bunch. seen those "once friends" of mine went in n came out, they became a bunch of arrogant bunch n it irks me. well, not all r like tt i know, but. most i guess. MOST.

haha. crap too much le. gona go take a rest n watch sm tv! oh ya! SCV is coming!!! TMR!! CANT WAIT! heez.

wonder y m i still at home?

CUZ.....

I FORGOT TO DO MY DAC ASSIGNMENT!

wahahahaha..

how forgetful can i be. lucky hedy called me ask me 2 help her print her DAC then i remember! LOL! but fret not! i've finished it! heez. lucky its only 2 page reflection paper. manage to finish within an hr. an achievement! but looking at d shit i wrote, guess i will get a D. lol! well, lets not talk about tt anymore. very lazy 2 get my butt out 2 attend d OB tutorial. shall go 2 d 2pm lecture later!

some updates since i finished my super-duper last minute assignment!

SAT
nth much on sat ah. stayed at home d whole day. nearly died of boredom cuz dear went 2 his grandma house n i was left with my vcds which i watched like umpteen of times so end up doing facial at home. haha!

SUN
it rained in d afternoon. how great. met dear ard 3plus after i've finished watchin d repeated "Superstar". how saddening 2 see tt. but luckily, Kelly got in! wahahaha. kkz. back 2 topic. went down 2 cine n went 2 buy tickets for d show or rather, cartoon, Valiant at 6.40pm. went 2 eat at N.Y.D.C using my discount card n d so called, voucher. heez. yummylicious can d food! but very filling. after tt, went 2 citychain there n dear bought me d adidas watch i've always wanted!! i kept sulking abt it during our lunch cuz citychain was juz beside us. haha. he buay tahan den after eating, went in 2 get it for me! n its at a discount of 85bucks! cheap can. i simply loooovvvveee it! after tt, went for our movies. quite cute la d show. lol. our tickets was at half price cuz we r M1 customers. so not tt bad. funny show also but very short. after d show, wanted 2 go 2 PS 2 see my SCV thing but there was a roadshow there so went 2 take a look n end up signing tis 4mths SCV thing wif 13 channels at 25.20 per mth. cheap! d person is coming either on tues or wed 2 fix it for me! yeah! more channels 2 watch! after tt, went 2 taka n off we go 2 d supermarket n bought some sushi n d octopus. took mrt home n eat d things we bought though i onli finish d octopus. lol. tts all for tt day. nice fulfulling day. all thanks 2 dear. :>

alright! gg 2 change le. meeting kim n jasmine at JP. kim is driving 2 JP 2 buy things den "shun bian" come fetch me! so nice! haha. update later!!

d adidas watch darling bought.

juz when i tot i could heaved a HUGE sigh of relieve, a sms struck me. telling me my field supervision has to be changed to TMR. damn it. prepared everything so nicely already can. even took a nap 2 recharge myself. smsed n complained. my girlfriends told me she was juz being difficult n also tt she did it on purpose. but seriously, i didnt offentd her or anything. if reali is like tt ah. piangz. i gt nth, NTH 2 say. only skipped lessons last sem wad. wads tt big deal. since d very first lesson tis sem. first time i saw her. she KNEW who i m. bizzare huh? i tink heard frm d office or wad. pls lo. last sem u tink i wan 2 skip all those lessons?? if not becuz of my bro's funeral, i wouldnt haf skip so many lessons. haiz. i'm like always so noticed by her. kept talking to me in a very sacarstic way. haiz. forget it. juz my stupid luck. wadever. juz wana shout.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

ok. haa. anyway, sm updates la. if i could remember wad i did these past few days. went 2 shilei's chalet. quite fun thou. first time drank red wine till vomit like hell cuz they dared me 2 drink in 1 shot, which is not supposed 2 be. vomit like mad can. then, played PAINFUL heart attack in d middle of d nite. fun thou. haha. mahjong sessions wif d usual gang, shopping n meeting d BF. bought a few clothes. heez. broke nw. duhz. d ex-bf went 2 jail 4 8weeks, pity d wife n d unborn child. he also returned me d 200bucks. means, we dun owe each other ANYTHING already. tts a gd thing. during d chalet, heard things frm someone abt my longest ex-bf of 3 yrs. didnt know he was like tt. so disappointed in him. told so many lies which i dunno y he lied. let me juz briefly explained.

lets call him Softee. we broke off like many yrs ago. after my O levels i guess. after d break up, there r times which i meet him in d middle of d nite for supper or juz catch up or wadsoever. d so call keep in touch is till now. till now, he told me he has no gf n then he misses me n stuffs. but of cuz, he knew i haf a bf. i was able to accept tt b4 i haf a bf since i was single. but after i haf a bf, i told him but its like tis news nv gets 2 him. he still sms me every wed or sat, asking me 2 go 2 his home or whether he could come 2 my home or whether i got go clubbing or not cuz he wana see me or even ask me for coffee in d middle of d nite. he even offered 2 drive me round and sponser me trips wif him. all for wad? u guys go guess urself. i guess d motive is very obvious. but nv once, i accepted cuz i was attached. i even ask him y he didnt go find a gf. he say no time or no one wans him blah blah blah. till d chalet time, den i realise he was lying. all lies. he has a gf even b4 his bday chalet. on his bday, i smsed him wishing him n even ask whether he will celebrate or not. he say he is nt gg 2 celebrate but in d end, TADA! he has a chalet n he even brought his GF along. duhz. i dun understand y must he lie 2 me. maybe he wans something frm me. i guess tts d reason. i'm reali pissed off. treat me as wad? so sick. i'm even feeling angry 4 his gf. imagine if his gf were 2 know abt me n wad he did, will she b pissed off? nope, i'm not feeling jealous or wadsoever. juz dun like d feeling of being lied to tts all. how come cant be frank? i treat him as a friend but yet he lied. maybe all along i was a fool, tinking tt there is friendship but then, i'm onli a tool for him. haiz. dun understand. so disappointed in him. tot he wasnt those kind but i was wrong..... totally wrong...

dunno y.. i suddenly haf tis kind of hate for him........... such a moron...

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

new blog skin. haha. all rights reserved of jerlyn. was browsing thru d blogskins.com when i saw her skin inside. i like d deisgn or rather, d template alot, therefor, decide 2 gif supoort thou i change here n there. anyway, more updates later ah. cuz my field supervision is tmr!!! panic! wish me luck n after my supervision, promise 2 blog more!

till nxt update....


blog song : Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan

came in 2 do sm blogging! been sm time. haha. will nv forget 2 blog la. onli tt been very busy wif my attachment n having fun. lol.

sm updates.

yest
bf came 2 my home 2 wait 4 me 2 get prepared 2 go town. haha! cuz i'm always late la u see. after spending almost 1 hr, i then got myself prepared n off we go! head 2 tiong bahru plaza first 2 get d ramen. heez. dear ate d 4 degrees of "spicyness" while i onli ate 2 degrees. couldnt finish my portion as usual, n gave 2 my bf instead. lol. he is my rubbish bin. after grabbin our brunch, head down 2 somerset 2 meet his gang. they bought d tixs 4 d movie, "seven swords" at 7pm. went 2 play pool first b4 gg in for our show. d show was, erm.. boring 2 me cuz maybe i dun reali like watchin these kind of shows but my bf did enjoyed it. haha. nearly fell asleep while watchin but luckily, d popcorn saved me. after d movies, head down 2 boat quay 2 drink! been such a long time since i drank. played cards n played forfeits. so funny. quite nice overall cuz we sat by d riverside. got abit tipsy n den shared a cab home. me n dear reached home ard 2plus then i went 2 bath while dear took a so called nap on my bed. played games n chatted n cooked maggie mee as we havent had our dinner. dear went home ard 4plus n i slept like a pig. haha.

well, watched vcd. d one tt shilei lent it 2 me. starring ella from s.h.e, "qiang wei zhi lian" watched d last episode n overall, thou d show was abit long-winded but it was quite nice. complicated matters of d heart la. haha. lots of thoughts while watchin tt. make me realised those so called, "ke ku ming xing" love is whn both of u go thru near-deaths but still hang on 2gether. guess my those previous relationships r juz nth. haha. most of it r puppy love i guess. onli maybe 1 or 2 r true love. but sm puppy love reali hurt me lots. but luckily, i was able 2 stand up by myself n nv gif up on love. smtimes, i feel like giving up on love, or even on guys whn i juz suffered frm a break-up but i guess it was juz being silly cuz it isnt me, it isnt wad i reali want. no pt being so depressed over a guy who will hurt u tis way. smone told me once, whn a guy breaks up wif u, he is d one at loss cuz he loses smone who loves him whereas, u onli lose smone who doesnt love u. i dunno u all understand wad i'm tryin 2 say or not but, after so many ups n downs, i've learnt alot. bearing grudges against those who cheated on me or made me suffered is no longer impt 2 me. i used 2 bear long grudges. btu then, no pt also. onli make myself suffered more. y nt i juz enjoy n love d one i had nw rather than bear grudges on those who dun cherish me? haha. long blog entry today. well, i definitely wan 2 cherish my bf nw cuz he has always been there. for these past near 4 mths we've been 2gether, no big quarrels, no big arguments. whn we argue, we will laugh abt it at d end. no bf till nw has been able 2 do tt like him. haha. he always say i should haf realise it 5 yrs ago whn he ask me 2 b his gf 5 yrs back but then, i was too "stupid" la. always fall for d wrong ones. but hey, no mistakes, i wun learn rite? heez. alright. too naggy already. gotta go watch sm tv! will try 2 update more often n of cuz, change my blogskin. getting sick of tis skin. haha.

long time no see! or rather, write.

haha

being very very very busy wif d usuals.

sch, childcare, sch, childcare n more childcare.

sigh.

but still, manage 2 find time 4 myself, my girls n my dear.

he's still being very sweet, helping me wif my work n helping me do my learning corners till wee hrs.

d girls. as usual, mahjong sessions n ktv. without fail.

wad else can i ask for. onli for field prac 2 finish faster so tt i could haf more time. but still, 1 more mth 2 go! haf 2 endure.

but thou time in childcare is hard 2 pass by, but my mentor n d teachers there r helpful n chatty. haha! we often chat abt stuffs n heard alot of stuffs from them too. quite nice.

alright. will b updating tis blog quite seldom now. but will try 2 update as much as i can. till nxt update!!

p.s: oh yah. today is d wedding of my ex-bf. didnt attend in d end. i've better things to do. haha. anyway, wish him all d best n luck. i tink he reali needs it. :>

i'm tired or rather, exhausted frm taking care of children. i'm in charge of d toddlers side. crying, crying n more crying. biting, diapers changing, bathing them, making milk, patting them 2 slp, play wif them, feed them. phew.. full-time mother of 5 toddlers, aged 1-2 from wed-fri. haha! my bf say its good for me in d future, duhz. but wadever it is, it was quite fun ah. they always run 2 u n hug u. find u when ever u not around. cute. brain-consuming 2 come up wif activities 2 teach them. didnt meet up wif my girls these past few days cuz all was busy wif prac.

still got tons of projs left undone. wonder how 2 survive. anyway, i bought a new phone! heez. or rather, my mum bought it 4 me. not those fantastic phone thou. juz buy a cheap one first then whn i haf d money whn i come out 2 work, i will get a better phone myself. i bought sony ericsson k700i. not bad at all. d resolution was good n others which i'm lazy 2 mention. haha. met up wif dear yest n he accompanied me n my mum 2 shop for hp n also 2 d supermart 2 help us carry groceries. so nice. haha! then, he came 2 my house n we explored d new phone n also watched tv together. played some playstation games also. fun! stayed till 4am b4 he go home. :>

today, was supposed 2 haf proj meeting but still no news. i'm lazy 2 go out also. wana rest at home. till next update!

updates! try 2 remember cuz my brain is dead frm projects n i'm feeling very tired. fell asleep alot of times today in class as well as in d bus.

batam trip! [ 16 - 17 july 2005 ]
a very relaxing trip indeed! haha. played mahjong in d resort, celebrated kim's bday by giving her a surprise n also making fun of her by asking her 2 do stupid stuffs. n yeah! mahjong session tt few times was good. didnt lose much. lol. kim wanted 2 use balloons n "punish" me cuz i lost 2 rounds out of d 10 rounds d 4 of us played. but in d end, i managed 2 snatch d balloons back from her, those tt haven been blown. lucky john helped me. haha. we fought on d bed. n made a fool out of ourselves. anyway, first day was basically shopping for groceries, swimming n drinking. went for dinner at d teppanyaki restaurant there. d food was quite nice, esp d tenderloin. *slurps* first day i slept ard 12plus.
second day came n early in d morn.. jasmine n xiaojia called me n dear's room n wake us up for breakfast. breakfast there was nice! buffet. better than last time. last time was onli those simple breakfast meals with not much variety. tis time, d breakfast r much much better. ate my breakfast n went back 2 d room wif dear. rested awhile n changed into swimming costume then proceed 2 jasmine's room. d 4 of us; john, me, dear n jasmine played mahjong while d rest went snorkelling. after tt, jasmine n john went 2 nap while me n dear went swimming. then, came back 2 d room, bathed n look for d rest tt went for spa after their snorkelling. went 2 tis sort of lounge n sang ktv, play darts, pool n scrabble while we waited for d time 2 leave. on d way back, me, jia, shilei n john went 2 d open area of d fast boat 2 see stars. learnt alot frm john since he was a sailor n he knew all tis kind of stuffs like how 2 see d horoscope frm d sky, wad r d meaning of d lights frm d different kind of boat. how 2 see d difference between a satellite n star etc. a fruitful lesson. haha. he was d joker also. telling me lame jokes.

overall, i had fun. d girls were fun 2 be with n of cuz, a special "honeymoon" for me n dear. :> juz hope d next time round, it would be either to tioman or redang.

alright! update till here. getting abit tired. oh yah. my ex-bf, d one who is getting married has invited me 2 his wedding at aranda chalet. but, i still dunno whether i wan 2 go or not. very very confused. haa. my friend help me 2 ask him for d money he say after d wedding. told my girls n they say tis time he say after wedding, later say after his baby is born. he would gif all kind of excuses. kinda true. but wadever, nvm. we shall see how things go.

till next update! some of d photos i've uploaded into my photo album 3. d rest, will upload later! =)

today is dear jiuan's bday!!! happy 21st bday darling! *muacks* haha.

alright. come in for some updates.

went 2 meet my bitching_inc babes ard 3plus yest. went for mahjong session at daniel's place. but b4 i reach daniel's place, got a shocking news frm my bf. a pri n sec sch friend of mine has passed away. well, didnt reali know him very well but he n my bf were classmates during our sec sch days. he has met with a bike accident on sat morn while he was on his way home at tuas expressway. i was damn shocked 2 hear tt. d last time i saw him was not long ago, during march whn my bf's buddy, celebrates his 21st. tt was d last time i saw him. during sec sch times, he was often in me n friends conversations. cuz he was known as d cute n chubby guy. haiz. life is so unpredictable. my bf was quite sad abt his death. for me, wad i felt is life's unfair. those tt did bad deeds n often used ppl.. u didnt see them die young.. as far as i know, u even see them getting married n stuffs. where's d karma? after death? wads d pt of havin karma after death where d living ppl couldnt see wads been bestowed upon tt bad person? whereas, those who r d opposite of d bad person often die young. well, maybe its those god wan those good ppl by his side thing. sigh. but its sad, reali sad 2 hear. now, my bf is still at d funeral. didnt tag along in d evening cuz i was pms-ing n was very emotional. my bf dun like me crying so in d end, nv go. i received lots of smses n calls askin me whether i know abt d death. d more i hear abt it, d more sad i m. all i can do is 2 pray hard for him n hope he rest in peace.

went out wif my bf yest too. went 4 tis youth peace festival organised by my religion, soka association. it was alright. all concerts. after tt, ate at mac n then went back 2 jurong pt 2 catch d 11.30pm "fantastic 4" show. it was nice. after d show, we walked back 2 my home n dear stayed there till ard 4am.

gg out wif my girls tmr 2 collect d tickets for our batam trip. dear may be gg along too. but still haven decide in d morn they r gg for swimming or mahjong. dots. we r so addicted 2 mahjong, esp me. heez.

hope everyone cherish those beside them. know tis is a very old-fashioned quote. thou old-fashioned, but very true. take care!

time for updates!

wonder y i'm home so early? haha. hitched a ride from daniel. daniel was so nice 2 send me home. hope he n kim will haf a good day wif each other today..

was quite lazy to updates those parts n parcels of my life. still havin tt much fun. mahjong sessions, hanging out wif my babes, spending time wif my dearest etc. went to attend a sec sch friend's wedding. my malay classmate. not too bad but d place is very cramped n... very hot! gosh. d weather n d heat is killing us manz.. well, head a very shocking news. my ex-bf, is getting married. haa! first among my ex-es 2 get married. of cuz, no need to say, its a shot gun wedding. n wads even more nice, he may be gg 2 jail for illegal motor driving. how great is tt? tts wad i call, karma. wad comes round goes round. cheated n being a playboy, finally got his retribution. i'm beaming whn i heard tt news but still, i pity d girl n d baby for having such a person beside them. its end of tis mth. haha! duno whether 2 feel happy for d girl or sad for her. duhz. anyway, tmr meeting my darlings for dim sum session, 2 celebrate kim's bday! but after tt, may b gg 2 study cuz havin common test on fri. in d evening somemore. first time in my 3yrs of poly tt i haf 2 go thru a common test. bleahz. but lucky dear will come n fetch me. :> dad bought durians home n its so tempting.. gona surf net for awhile den go eat d yummy durians! till nxt update!

didnt update these few days.. too busy havin fun ah. so a quick update these past few days!

watched initial-d on fri wif dear. he came 2 my house then we slacked awhile b4 we set off 2 jp for our movie. bought d 7pm tickets n as there was still time, went 2 shop ard n 2 haf our dinner. d show was fabulous! i like d drifting n of cuz.. edison chen~~ so handsome can. haha! after d show, dear sent me home n tts abt it.

sat, met d girls at esplanade at 11am but as usual, all of us were late in d end, drag till 1130pm. started taking sm grp photo shots n then went out n took sm idiotic shots. sm unhappy things happened b/w d photographer n 1 extra guy who popped by while we were havin our lunch. duhz. intend 2 go suntec 2 tk our photo shoot but then while we were on d way there in john's car, there was a massive traffic jam. due 2 d ndp combined rehearsal. duhz. so in d end, i couldnt make it 4 my cousin's engagement party. sorry abt tt! then, we decide 2 go straight 2 marina south for bowling session n leave tt photographer behind. haha! cuz he wwalked 2 suntec while we took john's car. not tryin 2 b mean, but tt day.. he reali very.. i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g. haha! reached marina south n we started playin bowling. after bowling, went 2 play tis soccer game. those very vintage kind. haha! had lots of fun while playing tt. after tt, went 2 find a place at d steamboat area n started our massive eating! dear n xiaojia's friend came n lots of crap n idiotic stuffs happens. so funny. after d steamboat, hitched a ride frm daniel n me n dear went 2 plaza sing. supposed 2 meet his friends but when we reached there, i started my shopping again. bought a mickey mouse hp pouch, mickey mouse notebook n a jacket frm ebass. dear paid all for me. so nice of him! :> in d end, didnt meet his friends cuz they were gg home so no pt meeting them. dear n me then took mrt home.

sun n today r both boring days. nth much happen ah. except today dear bought breakfast for me! heez. came 2 my house n i cooked maggie mee for him cuz he loves eating tt. wonder y. haha. then we slacked at my house n watched anime b4 i took a cabby 2 sch. sm moronic incident happened in class. dun wish 2 mention. sm ppl r juz so selfish. fine. dun expect help frm us in d future. anyway, tts all. gg thru pms now. lol. till nxt update..