I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
I find tis song VERY meaningful. Heard it on d radio long time ago but i always do not know d song name. And at tt time, which was like more than half a yr ago, i cried when i heard this song. Cuz it certainly reflected alot on my feelings. I'm an emotional freak. Haha.
I'm feeling better. except d flu bug is still in my body. And YES! TMR is d day i would enjoy myself like i've enjoy b4! LOL! Wana club like a mad girl, or rather woman. I'm already 21 for ur info. Haha. crapz. After tt, 3D2N chalet! Can't wait. Alright! Gona go surf net for awhile, watch movies tt my bro downloaded then, gona meet Dear for lunch! sooooo long nv meet him le cuz i'm sick n i forbid him 2 meet me in case i spread my illness to him. 1 sick person is enough. More Updates!
