Juz finish watching Full House vcd no 17. Few more 2 go n i'm finished wif it! d show is very nice. Heez. Came in for some updates.
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Met d girls ard 2plus for KTV session at Chinatown, K-ster. d KTV there, overall, not bad. Thou d rm is small, but its cheaper n much more lastest English songs there. Applied 4 member there. Heez. Cheap also. $5 per card for a yr. After KTV session, went 2 walk ard Chinatown. Nth much thou. Went for our dinner n tada! We decided 2 go 2 RAV, again. Haha. Like regulars there already. Took a cab n as it was still early, went to TCC n slack. Jasmine n me shared a Oreo Mocha Frappe. It was nice! Very thick. I like. :> Ard 8pm, we went into RAV. As usual, 1st customers. Haha. d manager came 2 talk rot wif us n d 4 of us played some fist games while drinking. Ordered Gin Tonic n Vodka Lime. Then, ard 9plus, we went off n was sent home by a friend of one of d girls. Haha. Dun wan 2 reveal much in case I caused any stupid things 2 happen again. Rather duhz abt it. Cuz I'm like quite restricted n careful abt wad i write. Oh well, wad can i do? Haf 2 protect my girls from getting any shit from anyone. Anyway, i was d first 2 b sent home! Like for d first time! Haha. Cuz usually, i would b d last one cuz I lived in Jurong. So happy. Heez. Watched Full House till ard 2am, talk 2 dear for awhile b4 gg 2 slp. :>
Been feeling very weird nowadays. Dunno whether is it d effect of d vcds tt i watched or wadever. But then, sometimes, my mood can swing from good to bad n vice versa very fast. Can be deeply affected by small little things n would feel agitated. Some things came flashing back into my mind too. d past, especially. Songs tt i sing may just trigger some flashbacks n suddenly calls from those tt arent suppose 2 b calling made me feel very weird. I dun like having all those past memories back in my head again. I really don't. Sometimes i feel tt its weird not 2 quarrel wif my BF. Sometimes i feel like crying but there is no reason for me 2 cry cuz my BF treats me good. Weird isnt it? Maybe cuz in d past, there is too much things n reasons for me 2 cry till whenever i haf d need 2 cry, i could find a reason n cry like a baby. But now, i dunhaf any reason tts y sometimes i would throw temper 2 my BF n then, i would cry. Mad rite? But i dunno y i would do tt. Is it cuz i'm too used 2 being hurt by ppl tts y i'm not getting used 2 ppl treating me soooo good? Really haf 2 apologise 2 my BF for tolerating all tis nonsense. He's always so patient n so understanding till whenever i threw a temper, i would feel guilty after tt. Hmmz. I hate d feeling of having tis sour kind of feeling inside my heart for nothing. For no reason at all. I wana get rid of wadever is in my mind. I know i can. I just know.
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Lastly, Happy Birthday 2 my buddy, Henry Seah Chengyou. Haha. Finally 21 le worz. Anyway, hope u enjoy ur bday today. Sorry yest nite i could not go down 2 meet u guys. Happy Bday. :>
