YES! EVE of CNY. SO far, so good. Mum had already prepare everything needed 4 d steamboat/teppanyaki later. :)) Dear has also gave 2 my family d things he bought for us. Mum told me tt d abalone his mum choose is expensive. I was like -_-'' Haha. Anyway, my parents in d end, went down n bought them nice nice bbq meat for his family. d bbq meat r place in a very nice tupperware box. LOL. Dear would b coming down 2 get it later. :))
Assignments r still in my mind nw cuz there r still ALOT tt i haven do. Esp my individual ones. Gosh. I guess tis CNY, i'm gg 2 carry my notebook wherever i go in order 2 do my hmwork. Haha. But i dun mind actually, esp tmr where i'm gg down 2 my father side there. I dread for tis day in fact. I tink i will b totally engrossed in doing my work. So much better than talking 2 those ppl tt i dun like. I dun like putting up a fake front n pretend 2 like a person. Tt kinda reminds me tt i need to vent something out...
If i dun talk, dun say Hi or even look at d person, it means tt i DUN LIKE YOU! STAY AWAY FROM MY SIGHT! Even thou d person may b my friend's BF or wadever.
Haha. I tink my HINT is big enough unless tt person "itself" (not himself or herself) is D-U-M-B. My hint means tt u are being blacklisted by me n therefore, i DO NOT wish 2 speak 2 u cuz it would onli anger me more. Dun need 2 ask y i blacklisted u. There r simply TOO MANY reasons. d sight of u juz irks me. Ok? Just stay away.. as FAR as POSSIBLE. I know i'm gg 2 face u soon, which was kinda "no choice" thing but i hope whn i see u.. dun do other stupid things tt will trigger something not very nice. Pls take away ur proud n egoistic behaviour. I was wrong abt ur character, WE were ALL wrong. U change 360degrees d moment u dun need our help. So, we r changing too. ESP ME. I hate ppl like u, A Piece of Wood.
Haha. Tt kinda get something off my head. Being wantin 2 talk abt it LONG LONG time ago. Alright! Shall go rest while waitin for my boy 2 come! :)))
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Few more days to CNY. Realised tt i have so much other things to do. Gosh. Not a very enjoyable CNY i guess. Too many assignments in my mind. Both individual n group. Meetings, dealines n everything is in my mind. They are screaming loudly than my mood for CNY. Haha. But anyway, tis yr d girls r coming over 4 CNY! Shd b fun! Mum bought mahjong set specially 4 us so tt we cud entertain ourselves. :))
Lessons today.. same old thing but classmates r very hyper today. LOL. Did alot of crappy things wif them. :)) I got myself 2 cuts also. One on my left hand n d other on my knee. Duhs. Pain like mad. BF says today is my "cuts-day" Crap. Haha. After lesson, head back. Went 4 my haircut n trim my eyebrows. :)) Tt makes my day. LOL. Of cuz, d mahjong set as well. After everything, mum came 2 meet me n both of us went 2 buy pineapple tarts, almond+peanut pastry n a spicy tidbit thingy for my bf's family. Hehe. Fri will b buying d "ba gua" for them too. :)) BF need nt haf 2 work during CNY also! Able 2 get leave! Happy happy! :))
Tmr will b heading down 2 wdls 4 proj. Suppose 2 b at my house but dear jasmine is sick n she haf 2 rush back home so make it at wdls would b easier thou i also dun mind yishun. Haha. We love jasmine too much to let her suffer la. LOL. Then after tt, BF will b meeting me n we r heading town! Wan 2 go 2 Far East for some shopping! :)) Aimed a tube dress d last time i went there so tis time, gg back there 2 try n get some other things! :)) Will b a very happy girl tmr.
Will be offically a diploma grad 3 weeks from nw. Yest someone talk 2 us abt d Bachelor Degree tt will b offered for ECH students in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. 2 years course tt will be held in NP. d degree will b given by a university in US. Details will not be out till tis feb or march. Most prob i will be waiting for tis Bachelor Degree. Parents have given me support n so is my bf. He says he will support me emotionally n financially. Haha. It will start either in July 2006 or Sept 2006. A few months after i grad. It would be gd for me in d future, better pay also i hope. LOL. Reali look forward for it. Till now, could only wish details would be revealed ASAP! After grad, will b my class chalet followed by batam trip den graduation night (prom). Schedule is soooo pack n i could see my $$$$ flying away already. Haha. But its d only few times for us 2 gather together. :((
Alright! Shall go do my other stuffs! BF will b coming over my house later n pass me d goodies he bought 4 my family! :))
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! COLLECT MORE RED PACKETS!! :))
Lessons today.. same old thing but classmates r very hyper today. LOL. Did alot of crappy things wif them. :)) I got myself 2 cuts also. One on my left hand n d other on my knee. Duhs. Pain like mad. BF says today is my "cuts-day" Crap. Haha. After lesson, head back. Went 4 my haircut n trim my eyebrows. :)) Tt makes my day. LOL. Of cuz, d mahjong set as well. After everything, mum came 2 meet me n both of us went 2 buy pineapple tarts, almond+peanut pastry n a spicy tidbit thingy for my bf's family. Hehe. Fri will b buying d "ba gua" for them too. :)) BF need nt haf 2 work during CNY also! Able 2 get leave! Happy happy! :))
Tmr will b heading down 2 wdls 4 proj. Suppose 2 b at my house but dear jasmine is sick n she haf 2 rush back home so make it at wdls would b easier thou i also dun mind yishun. Haha. We love jasmine too much to let her suffer la. LOL. Then after tt, BF will b meeting me n we r heading town! Wan 2 go 2 Far East for some shopping! :)) Aimed a tube dress d last time i went there so tis time, gg back there 2 try n get some other things! :)) Will b a very happy girl tmr.
Will be offically a diploma grad 3 weeks from nw. Yest someone talk 2 us abt d Bachelor Degree tt will b offered for ECH students in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. 2 years course tt will be held in NP. d degree will b given by a university in US. Details will not be out till tis feb or march. Most prob i will be waiting for tis Bachelor Degree. Parents have given me support n so is my bf. He says he will support me emotionally n financially. Haha. It will start either in July 2006 or Sept 2006. A few months after i grad. It would be gd for me in d future, better pay also i hope. LOL. Reali look forward for it. Till now, could only wish details would be revealed ASAP! After grad, will b my class chalet followed by batam trip den graduation night (prom). Schedule is soooo pack n i could see my $$$$ flying away already. Haha. But its d only few times for us 2 gather together. :((
Alright! Shall go do my other stuffs! BF will b coming over my house later n pass me d goodies he bought 4 my family! :))
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! COLLECT MORE RED PACKETS!! :))
Monday, January 23, 2006
CNY
Time of d year is coming.. d time when Ang Baos come into my purse. Wahaha.. But seriously speaking, dun reali anticipate d chinese new yr. Firstly, is becuz of my relatives. My father side i mean. A mean mean bunch, esp my aunts. I remember during my bro funeral, d first thing tt my 3rd aunt came talkin 2 me was, "Why ur handwriting so ugly?" Fantastic isn't it? To have such "wonderful" aunt. I feel like slapping her wif my book at tt time. I was scribbling in my notebook 2 do my proj work cuz i'm those type tt have 2 write down ALL d things before i typed out, thus, d messy handwriting. But.. who is she 2 critise my writing? Somemore, it's her very first sentence. Nothing good comes from them. It's my bro's funeral for goodness sake, shouldn't she be saying sm comforting words? Since then, my hate for them deepens. They didnt even come during d final day of my bro's funeral. All becuz it falls near CNY. Ridiculous. All my mum's side family members arrived but they? So angry whnever i tink abt it. I dun like gg 2 my grandma's place (father's side). Not tt i'm being rude but we were nv look in d same way as they look other cousins of mine. My bro n I were always cast aside. But i dun care actually. I'm there 4 d red packets n 2 see my grandma, tts all. Talking abt cousins, there r 2 which i NEVER talk 2 them before. Weird huh? Can say is i nv initiate but then, wads d pt? Wadever they say, i can't link. My younger brother too, often plays his mp3 alone at a side, not playing or talkin wif cousins of his age. I remember one of my cousin, HuiLing. She is d prettiest among all n got alot of attention by all my relatives. She has a sweet mouth tts y all cant resist. My impression of her sunk from gd 2 bad wif juz one sentence, "Early childhood study le got use meh? Come out sure difficult 2 earn money de!" Tt was d sentence. I wanted so much 2 rebuke her n tell her not everything is abt earning big bucks. Early childhood education is so much more than juz a childcare teacher. A course tt is often misunderstood by ppl. It could do more, like teachin special needs children. Not everyone can do tt but ppl in ECH can! Its meaningful. I kept quiet whn she says tt. After tt, i left d room. If again it happens tis year, i'm so gg 2 thrash everything right in her face. I can't stand being critised at every single thing i'm doing or done. :((
Alright! Hehe. Time 4 some nice nice things. CNY clothes! Bought quite a few pieces. Mum bought me 3 bottoms n 2 tops, my bf bought me 2 tops; cardigans. I like all very much! :)) BF tis CNY will b working.. therefore, cant go "bai nian" I'm still tinking abt wad 2 buy for his family tis CNY. BF will be accompanying me 2 Chinatown on thurs 2 see if there is any goodies tt i can buy for his family. He bought 2 cans of abalone n 2 "nian gao" for my family. d "nian gao" is his grandma say it is a MUST 2 gif, dunno y also. Maybe for luck? Haha. Tts y i'm so stressed cuz i dunno anything abt all these traditions on giving these goodies. Keke.
Ok! Shall stop blogging. Shall go watch some tv.
Signing off. Ciao. :))
Time of d year is coming.. d time when Ang Baos come into my purse. Wahaha.. But seriously speaking, dun reali anticipate d chinese new yr. Firstly, is becuz of my relatives. My father side i mean. A mean mean bunch, esp my aunts. I remember during my bro funeral, d first thing tt my 3rd aunt came talkin 2 me was, "Why ur handwriting so ugly?" Fantastic isn't it? To have such "wonderful" aunt. I feel like slapping her wif my book at tt time. I was scribbling in my notebook 2 do my proj work cuz i'm those type tt have 2 write down ALL d things before i typed out, thus, d messy handwriting. But.. who is she 2 critise my writing? Somemore, it's her very first sentence. Nothing good comes from them. It's my bro's funeral for goodness sake, shouldn't she be saying sm comforting words? Since then, my hate for them deepens. They didnt even come during d final day of my bro's funeral. All becuz it falls near CNY. Ridiculous. All my mum's side family members arrived but they? So angry whnever i tink abt it. I dun like gg 2 my grandma's place (father's side). Not tt i'm being rude but we were nv look in d same way as they look other cousins of mine. My bro n I were always cast aside. But i dun care actually. I'm there 4 d red packets n 2 see my grandma, tts all. Talking abt cousins, there r 2 which i NEVER talk 2 them before. Weird huh? Can say is i nv initiate but then, wads d pt? Wadever they say, i can't link. My younger brother too, often plays his mp3 alone at a side, not playing or talkin wif cousins of his age. I remember one of my cousin, HuiLing. She is d prettiest among all n got alot of attention by all my relatives. She has a sweet mouth tts y all cant resist. My impression of her sunk from gd 2 bad wif juz one sentence, "Early childhood study le got use meh? Come out sure difficult 2 earn money de!" Tt was d sentence. I wanted so much 2 rebuke her n tell her not everything is abt earning big bucks. Early childhood education is so much more than juz a childcare teacher. A course tt is often misunderstood by ppl. It could do more, like teachin special needs children. Not everyone can do tt but ppl in ECH can! Its meaningful. I kept quiet whn she says tt. After tt, i left d room. If again it happens tis year, i'm so gg 2 thrash everything right in her face. I can't stand being critised at every single thing i'm doing or done. :((
Alright! Hehe. Time 4 some nice nice things. CNY clothes! Bought quite a few pieces. Mum bought me 3 bottoms n 2 tops, my bf bought me 2 tops; cardigans. I like all very much! :)) BF tis CNY will b working.. therefore, cant go "bai nian" I'm still tinking abt wad 2 buy for his family tis CNY. BF will be accompanying me 2 Chinatown on thurs 2 see if there is any goodies tt i can buy for his family. He bought 2 cans of abalone n 2 "nian gao" for my family. d "nian gao" is his grandma say it is a MUST 2 gif, dunno y also. Maybe for luck? Haha. Tts y i'm so stressed cuz i dunno anything abt all these traditions on giving these goodies. Keke.
Ok! Shall stop blogging. Shall go watch some tv.
Signing off. Ciao. :))
Sunday, January 22, 2006
I'm back! Yes. These few days, my connection been giving me probs. Due 2 my phone line thingy. Dunno y. Whenever i talk on d phone, awhile later.. d connection would b gone. My residential phone i mean. Called Singtel n hope they would b able 2 solved d prob whn they come down tmr morn. So troublesome.. called them n they took so long. Transfer me here n there. Duhz. Anyway, my implementation 4 final yr proj is officially over! It was a success. Heez. Geraldine did say tt we could use alot of body language 2 communicate. So funny la she. d way she imitates. Thou implementaion is over, there is still alot more of written thingy behind. Gosh. All d evaluations n all d portfolio stuffs. In my previous post, talked abt taking advantage. Shall still keep it aside first cuz i've gt something else 2 talk abt. Linking back 2 one of d post, i talked abt a friend of mine. A friend whom i knew 4 years but nw we are like strangers. There is tis one incident which was clear in my mind but it don't reali involve me, but d person tt is closest 2 me. Shall nt reveal who for identity reasons but i shall share tis story. I was there wif tt person whn tis happen also.
d story goes like tis..
A friend, lets call tis friend, L. L has a partner whom they r together 4 quite a few years but due 2 d fact tt tis partner is always busy wif work n often neglect L, causing them 2 meet onli once in a blue moon. Reasons for d partner 2 work so hard is becuz of family probs. I guess, d partner assumed tt since they have been together 4 so long, L should b faithful n wun find any others outside. At tt time, L was often so free n was always hanging out wif buddies n of cuz, 1 of d buddies happen 2 b d person tt is close 2 me. But as time goes by... was d partner so wrong! L begin 2 work n in d workplace, L gt 2 know tis new girl, lets call her B.. an older girl in fact. L starts 2 behave so weird. L was caught a few times wif B n some was even d partner's friends! Dramatic rite? As i predicted, they broke up. I guess L didnt get d attention tt he wants or even d s*x he wanted from d partner tts y.. he fell in love wif B. Sad but true. I pity d partner actually. L was in d wrong in my perspective cuz he shd nt b 2-timing ppl. One day, d day where he officially so call announced B as his new gf, all of us meet d both of them. Went 2 some place 4 dinner. B is pretty.. but bitchy. Haha. She is older than me maybe by 3 or 4 yrs. Tts old 2 me. I dun understand y B will wan 2 choose L cuz he's of my age. B looks so mature n i tink L, who wans 2 fit into her, acted mature also. Mark my words, is ACT. I dunno wads wrong but he seems sooooooo different d few times i see him. They ordered their meals. I was kind enough 2 lend them my student privilege card cuz i know B will NEVER has tis kind of chance 2 have tis kind of card, if u know wad i mean. BUt in d end, whn they come back, they still dare 2 say tt d discount was little n didnt even say thank you. Not a very gd impression after tt. I started 2 observe d both of them. L ordered a steak-like dish n know wad? Before L wans 2 start eating. B stops him n starts 2 cut d poor steak into million of small pieces. It looks disgusting i must say. I dun understand y she does tt. At tt pt, i feel tt she must b crazy 2 cut her bf's meat into so many pieces. By d time she does tt, d food is cold n d purpose of eating steak is nt there! For many of us, we cut one piece n savour it. But for B, cut everything into small small pieces n then her bf is allowed 2 eat. Maybe its d high class eating method i don't know but it looks ridiculous to me. d food is one thing. Conversation comes along n B was like a vase, sitting there wif an arrogant face. L? Even worse. He used 2 b those happy n crappy type of guy which everyone can connect wif but since tis r/s started, he become so distant. His buddies remained d same, funny n joking kind but not him. After d dinner, they went 2 KTV. L asked d close friend of mine 2 help them get discount 4 d KTV. But they have no intention 2 ask d friend 2 join! L said, "go there help us take discount then after tt, u all ca go anywhere u all wan" So obvious tt they don't want us ard. I stopped my friend frm helping cuz i don't tink they deserve it. Tt very night, i have 2 meet a friend. L wanted 2 ask her something also so i say to wait for her cuz she would be meeting us slightly later. L n B then wanted 2 go 2 d toilet n walked ard. It was 9.30pm. All d shops r closed, shop wad? Nvm. They left n we waited. My friend came n we was chatting n realised L n B was nowhere 2 b found. His buddies called n know wad? Both of them r already at d KTV. Rude isn't it? He didnt even informed his buddies n onli whn his buddies called him den all of us know where is L. Since then, he didnt contact them as often as before. Sad rite? 2 see somemore changed just like tt. To d worse somemore. His buddies was affected too but they don't wan 2 care anymore. I hope.. tt L would learn 2 appreciate things more. One day, u will need them. I m VERY sure. A mature girl like B will break ur heart one day. Her mentality is way too different. Impression ofd her is like she is those "kept" type of girl. Pretty n materialistic. To ignore all of ur buddies becuz of her i don't tink is very wise.
Yes. Tts hw d story goes. I realised my life is full of dramas. Be it for me or even for d ppl ard me. Haha. Interesting stories everyday. Some very sad but there's always a learning moral behind it. :))
d story goes like tis..
A friend, lets call tis friend, L. L has a partner whom they r together 4 quite a few years but due 2 d fact tt tis partner is always busy wif work n often neglect L, causing them 2 meet onli once in a blue moon. Reasons for d partner 2 work so hard is becuz of family probs. I guess, d partner assumed tt since they have been together 4 so long, L should b faithful n wun find any others outside. At tt time, L was often so free n was always hanging out wif buddies n of cuz, 1 of d buddies happen 2 b d person tt is close 2 me. But as time goes by... was d partner so wrong! L begin 2 work n in d workplace, L gt 2 know tis new girl, lets call her B.. an older girl in fact. L starts 2 behave so weird. L was caught a few times wif B n some was even d partner's friends! Dramatic rite? As i predicted, they broke up. I guess L didnt get d attention tt he wants or even d s*x he wanted from d partner tts y.. he fell in love wif B. Sad but true. I pity d partner actually. L was in d wrong in my perspective cuz he shd nt b 2-timing ppl. One day, d day where he officially so call announced B as his new gf, all of us meet d both of them. Went 2 some place 4 dinner. B is pretty.. but bitchy. Haha. She is older than me maybe by 3 or 4 yrs. Tts old 2 me. I dun understand y B will wan 2 choose L cuz he's of my age. B looks so mature n i tink L, who wans 2 fit into her, acted mature also. Mark my words, is ACT. I dunno wads wrong but he seems sooooooo different d few times i see him. They ordered their meals. I was kind enough 2 lend them my student privilege card cuz i know B will NEVER has tis kind of chance 2 have tis kind of card, if u know wad i mean. BUt in d end, whn they come back, they still dare 2 say tt d discount was little n didnt even say thank you. Not a very gd impression after tt. I started 2 observe d both of them. L ordered a steak-like dish n know wad? Before L wans 2 start eating. B stops him n starts 2 cut d poor steak into million of small pieces. It looks disgusting i must say. I dun understand y she does tt. At tt pt, i feel tt she must b crazy 2 cut her bf's meat into so many pieces. By d time she does tt, d food is cold n d purpose of eating steak is nt there! For many of us, we cut one piece n savour it. But for B, cut everything into small small pieces n then her bf is allowed 2 eat. Maybe its d high class eating method i don't know but it looks ridiculous to me. d food is one thing. Conversation comes along n B was like a vase, sitting there wif an arrogant face. L? Even worse. He used 2 b those happy n crappy type of guy which everyone can connect wif but since tis r/s started, he become so distant. His buddies remained d same, funny n joking kind but not him. After d dinner, they went 2 KTV. L asked d close friend of mine 2 help them get discount 4 d KTV. But they have no intention 2 ask d friend 2 join! L said, "go there help us take discount then after tt, u all ca go anywhere u all wan" So obvious tt they don't want us ard. I stopped my friend frm helping cuz i don't tink they deserve it. Tt very night, i have 2 meet a friend. L wanted 2 ask her something also so i say to wait for her cuz she would be meeting us slightly later. L n B then wanted 2 go 2 d toilet n walked ard. It was 9.30pm. All d shops r closed, shop wad? Nvm. They left n we waited. My friend came n we was chatting n realised L n B was nowhere 2 b found. His buddies called n know wad? Both of them r already at d KTV. Rude isn't it? He didnt even informed his buddies n onli whn his buddies called him den all of us know where is L. Since then, he didnt contact them as often as before. Sad rite? 2 see somemore changed just like tt. To d worse somemore. His buddies was affected too but they don't wan 2 care anymore. I hope.. tt L would learn 2 appreciate things more. One day, u will need them. I m VERY sure. A mature girl like B will break ur heart one day. Her mentality is way too different. Impression ofd her is like she is those "kept" type of girl. Pretty n materialistic. To ignore all of ur buddies becuz of her i don't tink is very wise.
Yes. Tts hw d story goes. I realised my life is full of dramas. Be it for me or even for d ppl ard me. Haha. Interesting stories everyday. Some very sad but there's always a learning moral behind it. :))
Friday, January 20, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
i wan 2 blog a post on "Taking Advantage"
was kinda pissed off by a friend tt accused us (not onli me, mind u) of doing tt. ESP whn it involved d "all-so-wonderful-but-woody-BF", it makes me even DISGUSTED. Also, involving some of d "i-dunno-who-d-fuck" they are GUYS tt sided tt person. Certainly tts none of tt guy business but then, he still dare 2 sort of accuse us n was like kinda of reprimanding us of tis matter. But d truth isnt wad it looks like. So tempted so rant abt it NOW.
BUT.. time is running out 4 me cuz i have NOT yet prepare 4 d proj meeting later. Haha. I gt 2 reach wdls at 2.30pm. Now, still slackin at home. So lazy!! I tink i shall do tis post whn i'm free. Maybe TMR. Cuz tonight i got 2 study 4 a quiz TMR. I sooo wan 2 blog pictures but due 2 d fact tt i have nt got a bluetooth adaptor which allows me 2 bluetooth as many pictures as i like 2 d PC, tis blog shall remain as WORDY as it is. Hee. Unless someone wan 2 gif me one 4 FREE. Keke. Alright! TIll d nxt update then, which includes d post i WANTED 2 post. :))
P.S: In Her Shoes is nice. Meaningful n touching. :)) I would rate it 8/10. :))
was kinda pissed off by a friend tt accused us (not onli me, mind u) of doing tt. ESP whn it involved d "all-so-wonderful-but-woody-BF", it makes me even DISGUSTED. Also, involving some of d "i-dunno-who-d-fuck" they are GUYS tt sided tt person. Certainly tts none of tt guy business but then, he still dare 2 sort of accuse us n was like kinda of reprimanding us of tis matter. But d truth isnt wad it looks like. So tempted so rant abt it NOW.
BUT.. time is running out 4 me cuz i have NOT yet prepare 4 d proj meeting later. Haha. I gt 2 reach wdls at 2.30pm. Now, still slackin at home. So lazy!! I tink i shall do tis post whn i'm free. Maybe TMR. Cuz tonight i got 2 study 4 a quiz TMR. I sooo wan 2 blog pictures but due 2 d fact tt i have nt got a bluetooth adaptor which allows me 2 bluetooth as many pictures as i like 2 d PC, tis blog shall remain as WORDY as it is. Hee. Unless someone wan 2 gif me one 4 FREE. Keke. Alright! TIll d nxt update then, which includes d post i WANTED 2 post. :))
P.S: In Her Shoes is nice. Meaningful n touching. :)) I would rate it 8/10. :))
Friday, January 13, 2006
Yeah! Went 2 d centre for a discussion wif d supervisor abt our implementation n GOSH.. so many things 2 edit n it's driving everyone of us crazy. Sighz. After d discussion, went 2 causeway point wif d girls n sat down in MOS burger n start our short discussion. Left ard 2plus n Hedy n I head down 2 Marina Square 4 our gathering. Went down 2 Seoul Garden n started crapping. Fun n heart-warming. LOL. Been a long time since d last gathering. All tis gatherings would definitely b memorable n clear in my mind. I'm lucky 2 haf all these ppl as my classmates. So glad tt i don't belong 2 other class cuz my class peeps r very supportive no matter during presentations or during projs. A fun bunch! Took photos n ate n ate till me n Hedy could nt take it anymore. Both of us left ard 5pm cuz we haf 2 go back n edit our implementations stuff. Reached JP ard 5plus n i met my boy for awhile. Bought stuff tt we need n then head home. Just finish editing d things needed for TMR. A long n stressful day TMR. Haf 2 reach WDLS at 9am in d morn.. which means, i haf 2 wake up at a freakin 6.30am. Manz.. my mind is so exhausted but no choice, my lecturer already warned us tt tis coming few weeks till grad would b a very torturing one. It's whn students drop out. Can't imagine tt happening 2 me. Struggle 4 almost 3 yrs n at d very end, decide 2 drop-out. Tt's a waste of parents' money n also my effort. Must nv let it happen. There's also cases where d student go berserk because of d final yr proj (IEP). Sigh! :(( I shall nt let it happen. Shall still try 2 instil sm fun element inside all d projs in order 2 balance d stressed mind. LOL. Easier said than done rite? Keke.
TMR.. implementation at d centre till ard 12 den go back 2 sch at 1pm 4 my Advanced Speech Training Test on d transcriptions (all d "arabic" words tt u see in d dict.)got a feeling tt i might flunk it. LOL, then a make-up lecture frm 2-4pm. After a long long day, gg back 2 JP 2 meet my boy. Cuz TMR is our 9mths anniversary. Seems so fast rite? Feels like we just started onli. Haha. Tt's a good thing i guess. :)) Gona catch "In Her Shoes". Then after d movies, my boy haf 2 go 2 work as he's workin nite shift TMR.. 12-8am in d morn.
Alright! I shall go try 2 study abit 4 my test TMR. Wish me luck! :))
TMR.. implementation at d centre till ard 12 den go back 2 sch at 1pm 4 my Advanced Speech Training Test on d transcriptions (all d "arabic" words tt u see in d dict.)got a feeling tt i might flunk it. LOL, then a make-up lecture frm 2-4pm. After a long long day, gg back 2 JP 2 meet my boy. Cuz TMR is our 9mths anniversary. Seems so fast rite? Feels like we just started onli. Haha. Tt's a good thing i guess. :)) Gona catch "In Her Shoes". Then after d movies, my boy haf 2 go 2 work as he's workin nite shift TMR.. 12-8am in d morn.
Alright! I shall go try 2 study abit 4 my test TMR. Wish me luck! :))
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Random post 1: What's True/Best Friends?
True/Best friends. A term tt we often used/see in secondary schools, whn u haf ur own gang of friends n whn u sign those autograph books n u r asked 2 write down d names of ur "true"/"best" friends. I had a childhood friend since i was in kindergarten. Actually got a few childhood friends tt was in d same kindergarten, primary n secondary sch as me. Till now we still keep in contact, ONLI one. She stays in d same BLK as me, till nw she still does. I dunno how our Mums gt 2 know each other but what i know is, we end up playing together whn we r still in kindergarten. She will often come 2 my house n play Barbie dolls (wad else?) n also some pretend pretend play. We wud go downstairs n ride bicyles with our maids n my brother. It was years n years of fun. My mum took care of her for a period of time cuz her parents was busy workin n could nt take care of her. She wud often be in my house n everyday, playing n doing crazy stuffs. Dressing up, irritating my brother n stuffs. My parents wud bring her out too whnever my parents wan 2 bring us out 4 shopping. My parents at tt time, wud bring us to Toys'r'us twice a yr 4 us 2 choose wadever toys we want n wud get it 4 us. We took lots of photos too. All d poses i still can remember. Haha. Those were d childhood yrs.
Then, primary sch came. I was posted 2 Xingnan Primary but she went 2 Boon Lay Garden. d times for us 2 play becomes shorter cuz i know lots of other friends there. My kindergarten friends were there also. We did not reali keep in contact thruout d primary sch yrs but there r still times where we will meet downstairs n play together. Tt was lower primary.
Upper primary came, LESSER time cuz i haf a gang of 4 friends who often do things together. Vain time came n basically hanging out wif my own classmates. We were so close tt time. Tt was d time whn i haf my first BF n stuffs. Tts whn i start 2 b a bad bad girl also. Haha.
Secondary school time came, chose Juying Sec cuz most of my primary sch khakis chose tt sch. Coincidentally, she was in tt sch also! Diff class thou. Was so excited 2 see her. Tts whn we start gg back 2 d times whn we r so close. We start 2 go home together, gossip together n stuffs. I was a bad girl during sec sch times. We had a gang of 6-7 girls, combination of my class n her class. We wud always hang out together n go out together. Conflicts came n sm left d grp. But both of us r still in d grp. It was till sec 4 or 5 whn things change. I had a few other BFs b4 my 3-yr one came. She too, haf a BF tt lasted abt 2 yrs plus. Last time MIRC was popular n everyone wud b chatting there n i even haf my own channel which is onli 4 my own friends. Misunderstandings came n everything turns sour. Esp between me n her. It was her BF. She spent too much effort n tears for her BF n rejecting my every help or accompany or even shopping juz 4 d BF. She was a timid GF. Once, He said smthing n causes smone 2 accused me of smthing. I was so angry tt i confronted those ppl. She defended her BF n i was pissed off. How cud she b like tt? Defend her BF whn it was her BF who started it? I finally found evidence n she haf NTH 2 say. Everything frm then on was bad... more misunderstandings n in d end, both of us end up.... not being friends anymore.
Sec sch past by n both of our lives changed. It was no longer those naive times. There r a few times where i saw her. Smiled n say hi but all she do is 2 gif those kind of cold shoulder response. Not onli 2 me, but 2 her classmates too. She wud avoid them whnever she sees them. Weird. I got too tired of saying hi in return of tis kind of response. She was no longer d girl i used 2 know. I cherished those times during our childhood yrs. So many of our friends say its such a waste tt we knew each other 4 so long to end up like tt. I didnt wan to also. She decide 2 gif me cold shoulder n since i was d kind, (u gif me shoulder, FINE, wun smile or say hi to u again), it became worse. Now, both of us r juz friends whn we r young but turn into strangers whn we grow up.
True/Best friends. A term tt we often used/see in secondary schools, whn u haf ur own gang of friends n whn u sign those autograph books n u r asked 2 write down d names of ur "true"/"best" friends. I had a childhood friend since i was in kindergarten. Actually got a few childhood friends tt was in d same kindergarten, primary n secondary sch as me. Till now we still keep in contact, ONLI one. She stays in d same BLK as me, till nw she still does. I dunno how our Mums gt 2 know each other but what i know is, we end up playing together whn we r still in kindergarten. She will often come 2 my house n play Barbie dolls (wad else?) n also some pretend pretend play. We wud go downstairs n ride bicyles with our maids n my brother. It was years n years of fun. My mum took care of her for a period of time cuz her parents was busy workin n could nt take care of her. She wud often be in my house n everyday, playing n doing crazy stuffs. Dressing up, irritating my brother n stuffs. My parents wud bring her out too whnever my parents wan 2 bring us out 4 shopping. My parents at tt time, wud bring us to Toys'r'us twice a yr 4 us 2 choose wadever toys we want n wud get it 4 us. We took lots of photos too. All d poses i still can remember. Haha. Those were d childhood yrs.
Then, primary sch came. I was posted 2 Xingnan Primary but she went 2 Boon Lay Garden. d times for us 2 play becomes shorter cuz i know lots of other friends there. My kindergarten friends were there also. We did not reali keep in contact thruout d primary sch yrs but there r still times where we will meet downstairs n play together. Tt was lower primary.
Upper primary came, LESSER time cuz i haf a gang of 4 friends who often do things together. Vain time came n basically hanging out wif my own classmates. We were so close tt time. Tt was d time whn i haf my first BF n stuffs. Tts whn i start 2 b a bad bad girl also. Haha.
Secondary school time came, chose Juying Sec cuz most of my primary sch khakis chose tt sch. Coincidentally, she was in tt sch also! Diff class thou. Was so excited 2 see her. Tts whn we start gg back 2 d times whn we r so close. We start 2 go home together, gossip together n stuffs. I was a bad girl during sec sch times. We had a gang of 6-7 girls, combination of my class n her class. We wud always hang out together n go out together. Conflicts came n sm left d grp. But both of us r still in d grp. It was till sec 4 or 5 whn things change. I had a few other BFs b4 my 3-yr one came. She too, haf a BF tt lasted abt 2 yrs plus. Last time MIRC was popular n everyone wud b chatting there n i even haf my own channel which is onli 4 my own friends. Misunderstandings came n everything turns sour. Esp between me n her. It was her BF. She spent too much effort n tears for her BF n rejecting my every help or accompany or even shopping juz 4 d BF. She was a timid GF. Once, He said smthing n causes smone 2 accused me of smthing. I was so angry tt i confronted those ppl. She defended her BF n i was pissed off. How cud she b like tt? Defend her BF whn it was her BF who started it? I finally found evidence n she haf NTH 2 say. Everything frm then on was bad... more misunderstandings n in d end, both of us end up.... not being friends anymore.
Sec sch past by n both of our lives changed. It was no longer those naive times. There r a few times where i saw her. Smiled n say hi but all she do is 2 gif those kind of cold shoulder response. Not onli 2 me, but 2 her classmates too. She wud avoid them whnever she sees them. Weird. I got too tired of saying hi in return of tis kind of response. She was no longer d girl i used 2 know. I cherished those times during our childhood yrs. So many of our friends say its such a waste tt we knew each other 4 so long to end up like tt. I didnt wan to also. She decide 2 gif me cold shoulder n since i was d kind, (u gif me shoulder, FINE, wun smile or say hi to u again), it became worse. Now, both of us r juz friends whn we r young but turn into strangers whn we grow up.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
YEAH! I'm back. After so long. Haha. Given myself such a long break & some friends asked abt my blog & so often whn i'm angry, there's no way i can vent my anger on, maybe expect on BF. LOL. So, decide 2 re-vamp everything. Completed it yest n finished at 2am. Was basically stoning whn i go 4 lecture today.
Well, first of all, happy new yr! Heez. Thou abit late la. Haha. Wad r ur hopes 4 2006? For me, of cuz, hope 2 b happy always n trouble-free. Also, 2 calm/change my not-so-good attitude. LOL. Difficult but i hope 2 achieve it. Graduating in Feb. Time juz simply flies past. 2005 to me, is a horror. Shall do a re-cap on 2005.
2005
Jan:Was in a r/s wif tis guy by d name of D.
Feb:Broke up wif him on d day of my birthay chalet. Reason : He's back wif his ex-gf n they got married. How nice. LOL. Anyway, it's a big mistake. 2 different backgrounds, 2 extreme educational qualifications. BIG mistake. But a lesson learnt.
Feb:Of cuz, my birthday chalet. Very nice one. Lots of friends came n celebrated it for me. A very memorable one.
Mar:Was in between 2 guys, my current BF & my ex, G. At tt time, i haf feelings 4 both. I dun deny. G suggested a patch back. Wanted to, tempted to. But after much thought, decide 2 put an end 2 it. Tink back abt d times whn we were together, he was treatin me sometimes so warm, sometimes so cold. It's a scary feeling. Will nv know wad 2 expect nxt. Whn he was warm, it was onli 4 tt moment. Nxt moment, he was nowhere 2 be found. Was basically a crazy moment 4 me.
April:Officially accepted my current BF on his bday. A special day nv 2 b forgotten. Went clubbing wif his friends at Devils Bar. First time saw him dancing. Haha. Cute.
Those r d mths which i rem clearly wad happened. Alot of ups n downs. Thou it seems like so simple by d way i typed but then, at those pt of times, it was real torture. Lucky i haf my current BF. He was there no matter wad. Bringing me out of misery. After April, there r sm incidents also. But forgot d mth tt it happened.
1. Heard frm a friend tt an EX has brain tumour. Was in shock n showed care n concern abt tis matter, onli 2 realise recently, tt he was lying. Duh. Such a letdown. Not tt i wan him 2 get brain tumour, but it's d fact tt he used his own health n played such a joke. I got 2 know d truth whn i read his blog n whn ppl told me he went into d Army. Ridiculous.. if he has brain tumour, will he even need 2 serve NS? Wad kind of a liar is he? I smsed him n told him tt i'm disappointed in him n finally i know tt he was a liar. I guessed he just wan attention. Tts wad he always would do whnever he wans attention. Come up with STUPID ideas/lies. One time, he smsed everyone of his friends n told them 2 take care n tt he would disappear. Crap. In d end, he still appear wad. Rubbish.
2. Suicide case frm an EX. First time i came across someone whom i used 2 b close wif telling me he committed suicide n tt he was sent to IMH. Told me in MSN n whn i asked, he say he do not wan 2 talk abt it. Sigh. It's like putting a bar of choc in front of me n not letting me eat it. I don't know how true is tis but i hope he would not lie. I do not wan 2 lose a friend cuz i would nt accept ppl takin their own health n treat it as a joke. Not funny.
As u can see, many of d cases above involved EX-es. Haha. I dunno y all of d sudden so many "happening" things happening 2 those ex boyfriends. Sad but true. Tts all abt last yr.
2006, i know i will live better n i know i will b happy wif my current BF. :))
By d way, i added a tagboard there. Just 4 d fun of it. I definitely welcome nice tags from friends. BUT, not frm d moron tt USED 2 tag on my old tagboard last time, saying rubbish which i dun understand. Aliens visited my site i guess. An ugly one too. LOL. No tags r fine wif me also. Old template didnt haf one. So, doesnt matter. :))
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