came in 2 do sm blogging! been sm time. haha. will nv forget 2 blog la. onli tt been very busy wif my attachment n having fun. lol.
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bf came 2 my home 2 wait 4 me 2 get prepared 2 go town. haha! cuz i'm always late la u see. after spending almost 1 hr, i then got myself prepared n off we go! head 2 tiong bahru plaza first 2 get d ramen. heez. dear ate d 4 degrees of "spicyness" while i onli ate 2 degrees. couldnt finish my portion as usual, n gave 2 my bf instead. lol. he is my rubbish bin. after grabbin our brunch, head down 2 somerset 2 meet his gang. they bought d tixs 4 d movie, "seven swords" at 7pm. went 2 play pool first b4 gg in for our show. d show was, erm.. boring 2 me cuz maybe i dun reali like watchin these kind of shows but my bf did enjoyed it. haha. nearly fell asleep while watchin but luckily, d popcorn saved me. after d movies, head down 2 boat quay 2 drink! been such a long time since i drank. played cards n played forfeits. so funny. quite nice overall cuz we sat by d riverside. got abit tipsy n den shared a cab home. me n dear reached home ard 2plus then i went 2 bath while dear took a so called nap on my bed. played games n chatted n cooked maggie mee as we havent had our dinner. dear went home ard 4plus n i slept like a pig. haha.
well, watched vcd. d one tt shilei lent it 2 me. starring ella from s.h.e, "qiang wei zhi lian" watched d last episode n overall, thou d show was abit long-winded but it was quite nice. complicated matters of d heart la. haha. lots of thoughts while watchin tt. make me realised those so called, "ke ku ming xing" love is whn both of u go thru near-deaths but still hang on 2gether. guess my those previous relationships r juz nth. haha. most of it r puppy love i guess. onli maybe 1 or 2 r true love. but sm puppy love reali hurt me lots. but luckily, i was able 2 stand up by myself n nv gif up on love. smtimes, i feel like giving up on love, or even on guys whn i juz suffered frm a break-up but i guess it was juz being silly cuz it isnt me, it isnt wad i reali want. no pt being so depressed over a guy who will hurt u tis way. smone told me once, whn a guy breaks up wif u, he is d one at loss cuz he loses smone who loves him whereas, u onli lose smone who doesnt love u. i dunno u all understand wad i'm tryin 2 say or not but, after so many ups n downs, i've learnt alot. bearing grudges against those who cheated on me or made me suffered is no longer impt 2 me. i used 2 bear long grudges. btu then, no pt also. onli make myself suffered more. y nt i juz enjoy n love d one i had nw rather than bear grudges on those who dun cherish me? haha. long blog entry today. well, i definitely wan 2 cherish my bf nw cuz he has always been there. for these past near 4 mths we've been 2gether, no big quarrels, no big arguments. whn we argue, we will laugh abt it at d end. no bf till nw has been able 2 do tt like him. haha. he always say i should haf realise it 5 yrs ago whn he ask me 2 b his gf 5 yrs back but then, i was too "stupid" la. always fall for d wrong ones. but hey, no mistakes, i wun learn rite? heez. alright. too naggy already. gotta go watch sm tv! will try 2 update more often n of cuz, change my blogskin. getting sick of tis skin. haha.
