juz when i tot i could heaved a HUGE sigh of relieve, a sms struck me. telling me my field supervision has to be changed to TMR. damn it. prepared everything so nicely already can. even took a nap 2 recharge myself. smsed n complained. my girlfriends told me she was juz being difficult n also tt she did it on purpose. but seriously, i didnt offentd her or anything. if reali is like tt ah. piangz. i gt nth, NTH 2 say. only skipped lessons last sem wad. wads tt big deal. since d very first lesson tis sem. first time i saw her. she KNEW who i m. bizzare huh? i tink heard frm d office or wad. pls lo. last sem u tink i wan 2 skip all those lessons?? if not becuz of my bro's funeral, i wouldnt haf skip so many lessons. haiz. i'm like always so noticed by her. kept talking to me in a very sacarstic way. haiz. forget it. juz my stupid luck. wadever. juz wana shout.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
ok. haa. anyway, sm updates la. if i could remember wad i did these past few days. went 2 shilei's chalet. quite fun thou. first time drank red wine till vomit like hell cuz they dared me 2 drink in 1 shot, which is not supposed 2 be. vomit like mad can. then, played PAINFUL heart attack in d middle of d nite. fun thou. haha. mahjong sessions wif d usual gang, shopping n meeting d BF. bought a few clothes. heez. broke nw. duhz. d ex-bf went 2 jail 4 8weeks, pity d wife n d unborn child. he also returned me d 200bucks. means, we dun owe each other ANYTHING already. tts a gd thing. during d chalet, heard things frm someone abt my longest ex-bf of 3 yrs. didnt know he was like tt. so disappointed in him. told so many lies which i dunno y he lied. let me juz briefly explained.
lets call him Softee. we broke off like many yrs ago. after my O levels i guess. after d break up, there r times which i meet him in d middle of d nite for supper or juz catch up or wadsoever. d so call keep in touch is till now. till now, he told me he has no gf n then he misses me n stuffs. but of cuz, he knew i haf a bf. i was able to accept tt b4 i haf a bf since i was single. but after i haf a bf, i told him but its like tis news nv gets 2 him. he still sms me every wed or sat, asking me 2 go 2 his home or whether he could come 2 my home or whether i got go clubbing or not cuz he wana see me or even ask me for coffee in d middle of d nite. he even offered 2 drive me round and sponser me trips wif him. all for wad? u guys go guess urself. i guess d motive is very obvious. but nv once, i accepted cuz i was attached. i even ask him y he didnt go find a gf. he say no time or no one wans him blah blah blah. till d chalet time, den i realise he was lying. all lies. he has a gf even b4 his bday chalet. on his bday, i smsed him wishing him n even ask whether he will celebrate or not. he say he is nt gg 2 celebrate but in d end, TADA! he has a chalet n he even brought his GF along. duhz. i dun understand y must he lie 2 me. maybe he wans something frm me. i guess tts d reason. i'm reali pissed off. treat me as wad? so sick. i'm even feeling angry 4 his gf. imagine if his gf were 2 know abt me n wad he did, will she b pissed off? nope, i'm not feeling jealous or wadsoever. juz dun like d feeling of being lied to tts all. how come cant be frank? i treat him as a friend but yet he lied. maybe all along i was a fool, tinking tt there is friendship but then, i'm onli a tool for him. haiz. dun understand. so disappointed in him. tot he wasnt those kind but i was wrong..... totally wrong...
dunno y.. i suddenly haf tis kind of hate for him........... such a moron...
