Been wanting 2 update my blog for a very long time but... blogger sometimes just get cocked up. Many things happened to me lately.. Well, first thing first, my beloved puppy passed away. Well, he had a congenital lung prob which in d end, made him suffer so we decide to let him go wif doctor's advice. d doc there was seriously very good tt she cried wif us during d process. Well, tis caused me n dear great grief. Workwise, still d same.. getting better n more into hand now. Tis week onwards, i do not haf 2 teach Chinese which is a HOORAY to me. LOL. Cuz d way i teach Chinese, i guess most of u will faint when u hear me teach Chinese. Always half chinese, half english. Haha. Tis week i've a long holiday. Will be going back sch onli on wed.
Today, meeting my 2 collegues for KTV at JE! Hohoho.. been such a long time since i went KTV. Then, dear will b coming down to meet n we will go down to VivoCity! Gona go buy a digital camera n exploring d new place.
Yest, received a sms frm a friend. Well, it was quite shockin to receive his sms but then, he's been going thru some rough patches now. Hmm, sometimes life is such a pain in d ass but no matter wad, treat it as a test but never ever do silly things cuz tt person will not feel anything whn u end ur life. Y not live ur life to d fullest n show d person u can be better off without her. I hope tis friend of mine will be able to walk out of d dark shadow. Jia You!! :))
Friends wise, bitching_inc still d same. We will meet up as often as we can wif mahjong sessions. I guess we will b meeting up soon cuz got 2 birthday "man" celebrating their birthdays soon n their gfs, aka members of bitching_inc is organising something special. LOL.
I better stop updating here. Hope blogger will not cocked up on me. :(
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Now doing my lesson plans for Term 4 actually. But my eyes seriously need some rest, therefore, thought of blogging. Well, let me start wif last friday.
Fri
After work, went straight down 2 BBDC for lesson. Was kinda late cuz I had a meeting. Drove out to JE n it was super scary!! LOL. Cuz it was peak period n u all shd know, JE got tons of ppl walking n JAYWALKING somemore, which makes my journey even worse. LOL. But luckily, d instructor cracked alot of silly jokes n it somehow eased my nervousness. Finished my lesson n took cabby down 2 met darling. Bought dinner back home n acc him all d way till he left for work. Went down 2 JP together cuz i'm meeting my dear girls; jerlyn n shujun. Went 2 CoffeeBean n started our long chat. Y i say long cuz we started chatting frm 10.30pm all d way till nxt morn ard 5.30am. LOL. First destination was JP den we walked to 615 den to Pioneer Mall den lastly my house. We chatted everything under d sun, (or rather, d moon) family, love, marriage, EVERYTHING. Haha. It's reali a wonderful chat. We have made plans for our nxt one even b4 we end tt. Keke.
Sat
Woke up ard 9am. Amazing rite. So damn tired. Den slack n finish watching, "The Magicians of Love" SUPERB!! I love 183Club!! LOL. Tis show made me cry n laugh at d same time. Wonderful. Then darling came whn he rested enough n we went down 2 Central grab sm food wif our Micki. Hehe. Went back home n we ate dinner. After tt, watched sm tv n we played XBox tennis. It was so fun! :)) Then played till 10plus n darling went to work.
Today
Gona slack n do my lesson plans. Next week will be my holidays! Weeee... one week den it will b Term 4. Our Genting trip is confirmed!! Will b gg wif Jasmine n John during darling's long weekend. Can't wait. It will onli b d 4 of us. But, i know it will also be fun!! I can predict d future! LOL. Well, wad to do. The others r always busy. Hmm.. busy to meet for dinner n mahjong. Been quite some time since i played mahjong. So near, yet so far. Haa. Anyway, lucky shujun n jerlyn stay near me n they will always ask me out on fridays. They r always very "ON" LOL. KTV, clubbing, chat till wee hours even thou they r workin on tt day, they will still go. Tts wad i like abt them. Haha. Thou tiring, but it was worth it. :)) 3 of us have committments, bfs.. even hubby n child but still, nv forget to have fun.. with friends. Love them 2 bits la those girls!
Alright! Some photos!
Darling & me at PS cinema. LOL. Look at his "pervert" face.
In d lift.
At Hard Rock Cafe celebrating a friend's bday. *candid shot frm darling*
Darling doing tt "constipation face" LOL
Our baby Micki
hohoho.
he's d champion of many baby shows, Tristan Ng! LOL.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
SATURDAY!!!!
damn shag nw. went 2 Kbox wif 2 beautiful ladies; shujun n jerlyn. Reached Lot1 Kbox ard 10pm n we sang ALL d way till 2am near 3am. Our dear shujun first time experience to Kbox n we r very proud to b d first 2 to acc her go. LOL. But I had fun even though onli 3 of us. Slept straightaway n woke up at 8am. So damn early rite! Manz.. i hate my biological clock timing. So inflexible. Its a weekend! Supposed 2 go Sentosa wif darling but then he has to work OT till 4pm today so haf to cancelled it but later i will b meetin him n we r heading town for movie n stayin overnite outside. :))
Micki nw is super active. Gettin fatter after he was discharged frm d hospital. Darling spent 400bucks on his medical but luckily, till nw, he is ok. Even know hw 2 play fetch n even sit. Hee.
I'm watching tis new idol drama called. "The Magicians of Love" It's so nice! I first saw it on SCV but then i m an impatient person u see. LOL. My mum went to buy d whole set for me! So nice of mummy! It's reali very very nice. :))
Oh ya! My driving. Went for my 3rd lesson on thurs. Not too bad. Can increase speed already. Max:70km/h. But i gotta book my final theory test if not, it's gg to b a long wait. Next week onwards, will b havin my drivin twice a week. Tiring but no choice, my parents already said once i passed, they will sponser a car! Keke. Can't wait for tt day whn i haf my car. *dreamin* Hee. Alright! I shall go watch my vcds! Tata! :))
damn shag nw. went 2 Kbox wif 2 beautiful ladies; shujun n jerlyn. Reached Lot1 Kbox ard 10pm n we sang ALL d way till 2am near 3am. Our dear shujun first time experience to Kbox n we r very proud to b d first 2 to acc her go. LOL. But I had fun even though onli 3 of us. Slept straightaway n woke up at 8am. So damn early rite! Manz.. i hate my biological clock timing. So inflexible. Its a weekend! Supposed 2 go Sentosa wif darling but then he has to work OT till 4pm today so haf to cancelled it but later i will b meetin him n we r heading town for movie n stayin overnite outside. :))
Micki nw is super active. Gettin fatter after he was discharged frm d hospital. Darling spent 400bucks on his medical but luckily, till nw, he is ok. Even know hw 2 play fetch n even sit. Hee.
I'm watching tis new idol drama called. "The Magicians of Love" It's so nice! I first saw it on SCV but then i m an impatient person u see. LOL. My mum went to buy d whole set for me! So nice of mummy! It's reali very very nice. :))
Oh ya! My driving. Went for my 3rd lesson on thurs. Not too bad. Can increase speed already. Max:70km/h. But i gotta book my final theory test if not, it's gg to b a long wait. Next week onwards, will b havin my drivin twice a week. Tiring but no choice, my parents already said once i passed, they will sponser a car! Keke. Can't wait for tt day whn i haf my car. *dreamin* Hee. Alright! I shall go watch my vcds! Tata! :))
Friday, August 11, 2006
Happy National Day!! Haha. i know i m late by a day. Yest was basically RESTING! Tuesday after our half day at d school, me n my collegues went to Causeway Pt Seoul Garden n had our lovely lunch. It's reali nice having tis kind of lunch. :)) Anyway, sch was fantastic! Everyone was wearing red n i mean EVERYONE. Sang all d National Day songs n gave out flags n caps 2 d chn. We even had Singapore bday cake for celebration. But it's kinda tired cuz we all had 2 shifts. 1st shift 8-9.50am den 2nd shift 10-11.50am. Rushing n by d 2nd shift, we were all tired frm singing n dancing wif d chn n VERY hungry. LOL. After tt, 2 teachers n d auntie pray for d Ghost Festival. Then, it's off 2 Seoul Garden! Dunno is it too long never go 2 Seoul Garden or wad, d food tastes great! :)) After tt, shared cabby wif 3 other collegues back home. Rest for awhile n prepared to go down 2 BBDC for my 2nd practical. Went out 2 d road. Abit scary cuz tt time d traffic is heavy n there is ALOT of ppl. But as time goes by, it feels better n d instructor n I were discussing abt dogs. LOL. Cuz he had one also. So, it's relaxing. :)) Den, took cabby back home n met Dear at Central cuz he is gg to my house. He bought his dinner n off we went home. He played wif Micki. Den somehow, suddenly, Micki vomitted. We got a shock but now, he is ok. Yest, he even barked. LOL. But onli becuz he is hungry. Very greedy now. Keke. My mum dotes on him alot n always clean him up whn i'm nt at home. Attention seeker also. Will cry whn i beat him n always want us to carry him.
Today, will b gg out wif darling! Gonna go catch d movie, My Super Ex Girlfriend n some shopping! Its to celebrate our 1 yr 4mths anniversary. Celebrate early due to our working time. Gona enjoy myself! :)) Alright! Gona go play wif Micki n surf d net while waiting for darling to wake up. Haf a nice day peeps! :))
Today, will b gg out wif darling! Gonna go catch d movie, My Super Ex Girlfriend n some shopping! Its to celebrate our 1 yr 4mths anniversary. Celebrate early due to our working time. Gona enjoy myself! :)) Alright! Gona go play wif Micki n surf d net while waiting for darling to wake up. Haf a nice day peeps! :))
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Yeah! It's finally SATURDAY! No stress from kids. LOL. Juz came back not long ago from 3 places. Woke up at 8am n called dear. We then meet at JP n 1st stop, BBDC. To apply for my PDL. LOL! I FINALLY got my PDL license. Valid for 6mths. Means, i must chiong my practical for these 6 mths. Deposited 500bucks. 500 bucks flew off juz like tt. Then, we took cab down to Clementi to get food for his parrots n also to fill out tummies. Then took cabby again to JP. P.S: Took cabby so many times cuz today he is in afternoon shift n he need to go back zzz. LOL. He woke up juz to acc me ard these places. Went to buy canned food for Micki then off we went up 2 d Comics shop to buy XBox 360. Not my $$$ of cuz, its my BROTHER's money. LOL. He asked me n dear to help him buy since dear know abt games. I also bought tis tennis game, out of my own pocket. Haa. Then took cabby back. Played d tennis game wif my bro n he lost ALL d matches to me. HOHOHO. Now, he trying his own RPG game, E-enchant or something like tt. It looks like Final Fantasy. Played wif Micki after tt n he knew how to follow me le! :)) i was running ard d house like one mad woman wif him chasing. now, i put him back 2 d balcony n let him rest. Tmr is his one mth here.
Next week, 3 days of holidays! Well, almost 3 days. Cuz Tuesday is a half day then my collegues n I r gg out for Seoul Garden to celebrate 2 of my collegues bday! (They happen to be born in d same mth) then its wed n thurs can rest n do my lesson plans! Thurs might b gg out wif dear to catch d Fast & Furious. Tts d last show we wanted to watch for d mth. We caught d show, "Click". So damn nice. So hilarious n meaningful. A MUST MUST MUST watch. LOL.
Alright! I shall go do my other stuffs. :)) Till nxt blog entry!
Next week, 3 days of holidays! Well, almost 3 days. Cuz Tuesday is a half day then my collegues n I r gg out for Seoul Garden to celebrate 2 of my collegues bday! (They happen to be born in d same mth) then its wed n thurs can rest n do my lesson plans! Thurs might b gg out wif dear to catch d Fast & Furious. Tts d last show we wanted to watch for d mth. We caught d show, "Click". So damn nice. So hilarious n meaningful. A MUST MUST MUST watch. LOL.
Alright! I shall go do my other stuffs. :)) Till nxt blog entry!
Monday, July 31, 2006
hohoho! i'm finally back at blogging!
Life's been d same for me. Except tt me n dear had our new child.. LOL. We bought a puppy! :)) We named it Micki n he is a Yorkshire terrier with pedigree. Dear bought it for me so as to accompany me when he is at work. But i guess most of d time, he is accompanying my mum more cuz i'm workin also. We bought it for $2100 n i dunno whether its reali ex or wad. Anyway, we bought him to groom yest at JP. He looks so much better nw! Keke. Also watched "The Lake House" at JP. Such a nice nice show! A must watch! After tt went to dear's house where Micki played with his family members n ate dinner there.
Some things had happen to some of my friends. Well, will nt mention wad but i hope they will be able to go through it bravely. :)) No matter wad, i will support u always. :) Yest d girls (includ their beaus) came over my house for mahjong. Hohoho! I won in d end! Happy! It's nice havin tis kind of gatherings once in a while to catch up. I hope we do tis more often.
Work wise, still as busy n tiring as ever. Waiting for d National Day week to come. Got 3 days of holidays! :))) So looking forward. LOL.
Recently, i have tis motherly thing happening to me. LOL. I dunno y but i kept dreaming abt myself preg n stuff. Dunno is tis a good premonition or something bad is happening. I prefer to tink it d positive way. :))
Alright! Will update till here. Look for for d space here! Will try to post pics whn i have time! :))
Life's been d same for me. Except tt me n dear had our new child.. LOL. We bought a puppy! :)) We named it Micki n he is a Yorkshire terrier with pedigree. Dear bought it for me so as to accompany me when he is at work. But i guess most of d time, he is accompanying my mum more cuz i'm workin also. We bought it for $2100 n i dunno whether its reali ex or wad. Anyway, we bought him to groom yest at JP. He looks so much better nw! Keke. Also watched "The Lake House" at JP. Such a nice nice show! A must watch! After tt went to dear's house where Micki played with his family members n ate dinner there.
Some things had happen to some of my friends. Well, will nt mention wad but i hope they will be able to go through it bravely. :)) No matter wad, i will support u always. :) Yest d girls (includ their beaus) came over my house for mahjong. Hohoho! I won in d end! Happy! It's nice havin tis kind of gatherings once in a while to catch up. I hope we do tis more often.
Work wise, still as busy n tiring as ever. Waiting for d National Day week to come. Got 3 days of holidays! :))) So looking forward. LOL.
Recently, i have tis motherly thing happening to me. LOL. I dunno y but i kept dreaming abt myself preg n stuff. Dunno is tis a good premonition or something bad is happening. I prefer to tink it d positive way. :))
Alright! Will update till here. Look for for d space here! Will try to post pics whn i have time! :))
Monday, June 05, 2006
i guess my blog is growing spider webs. Haa. Been too busy doing all sorts of things, decorating our centre. I swear our centre will turn out better! :)) LOLz. I haf great collegues who will joke ard. Of cuz, whn it comes 2 work, everyone is sooo engrossed. :)) till nw, i'm happy wrkin there thou its tiring.
well, me n my darling is still d same. as happy as b4. we haf made up plans n we r startin 2 save money nw, as both of us r wrking nw. his job is more or less stable n more money is gg into his salary. ka-ching! :)) we still led a happy n blissful life, gg out on dates n eating nice food. i'm very satisfied wif everything he do. Always waiting for me w/o complaints. nxt yr we will b gettin engaged. i reali do hope till then, nth will happen. friends? thou nw we r facing sm changes, i do hope sm of us could still clear things out n remain as close as b4.
alright! i shall update duing my 2 weeks holidays. tata!
p/s: The Benchwarmers is fantastic! rate it 8/10!
signing off..
well, me n my darling is still d same. as happy as b4. we haf made up plans n we r startin 2 save money nw, as both of us r wrking nw. his job is more or less stable n more money is gg into his salary. ka-ching! :)) we still led a happy n blissful life, gg out on dates n eating nice food. i'm very satisfied wif everything he do. Always waiting for me w/o complaints. nxt yr we will b gettin engaged. i reali do hope till then, nth will happen. friends? thou nw we r facing sm changes, i do hope sm of us could still clear things out n remain as close as b4.
alright! i shall update duing my 2 weeks holidays. tata!
p/s: The Benchwarmers is fantastic! rate it 8/10!
signing off..
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Been more than a mth since i last posted. Been busy wif work. Yeah, i started work already. Yest was my first mth working as a kindergarten teacher at PCF Boon Lay. So far so good. In charge of 2 classes, a Nursery class n a K1 class. Everyday laughter n anger. Haha. Some kids reali make me wana give up sometimes. But still, not so bad, still can persevere. d env is not bad n so r d teachers there. Hopefully, i'm able 2 work for long. :)) My r/s, still gg on strong. Dear has been accomodating even more after i start work. He would ALWAYS make d effort to come n wait for me if his shifts r in d morn. Thou end work at 4 while i end at 5pm, he nv complains n waited for me for an hr. Reali appreciate him for tt. :)) d girls, would try 2 meet as often now tt we all haf our jobs or BFs. We would still meet up for mahjong. Haf 2 thank them for coming over to my home all d way from their homes. Appreciate tt too. Alright. I will try 2 update as much as i can cuz i'm almost dead by d time i reach home everyday. Tis weekend would b darling Miss Wang's chalet. Gona haf a hell of a time! Can't wait! I wana take a long long break!!! :))
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
I'm waiting for my turn to watch d TV actually.
Bro is watching ESPN. DUHZ.
Oh ya. I passed my Evaluation! :)) With only 2 mistakes made. I've booked my BTT which is on d 4th of April. i wan to pass n touch d damn car! LOL. After my Evaluation yest, i head down 2 Jp 2 meet my boy. He aske dme 2 get d tickets first n i got d show, Yours, Mine n Ours at 5pm. Then, i went down 2 Bento Box 2 meet him. I followed his instructions! Haha. Then, he surprised me with 2 of these cutesy flowers from Toys'r'us'! Haha. I was so damn happy can. :)) He's such a darling. Forever surprising me with lil gifts. Anyway, d show was damn nice! So hilarious n meaningful. Would rate it 8/10.
Head home after d show cuz my boy got 2 work midnight. I got another surprise of d day. From my ex. LOL. He smsed me n asked me hwo i was n stuffs, n he asked me whether i'm interested to go to a beach resort in indonesia wif him. Of cuz i said NO. He knew i had a BF n he dare to ask me to tell lies. DUHZ. He even say he would treat me for this trip. But.. i would nv do tt 2 my BF. So i rejected n he nv replied. Such a moron. Dear was also frustrated at him n even wan 2 call him. But i stopped it. Cuz i knew my ex too well. He's onli lonely tts y. But if he got reject many times, he will go away. Tts him. Haha. Dear n i talked abt wedding thingy yest nite also. We talked abt engagement first n know wad? He said tt who knows, he might haf tis engagement thingy held end of tis yr. I was kinda shocked but happy also. :)) But no matter wad, still got 2 save, save n save!
I'm meeting Junnie n Jerlyn darling for KTV tis thurs! WeeEeeee.. We decide 2 stop clubbing for awhile cuz it's kinda boring. Started clubbing at an early age would led me to end clubbing early. LOL. Kinda boring to even tink of it. So, we changed to KTV!! Can't wait 2 meet those darlings! :)) We would definitely haf lots of fun crapping. :)) Will update on tt soon!
Bro is watching ESPN. DUHZ.
Oh ya. I passed my Evaluation! :)) With only 2 mistakes made. I've booked my BTT which is on d 4th of April. i wan to pass n touch d damn car! LOL. After my Evaluation yest, i head down 2 Jp 2 meet my boy. He aske dme 2 get d tickets first n i got d show, Yours, Mine n Ours at 5pm. Then, i went down 2 Bento Box 2 meet him. I followed his instructions! Haha. Then, he surprised me with 2 of these cutesy flowers from Toys'r'us'! Haha. I was so damn happy can. :)) He's such a darling. Forever surprising me with lil gifts. Anyway, d show was damn nice! So hilarious n meaningful. Would rate it 8/10.
Head home after d show cuz my boy got 2 work midnight. I got another surprise of d day. From my ex. LOL. He smsed me n asked me hwo i was n stuffs, n he asked me whether i'm interested to go to a beach resort in indonesia wif him. Of cuz i said NO. He knew i had a BF n he dare to ask me to tell lies. DUHZ. He even say he would treat me for this trip. But.. i would nv do tt 2 my BF. So i rejected n he nv replied. Such a moron. Dear was also frustrated at him n even wan 2 call him. But i stopped it. Cuz i knew my ex too well. He's onli lonely tts y. But if he got reject many times, he will go away. Tts him. Haha. Dear n i talked abt wedding thingy yest nite also. We talked abt engagement first n know wad? He said tt who knows, he might haf tis engagement thingy held end of tis yr. I was kinda shocked but happy also. :)) But no matter wad, still got 2 save, save n save!
I'm meeting Junnie n Jerlyn darling for KTV tis thurs! WeeEeeee.. We decide 2 stop clubbing for awhile cuz it's kinda boring. Started clubbing at an early age would led me to end clubbing early. LOL. Kinda boring to even tink of it. So, we changed to KTV!! Can't wait 2 meet those darlings! :)) We would definitely haf lots of fun crapping. :)) Will update on tt soon!
Monday, March 20, 2006
Been missing in action for like more than a week? Well, was lazy la actually. Still jobless so my boy have to support me for d moment. Haha. Went for tis interview for childcare. Still haf not got a call from them. A few others call but after much consideration, i decide to gif up those interviews. My boy ask me not to go for those also. Haha.
Overall,
- i'm back 2 driving. Haha. Gg for my Evaluation tmr. Hope i will pass.
- i'm rotting at home
- i'm still hanging out wif my girls
- i'm still having coffee meetings n also ktv meetings.
- i'm still in a happy n fulfilling r/s wif my boy
- i'm still very much in love.
Haha. Lots of things tt i could say. But then, not now la. I'm in my slacking mode. Maybe nxt week, i will start 2 blog regularly. :)) Pls be patient. It would be interesting.. somehow.
Alright. I shall share a lil something first. I had a dream yest. A weird one. I dunno wad it means but it definitely seems so real. A few places; MRT, a sch or something, a cafe etc (can't reali rem) Ppl; my bf, my poly girls, my sec sch peeps, most impt.. tis guy which i mentioned long ago in my blog (d one tt carved my name on his hand, d one tt i let down). It was a long dream but tis guy, lets call him A. A is back n he has a car, a red car 2 be exact n he seems to change. He has change into a more happy n playful guy. He broke off wif his GF n he's back to look for us, sec sch ppl. I was wif my bf n then i got a call from one of my friends, telling me abt him coming back n wanting to meet. I was abit scare of cuz but my bf ask me to go n he said he will acc me. I agreed n we went to meet him. Totally different from last time. He was more attractive now. I was kinda shocked whn i see him. He smiled n touched my hand, asking me how i was n stuffs. My bf on d other hand, start to feel abit jealous but he did not do anything. After some time, i find myself so scare n so afraid to look into his eyes. We talked abt our past n chatted like we have nv chat b4 in our life till i did not realise abt my bf disappearance. It was tis moment tt i suddenly tink abt my bf n whn i turned ard, he wasnt there. i was even more afraid n i frantically searched d whole bloody place. I sort of go crazy n A picked me up n hugged me..... i saw my bf while he hugged n i pushed A away n run towards my boy. He on d other hand, cried n hugged me also.
After tt, i woke up to find myself in tears. Haha. It was kinda scary n i reali dunno wad it means. I kept tinking abt it even till now. There is more than wad i mentioned but i cant reali rem. It was a long long dream. I slept ard 1 yest n all d way till 12 tis noon. Didnt wake up at all. Not even to take a pee or wadever. LOL. I often will haf continued dream. Wonder will tis dream continue tonight. Haha. Will keep u ppl updated abt it. Alright. Gg 2 watch sm tv n wait for my bf to call after he finish work. :)) Tmr will b meeting him after my test 2 catch a movie! Cant wait. :)) Tata!
Overall,
- i'm back 2 driving. Haha. Gg for my Evaluation tmr. Hope i will pass.
- i'm rotting at home
- i'm still hanging out wif my girls
- i'm still having coffee meetings n also ktv meetings.
- i'm still in a happy n fulfilling r/s wif my boy
- i'm still very much in love.
Haha. Lots of things tt i could say. But then, not now la. I'm in my slacking mode. Maybe nxt week, i will start 2 blog regularly. :)) Pls be patient. It would be interesting.. somehow.
Alright. I shall share a lil something first. I had a dream yest. A weird one. I dunno wad it means but it definitely seems so real. A few places; MRT, a sch or something, a cafe etc (can't reali rem) Ppl; my bf, my poly girls, my sec sch peeps, most impt.. tis guy which i mentioned long ago in my blog (d one tt carved my name on his hand, d one tt i let down). It was a long dream but tis guy, lets call him A. A is back n he has a car, a red car 2 be exact n he seems to change. He has change into a more happy n playful guy. He broke off wif his GF n he's back to look for us, sec sch ppl. I was wif my bf n then i got a call from one of my friends, telling me abt him coming back n wanting to meet. I was abit scare of cuz but my bf ask me to go n he said he will acc me. I agreed n we went to meet him. Totally different from last time. He was more attractive now. I was kinda shocked whn i see him. He smiled n touched my hand, asking me how i was n stuffs. My bf on d other hand, start to feel abit jealous but he did not do anything. After some time, i find myself so scare n so afraid to look into his eyes. We talked abt our past n chatted like we have nv chat b4 in our life till i did not realise abt my bf disappearance. It was tis moment tt i suddenly tink abt my bf n whn i turned ard, he wasnt there. i was even more afraid n i frantically searched d whole bloody place. I sort of go crazy n A picked me up n hugged me..... i saw my bf while he hugged n i pushed A away n run towards my boy. He on d other hand, cried n hugged me also.
After tt, i woke up to find myself in tears. Haha. It was kinda scary n i reali dunno wad it means. I kept tinking abt it even till now. There is more than wad i mentioned but i cant reali rem. It was a long long dream. I slept ard 1 yest n all d way till 12 tis noon. Didnt wake up at all. Not even to take a pee or wadever. LOL. I often will haf continued dream. Wonder will tis dream continue tonight. Haha. Will keep u ppl updated abt it. Alright. Gg 2 watch sm tv n wait for my bf to call after he finish work. :)) Tmr will b meeting him after my test 2 catch a movie! Cant wait. :)) Tata!
Friday, March 10, 2006
Nooo.. i'm still fast awake.. n i wonder y.
Some updates.
went to meet my darling juz nw. Was supposed to meet him at my area here after he finish work but.. met him at JP instead cuz i wana vent sm anger in d Arcade. Dun ask me wad happen. Juz something unpleasant. Bleahz. Met him, walked ard, bought groceries, had a drink of Blackforest from CB n off to d Arcade. Wad did i play? Wad else but mahjong! LOL. After tt, we tried d VirtuaCop3. d game which i used 2 play alot wif one of my ex-bf. Too bad darling's "gun" was spoilt n we end up dead. LOL.
After d fun, we took bus back to my area n had d "zhu chao" there. Dun understand? It's defined as chinese ala carte. LOL. We ordered stingray n toufu. My all time fav dishes! :)) It perks me up quite alot n i'm glad darling made d effort 2 make me smile. :)) Head back 2 my home after d dinner. Darling accompanied me thruout till 9pm b4 he heads home as he has work d nxt morn.
Darling n i had planned a Swensens treat on our 11th anniversary. :)) Can't wait! Our 1st year we already planned. To go Sentosa for 1 day outing cuz it's his bday too! Intend 2 bring his sister along cuz his sister, like me, loves dolphins! LOL. We both love taiwanese n idol dramas too. It's nice n i sometimes like d feeling of havin a sister rather than brother. Imagine all d shopping n gossiping! Gosh. :)) Anyway, i'm feeling kinda nauseous nw. Wonder wad it's telling me. But it doesnt matter if i reali... u-know-wad. LOL. A part of me are ready for all these n it's part of my dream 2 be a mummy at a young age. :)) Pardon me for saying all these. It's juz d nauseous feeling tt is kinda affecting my brain/thinking. Alright! I shall update till here. Oh ya. I've sent another resume out. To a childcare tis time. Hope there is SOME reply from ANY one of those i sent. It's been dayssss...
Hmm.. did i say i will upload photos? I tink i did, didnt i? One word: LAZY. Haha. Shall do it tmr or another day yea? Till then.. :))
*i wan 2 continue my driving!!! :((
Some updates.
went to meet my darling juz nw. Was supposed to meet him at my area here after he finish work but.. met him at JP instead cuz i wana vent sm anger in d Arcade. Dun ask me wad happen. Juz something unpleasant. Bleahz. Met him, walked ard, bought groceries, had a drink of Blackforest from CB n off to d Arcade. Wad did i play? Wad else but mahjong! LOL. After tt, we tried d VirtuaCop3. d game which i used 2 play alot wif one of my ex-bf. Too bad darling's "gun" was spoilt n we end up dead. LOL.
After d fun, we took bus back to my area n had d "zhu chao" there. Dun understand? It's defined as chinese ala carte. LOL. We ordered stingray n toufu. My all time fav dishes! :)) It perks me up quite alot n i'm glad darling made d effort 2 make me smile. :)) Head back 2 my home after d dinner. Darling accompanied me thruout till 9pm b4 he heads home as he has work d nxt morn.
Darling n i had planned a Swensens treat on our 11th anniversary. :)) Can't wait! Our 1st year we already planned. To go Sentosa for 1 day outing cuz it's his bday too! Intend 2 bring his sister along cuz his sister, like me, loves dolphins! LOL. We both love taiwanese n idol dramas too. It's nice n i sometimes like d feeling of havin a sister rather than brother. Imagine all d shopping n gossiping! Gosh. :)) Anyway, i'm feeling kinda nauseous nw. Wonder wad it's telling me. But it doesnt matter if i reali... u-know-wad. LOL. A part of me are ready for all these n it's part of my dream 2 be a mummy at a young age. :)) Pardon me for saying all these. It's juz d nauseous feeling tt is kinda affecting my brain/thinking. Alright! I shall update till here. Oh ya. I've sent another resume out. To a childcare tis time. Hope there is SOME reply from ANY one of those i sent. It's been dayssss...
Hmm.. did i say i will upload photos? I tink i did, didnt i? One word: LAZY. Haha. Shall do it tmr or another day yea? Till then.. :))
*i wan 2 continue my driving!!! :((
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
I'm gg out for movies.. Yeah! Waiting for time to come actually.
Ohh.. i've sent out resume for d M1 thingy. Hope it would turn out well.
Shall do down 2 lakeside 2 fetch darling den head back 2 JP, haf dinner n movies! Already booked d 7pm show for Big Momma's House. So happy to meet my darling!! :))
Ok! I know tis is a crappy post. :))
Shall blog something meaningful nxt time. tata.
Ohh.. i've sent out resume for d M1 thingy. Hope it would turn out well.
Shall do down 2 lakeside 2 fetch darling den head back 2 JP, haf dinner n movies! Already booked d 7pm show for Big Momma's House. So happy to meet my darling!! :))
Ok! I know tis is a crappy post. :))
Shall blog something meaningful nxt time. tata.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
I'm back from Batam! It was fun! Not gg 2 elaborate much simply becuz.. yes.. i'm too lazy to type everything down. 3 simple letters can sum it all up. F-U-N. Haha. I definitely love having d company of my gang n of cuz, my dearest. He is simply a darling! Doing everything for me, carrying all d stuffs for me, help me massage, accompany me for mahjong even whn he didnt slp all day. Wonderful wonderful darling! Anyway, stil waiting for d pics 2 come in. Anyway, I had fun there. Dear promised me a further trip next time. To HongKong maybe. :)) Can't wait whn tt happens. Next entry would be a better one. With pictures! :)) Tata.
*some content r deleted due to certain reasons.
*some content r deleted due to certain reasons.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Pictures speak a thousand words. (Ok, I'm being juz lazy.)
d chalet
Game 1. Buried in d sand. I was d leader, therefore, tis.
Those r my team-mates - Mas, Farhanah & Pauline.
Game 2. I call it, crossing d "hurdles". Leader is suppose 2 guide. Ya, tt leader is me.
Those r d hurdles i mentioned. Haha. Pauline being blindfolded.
Game 3. Haha. d funniest game. It's a role-play game. So early childhood rite? LOL. I was being dressed up as a baby. Cuz i have hair long enough 2 play around wif. :)) I was sulking whn Baba took tis shot.
d soon-2-be-finished "product"
d "rival" team. Haha.
Baby drinkin milk. So touching. LOL.
Mother giving birth! :))
2 happy teams. :))
Final game. Dress up! We got Farhanah 2 be d Shrinking Bird instead of Big Bird.
d other team? Well, up to ur imagination!
Happy team 1.
Happy team 2.
Alas! One big happy family. :))
BBQ Scenes.
Last but not least..
Cheers 2 d 2003-2006 B02 darlings. Thanks for d wonderful memories. I will treasure n cherish it. May all of us have a great n successful future. Weddings must invite me hor! :))
Alright. Sad but true. Every good beginning will haf an end. I'm glad its a gd ending. Been having too much mahjong sessions till i'm quite lazy to type more. I promise, i will try 2 update as often. Hopefully each time, wif pictures. And.. i'm gg 2 batam tis weekend! Reali looking forward to it. After tis, would b an end 2 my holidays n start looking for jobs while waiting for d green light 2 d Bachelor Degree n my Graduation Ceremony where i received my diploma. :)) Waiting for my precious 2 come over now 2 fight d comp wif me cuz he finish work at 12am. Haha. Till d nxt update darlings! :))
Game 1. Buried in d sand. I was d leader, therefore, tis.
Those r my team-mates - Mas, Farhanah & Pauline.
Game 2. I call it, crossing d "hurdles". Leader is suppose 2 guide. Ya, tt leader is me.
Those r d hurdles i mentioned. Haha. Pauline being blindfolded.
Game 3. Haha. d funniest game. It's a role-play game. So early childhood rite? LOL. I was being dressed up as a baby. Cuz i have hair long enough 2 play around wif. :)) I was sulking whn Baba took tis shot.
d soon-2-be-finished "product"
d "rival" team. Haha.
Baby drinkin milk. So touching. LOL.
Mother giving birth! :))
2 happy teams. :))
Final game. Dress up! We got Farhanah 2 be d Shrinking Bird instead of Big Bird.
d other team? Well, up to ur imagination!
Happy team 1.
Happy team 2.
Alas! One big happy family. :))
Last but not least..
Cheers 2 d 2003-2006 B02 darlings. Thanks for d wonderful memories. I will treasure n cherish it. May all of us have a great n successful future. Weddings must invite me hor! :))
Alright. Sad but true. Every good beginning will haf an end. I'm glad its a gd ending. Been having too much mahjong sessions till i'm quite lazy to type more. I promise, i will try 2 update as often. Hopefully each time, wif pictures. And.. i'm gg 2 batam tis weekend! Reali looking forward to it. After tis, would b an end 2 my holidays n start looking for jobs while waiting for d green light 2 d Bachelor Degree n my Graduation Ceremony where i received my diploma. :)) Waiting for my precious 2 come over now 2 fight d comp wif me cuz he finish work at 12am. Haha. Till d nxt update darlings! :))
Friday, February 24, 2006
I'm a happy lil girl! :))
Yest.
bf came over early in d morn after he finishes work n accompanied me. Haha. Sacrifice his slping time for me (thou he still slp for like 2hrs). Then, went down 2 meet Jasmine at Outram Park 2 pay up d debt. LOL. First time having so much money wif us n tts scary. Hedy came meet us for a lil while when all of us go into separate ways. Dear n I went down 2 cineleisure n bought our tixs 4 d movie, Rumour Has It at 7.45pm. We went down 2 Taka n shopped, hoping 2 find our couple tee-shirt. Then, finally, we got wad we want, relax type of clothing. I bought myself a pair of long pants too. Altogether = 60 bucks. Dear paid for it cuz he promised me 2 get couple tees. LOL. Then, we went into d Adidas shop n dear saw a jacket which he like! I feel tt it was nice too. Jacket = 80 bucks. Big burn in dear's pocket. LOL. Then, we head down 2 Billy Bombers at Heeren for our lovely dinner! Both of us played Scissors, Papers, Stone whn i couldnt finish d soup n he didnt wan 2 drink for me. LOL. End up? He loses to me! :))
After tt lovely dinner, we went back 2 Cine for our movie. d movie? Not bad. Quite funny. Would rate it 7/10. :)) After d movie, we head back home in a cabby! Home sweet home after tt. It was a lovely day cuz i spent alot of time wif my dear. :)) Would b gg down 2 d class chalet later. I know it would b fun wif those darlings ard. :))
Our Burns.
Our couple tee.
d pants.
d adidas jacket.
My silly pie.
on my bed slpin. looks like a wrap. yummy! :))
At Billy Bombers.
Yest.
bf came over early in d morn after he finishes work n accompanied me. Haha. Sacrifice his slping time for me (thou he still slp for like 2hrs). Then, went down 2 meet Jasmine at Outram Park 2 pay up d debt. LOL. First time having so much money wif us n tts scary. Hedy came meet us for a lil while when all of us go into separate ways. Dear n I went down 2 cineleisure n bought our tixs 4 d movie, Rumour Has It at 7.45pm. We went down 2 Taka n shopped, hoping 2 find our couple tee-shirt. Then, finally, we got wad we want, relax type of clothing. I bought myself a pair of long pants too. Altogether = 60 bucks. Dear paid for it cuz he promised me 2 get couple tees. LOL. Then, we went into d Adidas shop n dear saw a jacket which he like! I feel tt it was nice too. Jacket = 80 bucks. Big burn in dear's pocket. LOL. Then, we head down 2 Billy Bombers at Heeren for our lovely dinner! Both of us played Scissors, Papers, Stone whn i couldnt finish d soup n he didnt wan 2 drink for me. LOL. End up? He loses to me! :))
After tt lovely dinner, we went back 2 Cine for our movie. d movie? Not bad. Quite funny. Would rate it 7/10. :)) After d movie, we head back home in a cabby! Home sweet home after tt. It was a lovely day cuz i spent alot of time wif my dear. :)) Would b gg down 2 d class chalet later. I know it would b fun wif those darlings ard. :))
Our Burns.
Our couple tee.
d pants.
d adidas jacket.
My silly pie.
on my bed slpin. looks like a wrap. yummy! :))
At Billy Bombers.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Yes! Officially a poly grad! LOL. Unless my results is bad. Anyway, yest after sch, me, jasmine n hedy head town! :))
We went 2 Excelsior Hotel n had d Dim Sum Buffet. Been ages since we went 2 tt restaurant 2 eat. Ate till nearly stomach burst! After tt, we head 2 Citylink for some shopping! :))
Then, we went 2 Chinatown n head for d OG there. Saw a pair of shorts which i like alot! But then, d salesgirl i tell ya.. has a big freakin attitude! So pissed off. I throw d shorts n scolded words cuz she was at d fitting room area talking to another salsgirl n whn i ask her something, she answered so unwillingly! Duhz. Then, i went back 2 d corner where i gt d shorts from n as d salesgirl was at d fitting room area TALKING 2 another person n dun wish 2 entertain me, i therefore entertain myself by messing up d area. LOL. What an attitude from her! Dun even care 2 serve or dun even care 2 talk to me properly. I didnt buy d shorts in d end. Nvm, i shall go 2 Orchard OG n hope it will b better there. After tt, we head down 2 K-ster for KTV! Wad else! LOL. Sang so many songs till i was half-dead. But it wad fun thou. Hedy's bf came 2 join us too..
After KTV, we headed down 2 Jurong!! And came 2 my place for mahjong! :)) John came over also n we started playing from 8pm all d way till 11 plus. Fun fun fun! I won 8bucks altogether. Hehe. Dear came over before he goes work n i reali appreciate him coming! :))
Tmr, dear n me will b gg down to gif money. Haha. For d batam trip wif Jasmine, Hedy & her bf. Then, dear n me will b catching a movie! WeeEEeee... It's his off day tmr. :)) Ok! Shall update till here. Tata!
We went 2 Excelsior Hotel n had d Dim Sum Buffet. Been ages since we went 2 tt restaurant 2 eat. Ate till nearly stomach burst! After tt, we head 2 Citylink for some shopping! :))
Then, we went 2 Chinatown n head for d OG there. Saw a pair of shorts which i like alot! But then, d salesgirl i tell ya.. has a big freakin attitude! So pissed off. I throw d shorts n scolded words cuz she was at d fitting room area talking to another salsgirl n whn i ask her something, she answered so unwillingly! Duhz. Then, i went back 2 d corner where i gt d shorts from n as d salesgirl was at d fitting room area TALKING 2 another person n dun wish 2 entertain me, i therefore entertain myself by messing up d area. LOL. What an attitude from her! Dun even care 2 serve or dun even care 2 talk to me properly. I didnt buy d shorts in d end. Nvm, i shall go 2 Orchard OG n hope it will b better there. After tt, we head down 2 K-ster for KTV! Wad else! LOL. Sang so many songs till i was half-dead. But it wad fun thou. Hedy's bf came 2 join us too..
After KTV, we headed down 2 Jurong!! And came 2 my place for mahjong! :)) John came over also n we started playing from 8pm all d way till 11 plus. Fun fun fun! I won 8bucks altogether. Hehe. Dear came over before he goes work n i reali appreciate him coming! :))
Tmr, dear n me will b gg down to gif money. Haha. For d batam trip wif Jasmine, Hedy & her bf. Then, dear n me will b catching a movie! WeeEEeee... It's his off day tmr. :)) Ok! Shall update till here. Tata!
Monday, February 20, 2006
Yes! Finally completed doing d final yr proj. With much satisfaction.
Tmr will b d end of my poly life. Sad n happy. Mixed emotions actually.
Anyway, a new arrival in d maternal side!
Baby Tristen!
Heee.. hot from d mum's womb. Haha. My cousin's wife gave birth 2 him yest (18/2), an aquarius too! Like me n my cousin! Both of us r aquarius. Not only tt, his birth has alot of of d num 8 inside. For chinese, 8 is a prosperous num.
Went 2 d hospital juz now. Such a cute lil one. He kept stretching n stretching. Active one indeed. :)) Bundle of joy.
Now, waiting for time 2 pass by. 12am 2 arrive. BF will b coming over 2 acc me. Yeah! Alright, i shall go watch some dvds first! :))
Presenting... baby Tristen Ng!
Isn't he lovely? Now, i feel like having a baby too!! :)) So irresistable. LOL
Tmr will b d end of my poly life. Sad n happy. Mixed emotions actually.
Anyway, a new arrival in d maternal side!
Baby Tristen!
Heee.. hot from d mum's womb. Haha. My cousin's wife gave birth 2 him yest (18/2), an aquarius too! Like me n my cousin! Both of us r aquarius. Not only tt, his birth has alot of of d num 8 inside. For chinese, 8 is a prosperous num.
Went 2 d hospital juz now. Such a cute lil one. He kept stretching n stretching. Active one indeed. :)) Bundle of joy.
Now, waiting for time 2 pass by. 12am 2 arrive. BF will b coming over 2 acc me. Yeah! Alright, i shall go watch some dvds first! :))
Presenting... baby Tristen Ng!
Isn't he lovely? Now, i feel like having a baby too!! :)) So irresistable. LOL
Sunday, February 19, 2006
i used 2 like 2 travel cuz it gives me time 2 tink.
d term travel here = takin d public transport in Sg, nt gg overseas.
NOW..
i dun like it anymore.
Esp, ALONE
i'm best friends wif d MRT nw.
damn.
how i wish i could haf a chaffeur, no charge, no nth.
i reali hate travelling nw.
I DO.
its a tiring task tt i soon can't take it anymore.
SIGHZ
d term travel here = takin d public transport in Sg, nt gg overseas.
NOW..
i dun like it anymore.
Esp, ALONE
i'm best friends wif d MRT nw.
damn.
how i wish i could haf a chaffeur, no charge, no nth.
i reali hate travelling nw.
I DO.
its a tiring task tt i soon can't take it anymore.
SIGHZ
Saturday, February 18, 2006
BE my Valentine!
Yes.. all d happy moments tt i shared with tis one & only. :))
Back 2 postings.
My poly life has come 2 an end. Gosh. 3 years juz flew past like tt. Can't imagine myself steppin into d workin life. I hope i could carve a nice career n i hope tt i could continue studyin, (thou i ALWAYS grumble abt sch) i still miss d peeps i knew. My classmates esp. An unforgettable n a hard 2 forget bunch of darlings. Been thru so much ups n downs, so much gossips, so much fun n laughter. Nxt mon is d last time i see those darlings in sch. Final day 2 submit our final report n then we haf tis grooming n make-up course 2 attend. After tt, it's different paths for d 21 of us.
Well, as wad d chinese proverb says, there is no "dinner" tt dun come 2 an end. So, i hereby wish every of my 3B02 darlings, ALWAYS STAY HAPPY! :))
Alright. I've been out almost everyday, either 2 do assignments at wdls or meeting my bf. He tried his best 2 make up to me as he is busy wif work, busy earning money. When he gets his pay, he nv fails 2 buy me something nice n surprise me. :)) I'm such a lucky bitch. Haha. My other bitches too, nv fails 2 crap n provide d max entertainment. Esp our Miss Wang. Haha. Batam trip coming soon. Looking forward for it. It would b a smashing one. Keke. Oh ya. I bought a Adidas bag for my boy for V'day. Haven gt d chance 2 take d photo of it. I like tt bag very much. Even his mum says it's nice. Haha. I'm doing something else for him. It's actually for our 1 yr anniversary tis coming april. But i'm starting nw. Shall nt reveal much details. :))
Tts all i've 2 say. Wanted 2 do a random post initially abt some things. But i decide 2 hold it back first. Be back whn i'm ready wif d random post! :))
Yes.. all d happy moments tt i shared with tis one & only. :))
Back 2 postings.
My poly life has come 2 an end. Gosh. 3 years juz flew past like tt. Can't imagine myself steppin into d workin life. I hope i could carve a nice career n i hope tt i could continue studyin, (thou i ALWAYS grumble abt sch) i still miss d peeps i knew. My classmates esp. An unforgettable n a hard 2 forget bunch of darlings. Been thru so much ups n downs, so much gossips, so much fun n laughter. Nxt mon is d last time i see those darlings in sch. Final day 2 submit our final report n then we haf tis grooming n make-up course 2 attend. After tt, it's different paths for d 21 of us.
Well, as wad d chinese proverb says, there is no "dinner" tt dun come 2 an end. So, i hereby wish every of my 3B02 darlings, ALWAYS STAY HAPPY! :))
Alright. I've been out almost everyday, either 2 do assignments at wdls or meeting my bf. He tried his best 2 make up to me as he is busy wif work, busy earning money. When he gets his pay, he nv fails 2 buy me something nice n surprise me. :)) I'm such a lucky bitch. Haha. My other bitches too, nv fails 2 crap n provide d max entertainment. Esp our Miss Wang. Haha. Batam trip coming soon. Looking forward for it. It would b a smashing one. Keke. Oh ya. I bought a Adidas bag for my boy for V'day. Haven gt d chance 2 take d photo of it. I like tt bag very much. Even his mum says it's nice. Haha. I'm doing something else for him. It's actually for our 1 yr anniversary tis coming april. But i'm starting nw. Shall nt reveal much details. :))
Tts all i've 2 say. Wanted 2 do a random post initially abt some things. But i decide 2 hold it back first. Be back whn i'm ready wif d random post! :))
Monday, February 13, 2006
Juz finish wif 2 of my ind. assignments. Weird thing is, i'm nt tired at all.
I MISS MY BOY!!
Yes.. he is doing his midnite shift. AGAIN. It's his last midnite shift then tmr n tues is his rest day. We r gg 2 celebrate our 10mths anniversary n V'day tmr together. I got him a present n i hope he will like it. :))
My bday was a nice one. With my boy n my dear friends is more than enough. No more chalets which will kill me. Haha. A peaceful lunch wif d close ones is more impt. My boy gave me a mp3, a mickey mouse (baby) for my bday. Also, treatin me wif lots of stuffs! I love everything he has given me. He bought me a blueberry cheesecake which i love so much! It's super duper nice. Haha. Then, we spent some quality time together which i cherish alot. I sort of throw temper but still, he humour me n make me smile in d end. He reali dun mind throwin his dignity, his ego for me. I reali love him for tt. Not many guys can attain tt n i tink it's very heroic of him. Haha. I juz love him la! I was blind n shd have accepted my boy 5 yrs ago. I wasted 5 years of my youth on some other guys which can't do wad my boy did. LOL. It's life isn't it?
I saw someone, tis guy who has a very memorable place in my mind. It's nice 2 see him once again, concidentally, in a police officer uniform. I knew tis guy during sec sch NPCC days. See d concidence? LOL. He was d only guy who haf done umpteen of silly things for me. He is also d first guy 2 cry so pitifully. He even carved his name onto his arm. Haha. I let him down la actually. But it was a very memorable time of my life. Though we don't talk to each other anymore but he will always tt special friend. I juz hope he n his GF will b happy. His GF is a very nice girl cuz i knw his GF too. Haha. Heard tt they got together becuz d guy asked d girl for advices regarding my matters n as time goes by.. feelings came n in d end, they gt together. Love is such a funny thing don't u tink? Haha. I dunno hw true it is cuz i heard it frm a friend but no matter how, i wish tt he will b happy always n hope tt one day, we could b friends again. :))
Ok! I shall go hug me n my boy's mickey baby 2 slp. Tata. :))
In d meantime, Happy 10mths anniversary, Mr Yeo Soon Chong! I love u! :))
Pics will b uploaded in d nxt entry.
I MISS MY BOY!!
Yes.. he is doing his midnite shift. AGAIN. It's his last midnite shift then tmr n tues is his rest day. We r gg 2 celebrate our 10mths anniversary n V'day tmr together. I got him a present n i hope he will like it. :))
My bday was a nice one. With my boy n my dear friends is more than enough. No more chalets which will kill me. Haha. A peaceful lunch wif d close ones is more impt. My boy gave me a mp3, a mickey mouse (baby) for my bday. Also, treatin me wif lots of stuffs! I love everything he has given me. He bought me a blueberry cheesecake which i love so much! It's super duper nice. Haha. Then, we spent some quality time together which i cherish alot. I sort of throw temper but still, he humour me n make me smile in d end. He reali dun mind throwin his dignity, his ego for me. I reali love him for tt. Not many guys can attain tt n i tink it's very heroic of him. Haha. I juz love him la! I was blind n shd have accepted my boy 5 yrs ago. I wasted 5 years of my youth on some other guys which can't do wad my boy did. LOL. It's life isn't it?
I saw someone, tis guy who has a very memorable place in my mind. It's nice 2 see him once again, concidentally, in a police officer uniform. I knew tis guy during sec sch NPCC days. See d concidence? LOL. He was d only guy who haf done umpteen of silly things for me. He is also d first guy 2 cry so pitifully. He even carved his name onto his arm. Haha. I let him down la actually. But it was a very memorable time of my life. Though we don't talk to each other anymore but he will always tt special friend. I juz hope he n his GF will b happy. His GF is a very nice girl cuz i knw his GF too. Haha. Heard tt they got together becuz d guy asked d girl for advices regarding my matters n as time goes by.. feelings came n in d end, they gt together. Love is such a funny thing don't u tink? Haha. I dunno hw true it is cuz i heard it frm a friend but no matter how, i wish tt he will b happy always n hope tt one day, we could b friends again. :))
Ok! I shall go hug me n my boy's mickey baby 2 slp. Tata. :))
In d meantime, Happy 10mths anniversary, Mr Yeo Soon Chong! I love u! :))
Pics will b uploaded in d nxt entry.
Friday, February 10, 2006
Yes. It's my 22nd bday today! Dunno whether 2 b excited or nt 2 be. Cuz later..
d not so good things:
i'm offically 22.
Have 2 b in sch at 9am.
Have to wait for 2hrs plus b4 my presentation starts at 12.30pm
My boy has 2 work at 12am.
He can't get enough slp cuz he has 2 reach my sch at 12.30pm n he's workin nite shift today (9/2/06)
d good things:
Gg 2 have steamboat at Lucky Plaza.
d rest of d time left is wif my boy.
Was kept in suspense abt d things tt my boy n i are gg 2 do.
My presentation is finally over.
i'm 22.
Contradicting rite? Haha. I tink so too. No choice, cuz my heart is filled with contradictions n confusions. I want tis thing, but i dunwan 2 demand. I wan tis 2 happen, yet i dun wan 2 say or spell anything out. I want something, but whn my boy wants 2 buy,, i reject again. LOL. Tts me. Weird. Tts y my boy finds it hard 2 buy things for me cuz i kept changing. Keke. I pity him la actually. Been tortured like tt.
.........
y suddenly dots? Cuz my boy sudden come to my place 2 gif me a surprise. Haha. I shall stop here before he sees wad i'm typin. :))
Shall continue tmr. :))
d not so good things:
i'm offically 22.
Have 2 b in sch at 9am.
Have to wait for 2hrs plus b4 my presentation starts at 12.30pm
My boy has 2 work at 12am.
He can't get enough slp cuz he has 2 reach my sch at 12.30pm n he's workin nite shift today (9/2/06)
d good things:
Gg 2 have steamboat at Lucky Plaza.
d rest of d time left is wif my boy.
Was kept in suspense abt d things tt my boy n i are gg 2 do.
My presentation is finally over.
i'm 22.
Contradicting rite? Haha. I tink so too. No choice, cuz my heart is filled with contradictions n confusions. I want tis thing, but i dunwan 2 demand. I wan tis 2 happen, yet i dun wan 2 say or spell anything out. I want something, but whn my boy wants 2 buy,, i reject again. LOL. Tts me. Weird. Tts y my boy finds it hard 2 buy things for me cuz i kept changing. Keke. I pity him la actually. Been tortured like tt.
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y suddenly dots? Cuz my boy sudden come to my place 2 gif me a surprise. Haha. I shall stop here before he sees wad i'm typin. :))
Shall continue tmr. :))
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
In conclusion:
Meet my bf's mum: Good news :))
Watched Fun with Dick n Jane: Funny, but story plot nt very fantastic. :Done my video part on Sun: Good news :)
Formatted my laptop: Not very good news :)
Realised my formatted lappy cant read my work i done on sun: BAD NEWS :(
Have 2 re-do: SUPER BAD NEWS :((
BF bought me an Mp3 player: VERY GOOD NEWS :))
Haha. I'm actually panickin abt my proj. Dun reali anticipate my bday on FRI. Cuz i haf a major oral presentation. Freakin stress up, esp after wad my laptop has done 2 me. Duhz. Alright. SHall update till here. Nth much anyway, too busy wif assignments. Will b back whn i'm back. :))
Meet my bf's mum: Good news :))
Watched Fun with Dick n Jane: Funny, but story plot nt very fantastic. :Done my video part on Sun: Good news :)
Formatted my laptop: Not very good news :)
Realised my formatted lappy cant read my work i done on sun: BAD NEWS :(
Have 2 re-do: SUPER BAD NEWS :((
BF bought me an Mp3 player: VERY GOOD NEWS :))
Haha. I'm actually panickin abt my proj. Dun reali anticipate my bday on FRI. Cuz i haf a major oral presentation. Freakin stress up, esp after wad my laptop has done 2 me. Duhz. Alright. SHall update till here. Nth much anyway, too busy wif assignments. Will b back whn i'm back. :))
Friday, February 03, 2006
I'm damn damn tired....
PMS-ing actually. Which makes it even worse. All d cramps n d "drippin" feelin r killin me. Haha. Alright. It's too gross. :))
Lesson for an hr tis morn den it's proj meetin 4 another hr. Bought my bro a spongebob squarepants boxers cuz tt time he say he wanted one. Concidentally, today is NP's open house so there's a bazaar. Lucky him. Haha. Took 154 back 2 JP n i immed dozed off d moment i board d bus. All d way to JP. :)) Walked ard JP for some vcds shoppin n i bought tis other version of d taiwanese idol drama; When Prince turns into Frog (something like tt, can't reali rem). Reached home for awhile n waited for my bf to come over.
BF left my home ard 7pm. My place is like his second home nw. Walked freely here n there like nth. LOL. d way he mingled wif my family also so funny. But it's nice 2 see tt. BF came over 2 soothe my PMS. He came over n we slacked at d livin rm n watch d VCD i bought. It's super nice! :)) Then, after tt, we played stupid games like 5,10 n forfeited wif food in my home. LOL. Silly but fun cuz i cheated a num of times. My bf then eat d dessert my mum ask him to eat cuz it's for "heatiness" n after tt, played comp games before he head home 2 prep for work later.
Yes! After tonight shift which will end tmr morn 8am, bf will b havin his long weekend off. :)) May b meetin him for dinner tmr. Sat, will b gg 2 his home 2 "bai nian" first cuz his mum wanted him 2 pass me d red packet she gave me cuz she tot i was busy to go up but then, i feel tt it's nicer 2 go up in person. Kinda nervous cuz it will b my first time visitin his home. Haha. But then, they are nice ppl so i tink it will go smoothly. :)) After bf house, both of us will go down 2 dear jasmine's house for her house-warming. :)) Maybe after tt, movies!! It's gona b a fun weekend! :))
Alright. Some pics frm d KTV tt me n d girls went on 31st of Jan 2006
d kiss for Miss Wang. :))
d kiss for ME. :))
d "nervous" ME. :))
Tts all my darlings. Till nxt entry. :))
PMS-ing actually. Which makes it even worse. All d cramps n d "drippin" feelin r killin me. Haha. Alright. It's too gross. :))
Lesson for an hr tis morn den it's proj meetin 4 another hr. Bought my bro a spongebob squarepants boxers cuz tt time he say he wanted one. Concidentally, today is NP's open house so there's a bazaar. Lucky him. Haha. Took 154 back 2 JP n i immed dozed off d moment i board d bus. All d way to JP. :)) Walked ard JP for some vcds shoppin n i bought tis other version of d taiwanese idol drama; When Prince turns into Frog (something like tt, can't reali rem). Reached home for awhile n waited for my bf to come over.
BF left my home ard 7pm. My place is like his second home nw. Walked freely here n there like nth. LOL. d way he mingled wif my family also so funny. But it's nice 2 see tt. BF came over 2 soothe my PMS. He came over n we slacked at d livin rm n watch d VCD i bought. It's super nice! :)) Then, after tt, we played stupid games like 5,10 n forfeited wif food in my home. LOL. Silly but fun cuz i cheated a num of times. My bf then eat d dessert my mum ask him to eat cuz it's for "heatiness" n after tt, played comp games before he head home 2 prep for work later.
Yes! After tonight shift which will end tmr morn 8am, bf will b havin his long weekend off. :)) May b meetin him for dinner tmr. Sat, will b gg 2 his home 2 "bai nian" first cuz his mum wanted him 2 pass me d red packet she gave me cuz she tot i was busy to go up but then, i feel tt it's nicer 2 go up in person. Kinda nervous cuz it will b my first time visitin his home. Haha. But then, they are nice ppl so i tink it will go smoothly. :)) After bf house, both of us will go down 2 dear jasmine's house for her house-warming. :)) Maybe after tt, movies!! It's gona b a fun weekend! :))
Alright. Some pics frm d KTV tt me n d girls went on 31st of Jan 2006
d kiss for Miss Wang. :))
d kiss for ME. :))
d "nervous" ME. :))
Tts all my darlings. Till nxt entry. :))
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Yeah! Third day of CNY. So far, so good. Very pleasant one indeed. A brief re-cap.
First day of CNY.
Booked a cab down 2 grandma place (paternal side), stayed there 4 ard 2 hrs. Nothing much 2 add i guess cuz it's boring. Till tt day i realised d ONLY cousin tt i talk 2 feels d same way too. Haha. Interesting. I did my assignment there. LOL. d place there is quite motivating 2 do work u know. :)) Anyway, d cousin i mentioned in my previous blog is getting married nxt mth. It's very shockin. Haha. I onli gt 2 see d BF yest n they r getting married nxt mth at marine parade which is like damn far. Went home n SLACK after tt. Better than staying there actually. COllected red packets also. :))
Second day of CNY.
Woke up n helped mum 2 fried some food 2 bring to my cousin's place. Did n prepare everything n was ready ard 3pm. My BF came over my home also cuz we r gg together. Uncle came 2 fetch us n off we went down 2 Yio Chu Kang. My cousin-in-law is preg! :)) A very happy thing! And... my first cousin, his elder brother, is becoming a daddy tis feb too! So it's double happiness! LOL! But my second cousin is expecting their baby during d mth of Aug. So nice isn't it. 2 brothers becoming daddies on d same yr, onli 1 is startin of d yr, n 1 is end of d yr. BUt still, d puppies in d yr of dog. :)) Crap ard there, watch dvds, collect red packets. Haha. It was much fun than d first day. After tt, dear n me went 2 town n wana watch movies but it was filled wif ppl!! Manz.. we decide 2 go down 2 Chinatown instead. Hang ard there till 11pm den we took cabby home! Tis yr was special cuz i brought my bf along n it was a nice nice thing. :))
Today
d girls r comin down! Hedy n Jasmine. :)) Kim is in Malaysia, visiting. Comin down for mahjong! Maybe after tt, we r heading town for KTV. :)) Can't wait! BF is gg back 2 work already. :(( But one gd news is tt, both of our red packets is enough, (more than enough) for our batam trip! Hehe. A very happy news. In tt way, his nxt salary could b used for shopping there! :))
Anyway, i saw my shoutout box n i got a shock of my life. Haha. Firstly, i thank d person for leaving tt much tags in d tagboard. :)) Thanks for d comments. But then tt person mentioned abt me gossipin abt my friends. Actually, it's not gossip, to me i guess. Cuz i didn't mention names n d things tt i blog abt ARE true. d rest like comments n stuffs r how i feel. Those ppl tt i talked abt, seriously, r ppl tt i know for quite a period of time so i must say, once they change, it's easy 2 detect. It's also lessons i learnt abt L-I-F-E. :)) But anyway, thanks for ur comments once again. :))
No pictures yet. :(( i wan a digital camera or a bluetooth adapter!
First day of CNY.
Booked a cab down 2 grandma place (paternal side), stayed there 4 ard 2 hrs. Nothing much 2 add i guess cuz it's boring. Till tt day i realised d ONLY cousin tt i talk 2 feels d same way too. Haha. Interesting. I did my assignment there. LOL. d place there is quite motivating 2 do work u know. :)) Anyway, d cousin i mentioned in my previous blog is getting married nxt mth. It's very shockin. Haha. I onli gt 2 see d BF yest n they r getting married nxt mth at marine parade which is like damn far. Went home n SLACK after tt. Better than staying there actually. COllected red packets also. :))
Second day of CNY.
Woke up n helped mum 2 fried some food 2 bring to my cousin's place. Did n prepare everything n was ready ard 3pm. My BF came over my home also cuz we r gg together. Uncle came 2 fetch us n off we went down 2 Yio Chu Kang. My cousin-in-law is preg! :)) A very happy thing! And... my first cousin, his elder brother, is becoming a daddy tis feb too! So it's double happiness! LOL! But my second cousin is expecting their baby during d mth of Aug. So nice isn't it. 2 brothers becoming daddies on d same yr, onli 1 is startin of d yr, n 1 is end of d yr. BUt still, d puppies in d yr of dog. :)) Crap ard there, watch dvds, collect red packets. Haha. It was much fun than d first day. After tt, dear n me went 2 town n wana watch movies but it was filled wif ppl!! Manz.. we decide 2 go down 2 Chinatown instead. Hang ard there till 11pm den we took cabby home! Tis yr was special cuz i brought my bf along n it was a nice nice thing. :))
Today
d girls r comin down! Hedy n Jasmine. :)) Kim is in Malaysia, visiting. Comin down for mahjong! Maybe after tt, we r heading town for KTV. :)) Can't wait! BF is gg back 2 work already. :(( But one gd news is tt, both of our red packets is enough, (more than enough) for our batam trip! Hehe. A very happy news. In tt way, his nxt salary could b used for shopping there! :))
Anyway, i saw my shoutout box n i got a shock of my life. Haha. Firstly, i thank d person for leaving tt much tags in d tagboard. :)) Thanks for d comments. But then tt person mentioned abt me gossipin abt my friends. Actually, it's not gossip, to me i guess. Cuz i didn't mention names n d things tt i blog abt ARE true. d rest like comments n stuffs r how i feel. Those ppl tt i talked abt, seriously, r ppl tt i know for quite a period of time so i must say, once they change, it's easy 2 detect. It's also lessons i learnt abt L-I-F-E. :)) But anyway, thanks for ur comments once again. :))
No pictures yet. :(( i wan a digital camera or a bluetooth adapter!
Sunday, January 29, 2006
YES! EVE of CNY. SO far, so good. Mum had already prepare everything needed 4 d steamboat/teppanyaki later. :)) Dear has also gave 2 my family d things he bought for us. Mum told me tt d abalone his mum choose is expensive. I was like -_-'' Haha. Anyway, my parents in d end, went down n bought them nice nice bbq meat for his family. d bbq meat r place in a very nice tupperware box. LOL. Dear would b coming down 2 get it later. :))
Assignments r still in my mind nw cuz there r still ALOT tt i haven do. Esp my individual ones. Gosh. I guess tis CNY, i'm gg 2 carry my notebook wherever i go in order 2 do my hmwork. Haha. But i dun mind actually, esp tmr where i'm gg down 2 my father side there. I dread for tis day in fact. I tink i will b totally engrossed in doing my work. So much better than talking 2 those ppl tt i dun like. I dun like putting up a fake front n pretend 2 like a person. Tt kinda reminds me tt i need to vent something out...
If i dun talk, dun say Hi or even look at d person, it means tt i DUN LIKE YOU! STAY AWAY FROM MY SIGHT! Even thou d person may b my friend's BF or wadever.
Haha. I tink my HINT is big enough unless tt person "itself" (not himself or herself) is D-U-M-B. My hint means tt u are being blacklisted by me n therefore, i DO NOT wish 2 speak 2 u cuz it would onli anger me more. Dun need 2 ask y i blacklisted u. There r simply TOO MANY reasons. d sight of u juz irks me. Ok? Just stay away.. as FAR as POSSIBLE. I know i'm gg 2 face u soon, which was kinda "no choice" thing but i hope whn i see u.. dun do other stupid things tt will trigger something not very nice. Pls take away ur proud n egoistic behaviour. I was wrong abt ur character, WE were ALL wrong. U change 360degrees d moment u dun need our help. So, we r changing too. ESP ME. I hate ppl like u, A Piece of Wood.
Haha. Tt kinda get something off my head. Being wantin 2 talk abt it LONG LONG time ago. Alright! Shall go rest while waitin for my boy 2 come! :)))
Assignments r still in my mind nw cuz there r still ALOT tt i haven do. Esp my individual ones. Gosh. I guess tis CNY, i'm gg 2 carry my notebook wherever i go in order 2 do my hmwork. Haha. But i dun mind actually, esp tmr where i'm gg down 2 my father side there. I dread for tis day in fact. I tink i will b totally engrossed in doing my work. So much better than talking 2 those ppl tt i dun like. I dun like putting up a fake front n pretend 2 like a person. Tt kinda reminds me tt i need to vent something out...
If i dun talk, dun say Hi or even look at d person, it means tt i DUN LIKE YOU! STAY AWAY FROM MY SIGHT! Even thou d person may b my friend's BF or wadever.
Haha. I tink my HINT is big enough unless tt person "itself" (not himself or herself) is D-U-M-B. My hint means tt u are being blacklisted by me n therefore, i DO NOT wish 2 speak 2 u cuz it would onli anger me more. Dun need 2 ask y i blacklisted u. There r simply TOO MANY reasons. d sight of u juz irks me. Ok? Just stay away.. as FAR as POSSIBLE. I know i'm gg 2 face u soon, which was kinda "no choice" thing but i hope whn i see u.. dun do other stupid things tt will trigger something not very nice. Pls take away ur proud n egoistic behaviour. I was wrong abt ur character, WE were ALL wrong. U change 360degrees d moment u dun need our help. So, we r changing too. ESP ME. I hate ppl like u, A Piece of Wood.
Haha. Tt kinda get something off my head. Being wantin 2 talk abt it LONG LONG time ago. Alright! Shall go rest while waitin for my boy 2 come! :)))
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Few more days to CNY. Realised tt i have so much other things to do. Gosh. Not a very enjoyable CNY i guess. Too many assignments in my mind. Both individual n group. Meetings, dealines n everything is in my mind. They are screaming loudly than my mood for CNY. Haha. But anyway, tis yr d girls r coming over 4 CNY! Shd b fun! Mum bought mahjong set specially 4 us so tt we cud entertain ourselves. :))
Lessons today.. same old thing but classmates r very hyper today. LOL. Did alot of crappy things wif them. :)) I got myself 2 cuts also. One on my left hand n d other on my knee. Duhs. Pain like mad. BF says today is my "cuts-day" Crap. Haha. After lesson, head back. Went 4 my haircut n trim my eyebrows. :)) Tt makes my day. LOL. Of cuz, d mahjong set as well. After everything, mum came 2 meet me n both of us went 2 buy pineapple tarts, almond+peanut pastry n a spicy tidbit thingy for my bf's family. Hehe. Fri will b buying d "ba gua" for them too. :)) BF need nt haf 2 work during CNY also! Able 2 get leave! Happy happy! :))
Tmr will b heading down 2 wdls 4 proj. Suppose 2 b at my house but dear jasmine is sick n she haf 2 rush back home so make it at wdls would b easier thou i also dun mind yishun. Haha. We love jasmine too much to let her suffer la. LOL. Then after tt, BF will b meeting me n we r heading town! Wan 2 go 2 Far East for some shopping! :)) Aimed a tube dress d last time i went there so tis time, gg back there 2 try n get some other things! :)) Will b a very happy girl tmr.
Will be offically a diploma grad 3 weeks from nw. Yest someone talk 2 us abt d Bachelor Degree tt will b offered for ECH students in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. 2 years course tt will be held in NP. d degree will b given by a university in US. Details will not be out till tis feb or march. Most prob i will be waiting for tis Bachelor Degree. Parents have given me support n so is my bf. He says he will support me emotionally n financially. Haha. It will start either in July 2006 or Sept 2006. A few months after i grad. It would be gd for me in d future, better pay also i hope. LOL. Reali look forward for it. Till now, could only wish details would be revealed ASAP! After grad, will b my class chalet followed by batam trip den graduation night (prom). Schedule is soooo pack n i could see my $$$$ flying away already. Haha. But its d only few times for us 2 gather together. :((
Alright! Shall go do my other stuffs! BF will b coming over my house later n pass me d goodies he bought 4 my family! :))
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! COLLECT MORE RED PACKETS!! :))
Lessons today.. same old thing but classmates r very hyper today. LOL. Did alot of crappy things wif them. :)) I got myself 2 cuts also. One on my left hand n d other on my knee. Duhs. Pain like mad. BF says today is my "cuts-day" Crap. Haha. After lesson, head back. Went 4 my haircut n trim my eyebrows. :)) Tt makes my day. LOL. Of cuz, d mahjong set as well. After everything, mum came 2 meet me n both of us went 2 buy pineapple tarts, almond+peanut pastry n a spicy tidbit thingy for my bf's family. Hehe. Fri will b buying d "ba gua" for them too. :)) BF need nt haf 2 work during CNY also! Able 2 get leave! Happy happy! :))
Tmr will b heading down 2 wdls 4 proj. Suppose 2 b at my house but dear jasmine is sick n she haf 2 rush back home so make it at wdls would b easier thou i also dun mind yishun. Haha. We love jasmine too much to let her suffer la. LOL. Then after tt, BF will b meeting me n we r heading town! Wan 2 go 2 Far East for some shopping! :)) Aimed a tube dress d last time i went there so tis time, gg back there 2 try n get some other things! :)) Will b a very happy girl tmr.
Will be offically a diploma grad 3 weeks from nw. Yest someone talk 2 us abt d Bachelor Degree tt will b offered for ECH students in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. 2 years course tt will be held in NP. d degree will b given by a university in US. Details will not be out till tis feb or march. Most prob i will be waiting for tis Bachelor Degree. Parents have given me support n so is my bf. He says he will support me emotionally n financially. Haha. It will start either in July 2006 or Sept 2006. A few months after i grad. It would be gd for me in d future, better pay also i hope. LOL. Reali look forward for it. Till now, could only wish details would be revealed ASAP! After grad, will b my class chalet followed by batam trip den graduation night (prom). Schedule is soooo pack n i could see my $$$$ flying away already. Haha. But its d only few times for us 2 gather together. :((
Alright! Shall go do my other stuffs! BF will b coming over my house later n pass me d goodies he bought 4 my family! :))
HAPPY CNY PEOPLE! COLLECT MORE RED PACKETS!! :))
Monday, January 23, 2006
CNY
Time of d year is coming.. d time when Ang Baos come into my purse. Wahaha.. But seriously speaking, dun reali anticipate d chinese new yr. Firstly, is becuz of my relatives. My father side i mean. A mean mean bunch, esp my aunts. I remember during my bro funeral, d first thing tt my 3rd aunt came talkin 2 me was, "Why ur handwriting so ugly?" Fantastic isn't it? To have such "wonderful" aunt. I feel like slapping her wif my book at tt time. I was scribbling in my notebook 2 do my proj work cuz i'm those type tt have 2 write down ALL d things before i typed out, thus, d messy handwriting. But.. who is she 2 critise my writing? Somemore, it's her very first sentence. Nothing good comes from them. It's my bro's funeral for goodness sake, shouldn't she be saying sm comforting words? Since then, my hate for them deepens. They didnt even come during d final day of my bro's funeral. All becuz it falls near CNY. Ridiculous. All my mum's side family members arrived but they? So angry whnever i tink abt it. I dun like gg 2 my grandma's place (father's side). Not tt i'm being rude but we were nv look in d same way as they look other cousins of mine. My bro n I were always cast aside. But i dun care actually. I'm there 4 d red packets n 2 see my grandma, tts all. Talking abt cousins, there r 2 which i NEVER talk 2 them before. Weird huh? Can say is i nv initiate but then, wads d pt? Wadever they say, i can't link. My younger brother too, often plays his mp3 alone at a side, not playing or talkin wif cousins of his age. I remember one of my cousin, HuiLing. She is d prettiest among all n got alot of attention by all my relatives. She has a sweet mouth tts y all cant resist. My impression of her sunk from gd 2 bad wif juz one sentence, "Early childhood study le got use meh? Come out sure difficult 2 earn money de!" Tt was d sentence. I wanted so much 2 rebuke her n tell her not everything is abt earning big bucks. Early childhood education is so much more than juz a childcare teacher. A course tt is often misunderstood by ppl. It could do more, like teachin special needs children. Not everyone can do tt but ppl in ECH can! Its meaningful. I kept quiet whn she says tt. After tt, i left d room. If again it happens tis year, i'm so gg 2 thrash everything right in her face. I can't stand being critised at every single thing i'm doing or done. :((
Alright! Hehe. Time 4 some nice nice things. CNY clothes! Bought quite a few pieces. Mum bought me 3 bottoms n 2 tops, my bf bought me 2 tops; cardigans. I like all very much! :)) BF tis CNY will b working.. therefore, cant go "bai nian" I'm still tinking abt wad 2 buy for his family tis CNY. BF will be accompanying me 2 Chinatown on thurs 2 see if there is any goodies tt i can buy for his family. He bought 2 cans of abalone n 2 "nian gao" for my family. d "nian gao" is his grandma say it is a MUST 2 gif, dunno y also. Maybe for luck? Haha. Tts y i'm so stressed cuz i dunno anything abt all these traditions on giving these goodies. Keke.
Ok! Shall stop blogging. Shall go watch some tv.
Signing off. Ciao. :))
Time of d year is coming.. d time when Ang Baos come into my purse. Wahaha.. But seriously speaking, dun reali anticipate d chinese new yr. Firstly, is becuz of my relatives. My father side i mean. A mean mean bunch, esp my aunts. I remember during my bro funeral, d first thing tt my 3rd aunt came talkin 2 me was, "Why ur handwriting so ugly?" Fantastic isn't it? To have such "wonderful" aunt. I feel like slapping her wif my book at tt time. I was scribbling in my notebook 2 do my proj work cuz i'm those type tt have 2 write down ALL d things before i typed out, thus, d messy handwriting. But.. who is she 2 critise my writing? Somemore, it's her very first sentence. Nothing good comes from them. It's my bro's funeral for goodness sake, shouldn't she be saying sm comforting words? Since then, my hate for them deepens. They didnt even come during d final day of my bro's funeral. All becuz it falls near CNY. Ridiculous. All my mum's side family members arrived but they? So angry whnever i tink abt it. I dun like gg 2 my grandma's place (father's side). Not tt i'm being rude but we were nv look in d same way as they look other cousins of mine. My bro n I were always cast aside. But i dun care actually. I'm there 4 d red packets n 2 see my grandma, tts all. Talking abt cousins, there r 2 which i NEVER talk 2 them before. Weird huh? Can say is i nv initiate but then, wads d pt? Wadever they say, i can't link. My younger brother too, often plays his mp3 alone at a side, not playing or talkin wif cousins of his age. I remember one of my cousin, HuiLing. She is d prettiest among all n got alot of attention by all my relatives. She has a sweet mouth tts y all cant resist. My impression of her sunk from gd 2 bad wif juz one sentence, "Early childhood study le got use meh? Come out sure difficult 2 earn money de!" Tt was d sentence. I wanted so much 2 rebuke her n tell her not everything is abt earning big bucks. Early childhood education is so much more than juz a childcare teacher. A course tt is often misunderstood by ppl. It could do more, like teachin special needs children. Not everyone can do tt but ppl in ECH can! Its meaningful. I kept quiet whn she says tt. After tt, i left d room. If again it happens tis year, i'm so gg 2 thrash everything right in her face. I can't stand being critised at every single thing i'm doing or done. :((
Alright! Hehe. Time 4 some nice nice things. CNY clothes! Bought quite a few pieces. Mum bought me 3 bottoms n 2 tops, my bf bought me 2 tops; cardigans. I like all very much! :)) BF tis CNY will b working.. therefore, cant go "bai nian" I'm still tinking abt wad 2 buy for his family tis CNY. BF will be accompanying me 2 Chinatown on thurs 2 see if there is any goodies tt i can buy for his family. He bought 2 cans of abalone n 2 "nian gao" for my family. d "nian gao" is his grandma say it is a MUST 2 gif, dunno y also. Maybe for luck? Haha. Tts y i'm so stressed cuz i dunno anything abt all these traditions on giving these goodies. Keke.
Ok! Shall stop blogging. Shall go watch some tv.
Signing off. Ciao. :))
Sunday, January 22, 2006
I'm back! Yes. These few days, my connection been giving me probs. Due 2 my phone line thingy. Dunno y. Whenever i talk on d phone, awhile later.. d connection would b gone. My residential phone i mean. Called Singtel n hope they would b able 2 solved d prob whn they come down tmr morn. So troublesome.. called them n they took so long. Transfer me here n there. Duhz. Anyway, my implementation 4 final yr proj is officially over! It was a success. Heez. Geraldine did say tt we could use alot of body language 2 communicate. So funny la she. d way she imitates. Thou implementaion is over, there is still alot more of written thingy behind. Gosh. All d evaluations n all d portfolio stuffs. In my previous post, talked abt taking advantage. Shall still keep it aside first cuz i've gt something else 2 talk abt. Linking back 2 one of d post, i talked abt a friend of mine. A friend whom i knew 4 years but nw we are like strangers. There is tis one incident which was clear in my mind but it don't reali involve me, but d person tt is closest 2 me. Shall nt reveal who for identity reasons but i shall share tis story. I was there wif tt person whn tis happen also.
d story goes like tis..
A friend, lets call tis friend, L. L has a partner whom they r together 4 quite a few years but due 2 d fact tt tis partner is always busy wif work n often neglect L, causing them 2 meet onli once in a blue moon. Reasons for d partner 2 work so hard is becuz of family probs. I guess, d partner assumed tt since they have been together 4 so long, L should b faithful n wun find any others outside. At tt time, L was often so free n was always hanging out wif buddies n of cuz, 1 of d buddies happen 2 b d person tt is close 2 me. But as time goes by... was d partner so wrong! L begin 2 work n in d workplace, L gt 2 know tis new girl, lets call her B.. an older girl in fact. L starts 2 behave so weird. L was caught a few times wif B n some was even d partner's friends! Dramatic rite? As i predicted, they broke up. I guess L didnt get d attention tt he wants or even d s*x he wanted from d partner tts y.. he fell in love wif B. Sad but true. I pity d partner actually. L was in d wrong in my perspective cuz he shd nt b 2-timing ppl. One day, d day where he officially so call announced B as his new gf, all of us meet d both of them. Went 2 some place 4 dinner. B is pretty.. but bitchy. Haha. She is older than me maybe by 3 or 4 yrs. Tts old 2 me. I dun understand y B will wan 2 choose L cuz he's of my age. B looks so mature n i tink L, who wans 2 fit into her, acted mature also. Mark my words, is ACT. I dunno wads wrong but he seems sooooooo different d few times i see him. They ordered their meals. I was kind enough 2 lend them my student privilege card cuz i know B will NEVER has tis kind of chance 2 have tis kind of card, if u know wad i mean. BUt in d end, whn they come back, they still dare 2 say tt d discount was little n didnt even say thank you. Not a very gd impression after tt. I started 2 observe d both of them. L ordered a steak-like dish n know wad? Before L wans 2 start eating. B stops him n starts 2 cut d poor steak into million of small pieces. It looks disgusting i must say. I dun understand y she does tt. At tt pt, i feel tt she must b crazy 2 cut her bf's meat into so many pieces. By d time she does tt, d food is cold n d purpose of eating steak is nt there! For many of us, we cut one piece n savour it. But for B, cut everything into small small pieces n then her bf is allowed 2 eat. Maybe its d high class eating method i don't know but it looks ridiculous to me. d food is one thing. Conversation comes along n B was like a vase, sitting there wif an arrogant face. L? Even worse. He used 2 b those happy n crappy type of guy which everyone can connect wif but since tis r/s started, he become so distant. His buddies remained d same, funny n joking kind but not him. After d dinner, they went 2 KTV. L asked d close friend of mine 2 help them get discount 4 d KTV. But they have no intention 2 ask d friend 2 join! L said, "go there help us take discount then after tt, u all ca go anywhere u all wan" So obvious tt they don't want us ard. I stopped my friend frm helping cuz i don't tink they deserve it. Tt very night, i have 2 meet a friend. L wanted 2 ask her something also so i say to wait for her cuz she would be meeting us slightly later. L n B then wanted 2 go 2 d toilet n walked ard. It was 9.30pm. All d shops r closed, shop wad? Nvm. They left n we waited. My friend came n we was chatting n realised L n B was nowhere 2 b found. His buddies called n know wad? Both of them r already at d KTV. Rude isn't it? He didnt even informed his buddies n onli whn his buddies called him den all of us know where is L. Since then, he didnt contact them as often as before. Sad rite? 2 see somemore changed just like tt. To d worse somemore. His buddies was affected too but they don't wan 2 care anymore. I hope.. tt L would learn 2 appreciate things more. One day, u will need them. I m VERY sure. A mature girl like B will break ur heart one day. Her mentality is way too different. Impression ofd her is like she is those "kept" type of girl. Pretty n materialistic. To ignore all of ur buddies becuz of her i don't tink is very wise.
Yes. Tts hw d story goes. I realised my life is full of dramas. Be it for me or even for d ppl ard me. Haha. Interesting stories everyday. Some very sad but there's always a learning moral behind it. :))
d story goes like tis..
A friend, lets call tis friend, L. L has a partner whom they r together 4 quite a few years but due 2 d fact tt tis partner is always busy wif work n often neglect L, causing them 2 meet onli once in a blue moon. Reasons for d partner 2 work so hard is becuz of family probs. I guess, d partner assumed tt since they have been together 4 so long, L should b faithful n wun find any others outside. At tt time, L was often so free n was always hanging out wif buddies n of cuz, 1 of d buddies happen 2 b d person tt is close 2 me. But as time goes by... was d partner so wrong! L begin 2 work n in d workplace, L gt 2 know tis new girl, lets call her B.. an older girl in fact. L starts 2 behave so weird. L was caught a few times wif B n some was even d partner's friends! Dramatic rite? As i predicted, they broke up. I guess L didnt get d attention tt he wants or even d s*x he wanted from d partner tts y.. he fell in love wif B. Sad but true. I pity d partner actually. L was in d wrong in my perspective cuz he shd nt b 2-timing ppl. One day, d day where he officially so call announced B as his new gf, all of us meet d both of them. Went 2 some place 4 dinner. B is pretty.. but bitchy. Haha. She is older than me maybe by 3 or 4 yrs. Tts old 2 me. I dun understand y B will wan 2 choose L cuz he's of my age. B looks so mature n i tink L, who wans 2 fit into her, acted mature also. Mark my words, is ACT. I dunno wads wrong but he seems sooooooo different d few times i see him. They ordered their meals. I was kind enough 2 lend them my student privilege card cuz i know B will NEVER has tis kind of chance 2 have tis kind of card, if u know wad i mean. BUt in d end, whn they come back, they still dare 2 say tt d discount was little n didnt even say thank you. Not a very gd impression after tt. I started 2 observe d both of them. L ordered a steak-like dish n know wad? Before L wans 2 start eating. B stops him n starts 2 cut d poor steak into million of small pieces. It looks disgusting i must say. I dun understand y she does tt. At tt pt, i feel tt she must b crazy 2 cut her bf's meat into so many pieces. By d time she does tt, d food is cold n d purpose of eating steak is nt there! For many of us, we cut one piece n savour it. But for B, cut everything into small small pieces n then her bf is allowed 2 eat. Maybe its d high class eating method i don't know but it looks ridiculous to me. d food is one thing. Conversation comes along n B was like a vase, sitting there wif an arrogant face. L? Even worse. He used 2 b those happy n crappy type of guy which everyone can connect wif but since tis r/s started, he become so distant. His buddies remained d same, funny n joking kind but not him. After d dinner, they went 2 KTV. L asked d close friend of mine 2 help them get discount 4 d KTV. But they have no intention 2 ask d friend 2 join! L said, "go there help us take discount then after tt, u all ca go anywhere u all wan" So obvious tt they don't want us ard. I stopped my friend frm helping cuz i don't tink they deserve it. Tt very night, i have 2 meet a friend. L wanted 2 ask her something also so i say to wait for her cuz she would be meeting us slightly later. L n B then wanted 2 go 2 d toilet n walked ard. It was 9.30pm. All d shops r closed, shop wad? Nvm. They left n we waited. My friend came n we was chatting n realised L n B was nowhere 2 b found. His buddies called n know wad? Both of them r already at d KTV. Rude isn't it? He didnt even informed his buddies n onli whn his buddies called him den all of us know where is L. Since then, he didnt contact them as often as before. Sad rite? 2 see somemore changed just like tt. To d worse somemore. His buddies was affected too but they don't wan 2 care anymore. I hope.. tt L would learn 2 appreciate things more. One day, u will need them. I m VERY sure. A mature girl like B will break ur heart one day. Her mentality is way too different. Impression ofd her is like she is those "kept" type of girl. Pretty n materialistic. To ignore all of ur buddies becuz of her i don't tink is very wise.
Yes. Tts hw d story goes. I realised my life is full of dramas. Be it for me or even for d ppl ard me. Haha. Interesting stories everyday. Some very sad but there's always a learning moral behind it. :))
Friday, January 20, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
i wan 2 blog a post on "Taking Advantage"
was kinda pissed off by a friend tt accused us (not onli me, mind u) of doing tt. ESP whn it involved d "all-so-wonderful-but-woody-BF", it makes me even DISGUSTED. Also, involving some of d "i-dunno-who-d-fuck" they are GUYS tt sided tt person. Certainly tts none of tt guy business but then, he still dare 2 sort of accuse us n was like kinda of reprimanding us of tis matter. But d truth isnt wad it looks like. So tempted so rant abt it NOW.
BUT.. time is running out 4 me cuz i have NOT yet prepare 4 d proj meeting later. Haha. I gt 2 reach wdls at 2.30pm. Now, still slackin at home. So lazy!! I tink i shall do tis post whn i'm free. Maybe TMR. Cuz tonight i got 2 study 4 a quiz TMR. I sooo wan 2 blog pictures but due 2 d fact tt i have nt got a bluetooth adaptor which allows me 2 bluetooth as many pictures as i like 2 d PC, tis blog shall remain as WORDY as it is. Hee. Unless someone wan 2 gif me one 4 FREE. Keke. Alright! TIll d nxt update then, which includes d post i WANTED 2 post. :))
P.S: In Her Shoes is nice. Meaningful n touching. :)) I would rate it 8/10. :))
was kinda pissed off by a friend tt accused us (not onli me, mind u) of doing tt. ESP whn it involved d "all-so-wonderful-but-woody-BF", it makes me even DISGUSTED. Also, involving some of d "i-dunno-who-d-fuck" they are GUYS tt sided tt person. Certainly tts none of tt guy business but then, he still dare 2 sort of accuse us n was like kinda of reprimanding us of tis matter. But d truth isnt wad it looks like. So tempted so rant abt it NOW.
BUT.. time is running out 4 me cuz i have NOT yet prepare 4 d proj meeting later. Haha. I gt 2 reach wdls at 2.30pm. Now, still slackin at home. So lazy!! I tink i shall do tis post whn i'm free. Maybe TMR. Cuz tonight i got 2 study 4 a quiz TMR. I sooo wan 2 blog pictures but due 2 d fact tt i have nt got a bluetooth adaptor which allows me 2 bluetooth as many pictures as i like 2 d PC, tis blog shall remain as WORDY as it is. Hee. Unless someone wan 2 gif me one 4 FREE. Keke. Alright! TIll d nxt update then, which includes d post i WANTED 2 post. :))
P.S: In Her Shoes is nice. Meaningful n touching. :)) I would rate it 8/10. :))
Friday, January 13, 2006
Yeah! Went 2 d centre for a discussion wif d supervisor abt our implementation n GOSH.. so many things 2 edit n it's driving everyone of us crazy. Sighz. After d discussion, went 2 causeway point wif d girls n sat down in MOS burger n start our short discussion. Left ard 2plus n Hedy n I head down 2 Marina Square 4 our gathering. Went down 2 Seoul Garden n started crapping. Fun n heart-warming. LOL. Been a long time since d last gathering. All tis gatherings would definitely b memorable n clear in my mind. I'm lucky 2 haf all these ppl as my classmates. So glad tt i don't belong 2 other class cuz my class peeps r very supportive no matter during presentations or during projs. A fun bunch! Took photos n ate n ate till me n Hedy could nt take it anymore. Both of us left ard 5pm cuz we haf 2 go back n edit our implementations stuff. Reached JP ard 5plus n i met my boy for awhile. Bought stuff tt we need n then head home. Just finish editing d things needed for TMR. A long n stressful day TMR. Haf 2 reach WDLS at 9am in d morn.. which means, i haf 2 wake up at a freakin 6.30am. Manz.. my mind is so exhausted but no choice, my lecturer already warned us tt tis coming few weeks till grad would b a very torturing one. It's whn students drop out. Can't imagine tt happening 2 me. Struggle 4 almost 3 yrs n at d very end, decide 2 drop-out. Tt's a waste of parents' money n also my effort. Must nv let it happen. There's also cases where d student go berserk because of d final yr proj (IEP). Sigh! :(( I shall nt let it happen. Shall still try 2 instil sm fun element inside all d projs in order 2 balance d stressed mind. LOL. Easier said than done rite? Keke.
TMR.. implementation at d centre till ard 12 den go back 2 sch at 1pm 4 my Advanced Speech Training Test on d transcriptions (all d "arabic" words tt u see in d dict.)got a feeling tt i might flunk it. LOL, then a make-up lecture frm 2-4pm. After a long long day, gg back 2 JP 2 meet my boy. Cuz TMR is our 9mths anniversary. Seems so fast rite? Feels like we just started onli. Haha. Tt's a good thing i guess. :)) Gona catch "In Her Shoes". Then after d movies, my boy haf 2 go 2 work as he's workin nite shift TMR.. 12-8am in d morn.
Alright! I shall go try 2 study abit 4 my test TMR. Wish me luck! :))
TMR.. implementation at d centre till ard 12 den go back 2 sch at 1pm 4 my Advanced Speech Training Test on d transcriptions (all d "arabic" words tt u see in d dict.)got a feeling tt i might flunk it. LOL, then a make-up lecture frm 2-4pm. After a long long day, gg back 2 JP 2 meet my boy. Cuz TMR is our 9mths anniversary. Seems so fast rite? Feels like we just started onli. Haha. Tt's a good thing i guess. :)) Gona catch "In Her Shoes". Then after d movies, my boy haf 2 go 2 work as he's workin nite shift TMR.. 12-8am in d morn.
Alright! I shall go try 2 study abit 4 my test TMR. Wish me luck! :))
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Random post 1: What's True/Best Friends?
True/Best friends. A term tt we often used/see in secondary schools, whn u haf ur own gang of friends n whn u sign those autograph books n u r asked 2 write down d names of ur "true"/"best" friends. I had a childhood friend since i was in kindergarten. Actually got a few childhood friends tt was in d same kindergarten, primary n secondary sch as me. Till now we still keep in contact, ONLI one. She stays in d same BLK as me, till nw she still does. I dunno how our Mums gt 2 know each other but what i know is, we end up playing together whn we r still in kindergarten. She will often come 2 my house n play Barbie dolls (wad else?) n also some pretend pretend play. We wud go downstairs n ride bicyles with our maids n my brother. It was years n years of fun. My mum took care of her for a period of time cuz her parents was busy workin n could nt take care of her. She wud often be in my house n everyday, playing n doing crazy stuffs. Dressing up, irritating my brother n stuffs. My parents wud bring her out too whnever my parents wan 2 bring us out 4 shopping. My parents at tt time, wud bring us to Toys'r'us twice a yr 4 us 2 choose wadever toys we want n wud get it 4 us. We took lots of photos too. All d poses i still can remember. Haha. Those were d childhood yrs.
Then, primary sch came. I was posted 2 Xingnan Primary but she went 2 Boon Lay Garden. d times for us 2 play becomes shorter cuz i know lots of other friends there. My kindergarten friends were there also. We did not reali keep in contact thruout d primary sch yrs but there r still times where we will meet downstairs n play together. Tt was lower primary.
Upper primary came, LESSER time cuz i haf a gang of 4 friends who often do things together. Vain time came n basically hanging out wif my own classmates. We were so close tt time. Tt was d time whn i haf my first BF n stuffs. Tts whn i start 2 b a bad bad girl also. Haha.
Secondary school time came, chose Juying Sec cuz most of my primary sch khakis chose tt sch. Coincidentally, she was in tt sch also! Diff class thou. Was so excited 2 see her. Tts whn we start gg back 2 d times whn we r so close. We start 2 go home together, gossip together n stuffs. I was a bad girl during sec sch times. We had a gang of 6-7 girls, combination of my class n her class. We wud always hang out together n go out together. Conflicts came n sm left d grp. But both of us r still in d grp. It was till sec 4 or 5 whn things change. I had a few other BFs b4 my 3-yr one came. She too, haf a BF tt lasted abt 2 yrs plus. Last time MIRC was popular n everyone wud b chatting there n i even haf my own channel which is onli 4 my own friends. Misunderstandings came n everything turns sour. Esp between me n her. It was her BF. She spent too much effort n tears for her BF n rejecting my every help or accompany or even shopping juz 4 d BF. She was a timid GF. Once, He said smthing n causes smone 2 accused me of smthing. I was so angry tt i confronted those ppl. She defended her BF n i was pissed off. How cud she b like tt? Defend her BF whn it was her BF who started it? I finally found evidence n she haf NTH 2 say. Everything frm then on was bad... more misunderstandings n in d end, both of us end up.... not being friends anymore.
Sec sch past by n both of our lives changed. It was no longer those naive times. There r a few times where i saw her. Smiled n say hi but all she do is 2 gif those kind of cold shoulder response. Not onli 2 me, but 2 her classmates too. She wud avoid them whnever she sees them. Weird. I got too tired of saying hi in return of tis kind of response. She was no longer d girl i used 2 know. I cherished those times during our childhood yrs. So many of our friends say its such a waste tt we knew each other 4 so long to end up like tt. I didnt wan to also. She decide 2 gif me cold shoulder n since i was d kind, (u gif me shoulder, FINE, wun smile or say hi to u again), it became worse. Now, both of us r juz friends whn we r young but turn into strangers whn we grow up.
True/Best friends. A term tt we often used/see in secondary schools, whn u haf ur own gang of friends n whn u sign those autograph books n u r asked 2 write down d names of ur "true"/"best" friends. I had a childhood friend since i was in kindergarten. Actually got a few childhood friends tt was in d same kindergarten, primary n secondary sch as me. Till now we still keep in contact, ONLI one. She stays in d same BLK as me, till nw she still does. I dunno how our Mums gt 2 know each other but what i know is, we end up playing together whn we r still in kindergarten. She will often come 2 my house n play Barbie dolls (wad else?) n also some pretend pretend play. We wud go downstairs n ride bicyles with our maids n my brother. It was years n years of fun. My mum took care of her for a period of time cuz her parents was busy workin n could nt take care of her. She wud often be in my house n everyday, playing n doing crazy stuffs. Dressing up, irritating my brother n stuffs. My parents wud bring her out too whnever my parents wan 2 bring us out 4 shopping. My parents at tt time, wud bring us to Toys'r'us twice a yr 4 us 2 choose wadever toys we want n wud get it 4 us. We took lots of photos too. All d poses i still can remember. Haha. Those were d childhood yrs.
Then, primary sch came. I was posted 2 Xingnan Primary but she went 2 Boon Lay Garden. d times for us 2 play becomes shorter cuz i know lots of other friends there. My kindergarten friends were there also. We did not reali keep in contact thruout d primary sch yrs but there r still times where we will meet downstairs n play together. Tt was lower primary.
Upper primary came, LESSER time cuz i haf a gang of 4 friends who often do things together. Vain time came n basically hanging out wif my own classmates. We were so close tt time. Tt was d time whn i haf my first BF n stuffs. Tts whn i start 2 b a bad bad girl also. Haha.
Secondary school time came, chose Juying Sec cuz most of my primary sch khakis chose tt sch. Coincidentally, she was in tt sch also! Diff class thou. Was so excited 2 see her. Tts whn we start gg back 2 d times whn we r so close. We start 2 go home together, gossip together n stuffs. I was a bad girl during sec sch times. We had a gang of 6-7 girls, combination of my class n her class. We wud always hang out together n go out together. Conflicts came n sm left d grp. But both of us r still in d grp. It was till sec 4 or 5 whn things change. I had a few other BFs b4 my 3-yr one came. She too, haf a BF tt lasted abt 2 yrs plus. Last time MIRC was popular n everyone wud b chatting there n i even haf my own channel which is onli 4 my own friends. Misunderstandings came n everything turns sour. Esp between me n her. It was her BF. She spent too much effort n tears for her BF n rejecting my every help or accompany or even shopping juz 4 d BF. She was a timid GF. Once, He said smthing n causes smone 2 accused me of smthing. I was so angry tt i confronted those ppl. She defended her BF n i was pissed off. How cud she b like tt? Defend her BF whn it was her BF who started it? I finally found evidence n she haf NTH 2 say. Everything frm then on was bad... more misunderstandings n in d end, both of us end up.... not being friends anymore.
Sec sch past by n both of our lives changed. It was no longer those naive times. There r a few times where i saw her. Smiled n say hi but all she do is 2 gif those kind of cold shoulder response. Not onli 2 me, but 2 her classmates too. She wud avoid them whnever she sees them. Weird. I got too tired of saying hi in return of tis kind of response. She was no longer d girl i used 2 know. I cherished those times during our childhood yrs. So many of our friends say its such a waste tt we knew each other 4 so long to end up like tt. I didnt wan to also. She decide 2 gif me cold shoulder n since i was d kind, (u gif me shoulder, FINE, wun smile or say hi to u again), it became worse. Now, both of us r juz friends whn we r young but turn into strangers whn we grow up.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
YEAH! I'm back. After so long. Haha. Given myself such a long break & some friends asked abt my blog & so often whn i'm angry, there's no way i can vent my anger on, maybe expect on BF. LOL. So, decide 2 re-vamp everything. Completed it yest n finished at 2am. Was basically stoning whn i go 4 lecture today.
Well, first of all, happy new yr! Heez. Thou abit late la. Haha. Wad r ur hopes 4 2006? For me, of cuz, hope 2 b happy always n trouble-free. Also, 2 calm/change my not-so-good attitude. LOL. Difficult but i hope 2 achieve it. Graduating in Feb. Time juz simply flies past. 2005 to me, is a horror. Shall do a re-cap on 2005.
2005
Jan:Was in a r/s wif tis guy by d name of D.
Feb:Broke up wif him on d day of my birthay chalet. Reason : He's back wif his ex-gf n they got married. How nice. LOL. Anyway, it's a big mistake. 2 different backgrounds, 2 extreme educational qualifications. BIG mistake. But a lesson learnt.
Feb:Of cuz, my birthday chalet. Very nice one. Lots of friends came n celebrated it for me. A very memorable one.
Mar:Was in between 2 guys, my current BF & my ex, G. At tt time, i haf feelings 4 both. I dun deny. G suggested a patch back. Wanted to, tempted to. But after much thought, decide 2 put an end 2 it. Tink back abt d times whn we were together, he was treatin me sometimes so warm, sometimes so cold. It's a scary feeling. Will nv know wad 2 expect nxt. Whn he was warm, it was onli 4 tt moment. Nxt moment, he was nowhere 2 be found. Was basically a crazy moment 4 me.
April:Officially accepted my current BF on his bday. A special day nv 2 b forgotten. Went clubbing wif his friends at Devils Bar. First time saw him dancing. Haha. Cute.
Those r d mths which i rem clearly wad happened. Alot of ups n downs. Thou it seems like so simple by d way i typed but then, at those pt of times, it was real torture. Lucky i haf my current BF. He was there no matter wad. Bringing me out of misery. After April, there r sm incidents also. But forgot d mth tt it happened.
1. Heard frm a friend tt an EX has brain tumour. Was in shock n showed care n concern abt tis matter, onli 2 realise recently, tt he was lying. Duh. Such a letdown. Not tt i wan him 2 get brain tumour, but it's d fact tt he used his own health n played such a joke. I got 2 know d truth whn i read his blog n whn ppl told me he went into d Army. Ridiculous.. if he has brain tumour, will he even need 2 serve NS? Wad kind of a liar is he? I smsed him n told him tt i'm disappointed in him n finally i know tt he was a liar. I guessed he just wan attention. Tts wad he always would do whnever he wans attention. Come up with STUPID ideas/lies. One time, he smsed everyone of his friends n told them 2 take care n tt he would disappear. Crap. In d end, he still appear wad. Rubbish.
2. Suicide case frm an EX. First time i came across someone whom i used 2 b close wif telling me he committed suicide n tt he was sent to IMH. Told me in MSN n whn i asked, he say he do not wan 2 talk abt it. Sigh. It's like putting a bar of choc in front of me n not letting me eat it. I don't know how true is tis but i hope he would not lie. I do not wan 2 lose a friend cuz i would nt accept ppl takin their own health n treat it as a joke. Not funny.
As u can see, many of d cases above involved EX-es. Haha. I dunno y all of d sudden so many "happening" things happening 2 those ex boyfriends. Sad but true. Tts all abt last yr.
2006, i know i will live better n i know i will b happy wif my current BF. :))
By d way, i added a tagboard there. Just 4 d fun of it. I definitely welcome nice tags from friends. BUT, not frm d moron tt USED 2 tag on my old tagboard last time, saying rubbish which i dun understand. Aliens visited my site i guess. An ugly one too. LOL. No tags r fine wif me also. Old template didnt haf one. So, doesnt matter. :))
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