CNY
Time of d year is coming.. d time when Ang Baos come into my purse. Wahaha.. But seriously speaking, dun reali anticipate d chinese new yr. Firstly, is becuz of my relatives. My father side i mean. A mean mean bunch, esp my aunts. I remember during my bro funeral, d first thing tt my 3rd aunt came talkin 2 me was, "Why ur handwriting so ugly?" Fantastic isn't it? To have such "wonderful" aunt. I feel like slapping her wif my book at tt time. I was scribbling in my notebook 2 do my proj work cuz i'm those type tt have 2 write down ALL d things before i typed out, thus, d messy handwriting. But.. who is she 2 critise my writing? Somemore, it's her very first sentence. Nothing good comes from them. It's my bro's funeral for goodness sake, shouldn't she be saying sm comforting words? Since then, my hate for them deepens. They didnt even come during d final day of my bro's funeral. All becuz it falls near CNY. Ridiculous. All my mum's side family members arrived but they? So angry whnever i tink abt it. I dun like gg 2 my grandma's place (father's side). Not tt i'm being rude but we were nv look in d same way as they look other cousins of mine. My bro n I were always cast aside. But i dun care actually. I'm there 4 d red packets n 2 see my grandma, tts all. Talking abt cousins, there r 2 which i NEVER talk 2 them before. Weird huh? Can say is i nv initiate but then, wads d pt? Wadever they say, i can't link. My younger brother too, often plays his mp3 alone at a side, not playing or talkin wif cousins of his age. I remember one of my cousin, HuiLing. She is d prettiest among all n got alot of attention by all my relatives. She has a sweet mouth tts y all cant resist. My impression of her sunk from gd 2 bad wif juz one sentence, "Early childhood study le got use meh? Come out sure difficult 2 earn money de!" Tt was d sentence. I wanted so much 2 rebuke her n tell her not everything is abt earning big bucks. Early childhood education is so much more than juz a childcare teacher. A course tt is often misunderstood by ppl. It could do more, like teachin special needs children. Not everyone can do tt but ppl in ECH can! Its meaningful. I kept quiet whn she says tt. After tt, i left d room. If again it happens tis year, i'm so gg 2 thrash everything right in her face. I can't stand being critised at every single thing i'm doing or done. :((
Alright! Hehe. Time 4 some nice nice things. CNY clothes! Bought quite a few pieces. Mum bought me 3 bottoms n 2 tops, my bf bought me 2 tops; cardigans. I like all very much! :)) BF tis CNY will b working.. therefore, cant go "bai nian" I'm still tinking abt wad 2 buy for his family tis CNY. BF will be accompanying me 2 Chinatown on thurs 2 see if there is any goodies tt i can buy for his family. He bought 2 cans of abalone n 2 "nian gao" for my family. d "nian gao" is his grandma say it is a MUST 2 gif, dunno y also. Maybe for luck? Haha. Tts y i'm so stressed cuz i dunno anything abt all these traditions on giving these goodies. Keke.
Ok! Shall stop blogging. Shall go watch some tv.
Signing off. Ciao. :))
