YEAH! I'm back. After so long. Haha. Given myself such a long break & some friends asked abt my blog & so often whn i'm angry, there's no way i can vent my anger on, maybe expect on BF. LOL. So, decide 2 re-vamp everything. Completed it yest n finished at 2am. Was basically stoning whn i go 4 lecture today.
Well, first of all, happy new yr! Heez. Thou abit late la. Haha. Wad r ur hopes 4 2006? For me, of cuz, hope 2 b happy always n trouble-free. Also, 2 calm/change my not-so-good attitude. LOL. Difficult but i hope 2 achieve it. Graduating in Feb. Time juz simply flies past. 2005 to me, is a horror. Shall do a re-cap on 2005.
2005
Jan:Was in a r/s wif tis guy by d name of D.
Feb:Broke up wif him on d day of my birthay chalet. Reason : He's back wif his ex-gf n they got married. How nice. LOL. Anyway, it's a big mistake. 2 different backgrounds, 2 extreme educational qualifications. BIG mistake. But a lesson learnt.
Feb:Of cuz, my birthday chalet. Very nice one. Lots of friends came n celebrated it for me. A very memorable one.
Mar:Was in between 2 guys, my current BF & my ex, G. At tt time, i haf feelings 4 both. I dun deny. G suggested a patch back. Wanted to, tempted to. But after much thought, decide 2 put an end 2 it. Tink back abt d times whn we were together, he was treatin me sometimes so warm, sometimes so cold. It's a scary feeling. Will nv know wad 2 expect nxt. Whn he was warm, it was onli 4 tt moment. Nxt moment, he was nowhere 2 be found. Was basically a crazy moment 4 me.
April:Officially accepted my current BF on his bday. A special day nv 2 b forgotten. Went clubbing wif his friends at Devils Bar. First time saw him dancing. Haha. Cute.
Those r d mths which i rem clearly wad happened. Alot of ups n downs. Thou it seems like so simple by d way i typed but then, at those pt of times, it was real torture. Lucky i haf my current BF. He was there no matter wad. Bringing me out of misery. After April, there r sm incidents also. But forgot d mth tt it happened.
1. Heard frm a friend tt an EX has brain tumour. Was in shock n showed care n concern abt tis matter, onli 2 realise recently, tt he was lying. Duh. Such a letdown. Not tt i wan him 2 get brain tumour, but it's d fact tt he used his own health n played such a joke. I got 2 know d truth whn i read his blog n whn ppl told me he went into d Army. Ridiculous.. if he has brain tumour, will he even need 2 serve NS? Wad kind of a liar is he? I smsed him n told him tt i'm disappointed in him n finally i know tt he was a liar. I guessed he just wan attention. Tts wad he always would do whnever he wans attention. Come up with STUPID ideas/lies. One time, he smsed everyone of his friends n told them 2 take care n tt he would disappear. Crap. In d end, he still appear wad. Rubbish.
2. Suicide case frm an EX. First time i came across someone whom i used 2 b close wif telling me he committed suicide n tt he was sent to IMH. Told me in MSN n whn i asked, he say he do not wan 2 talk abt it. Sigh. It's like putting a bar of choc in front of me n not letting me eat it. I don't know how true is tis but i hope he would not lie. I do not wan 2 lose a friend cuz i would nt accept ppl takin their own health n treat it as a joke. Not funny.
As u can see, many of d cases above involved EX-es. Haha. I dunno y all of d sudden so many "happening" things happening 2 those ex boyfriends. Sad but true. Tts all abt last yr.
2006, i know i will live better n i know i will b happy wif my current BF. :))
By d way, i added a tagboard there. Just 4 d fun of it. I definitely welcome nice tags from friends. BUT, not frm d moron tt USED 2 tag on my old tagboard last time, saying rubbish which i dun understand. Aliens visited my site i guess. An ugly one too. LOL. No tags r fine wif me also. Old template didnt haf one. So, doesnt matter. :))
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
