updates 4 SUN [Spook show 2005 at suntec convention & KTV at wdls]

meet dear ard 11am n off we went down 2 suntec 2 meet d rest of d gang. as usual, our darling hedy is late. haha. then went 2 d entrance there n started waiting there pathetically for d pathetic door 2 open. they say it will open at 2pm but in d end? 2.30pm n we reach there like ard 1pm. gosh. d waiting time reali sucks! everybody was so damn restless by d time we go in.

as it was free-seating, everyone juz rush in n we end up sitting WAY behind. nvm abt tt. then, d intro of d show start. there r few so called, "ghosts" wandering all ard d whole hall scaring ppl but it was too long!! all of our attention span was gone after d first part cuz it was simply too freakin long. then d illusion part started. sm parts quite interesting i must say but d rest, sad 2 say, it was very plain n boring. u can even watch it on TV. last part came d preaching. sm part quite enlightening but sm part, abit too "over"

after d show, was wondering where 2 go; eat steamboat or 2 go for KTV. in d end, hedy won d scissors, papers, stone battle wif kim n off we go 2 KTV. ordered pastamania cuz all of us r super duper hungry. ate in d partworld n sang like mad till 10.30pm. haha. alot of funny things happen but too lazy 2 type everything. lol. after d ktv, dear n me went 2 take d mrt n home sweet home!

sm pics tt i took on sun..

tts me outside d convention hall. was wearing my new top! heez.


me & darling outside convention hall while waiting for jasmine!


me under my blk, using dear's HP 2 take.


ok. i know. me again! haha. same location as above.


ya ya ya. ME again. LOL! *smelly dump behind* hahaha!

MON
had lesson frm 12-1pm n exam topics was revealed. 13 topics 2 study. DUHZ! so much can. haiz. after tt, went down wif hedy for lunch. then waited for jasmine 2 finish her tutorial cuz hers is later than ours. kim wasnt in sch today cuz she wasnt feeling well. poor her. havin throat infection. then we skipped lessons (HAHA) n took cab down 2 jasmine's place for wad else but.. MAHJONG! haha. Weeli, Hedy's friend joined us as we r short of 1 player. ordered MAC n ate like MAD can. lol. d delivery guy, as quoted by jasmine, looks kinda cute. ya he is la but then, his attitude ah, -_-'' cannot make it! duhz. there goes d first impression! played alot of rounds. won d first set but second set ah, cannot make it. ard 7 plus, took cabby home!

tmr last day of sch till nxt mon where i onli need 2 go 2 submit assignment! YEAH! nxt fri is my paper. sigh. this thurs, gg over 2 jasmine's place for steamboat! hooray! cant wait. always haf tis much progs which is great! after steamboat will b mahjong again! dear promised he will come fetch me cuz her place is at Yishun! YEAH! haha. love him as well as my girls. okok. too much crap. gona wait 4 my darling 2 call! till nxt update!

I WAN MOMO!! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO! I WAN MOMO!

I WAN TO GO CLUB MOMO! I WAN! I WAN!

haha! been irritating my girls n also my dear tt i wana go there! nv been there b4 cuz of d tons of work i haf 2 do. heard alot of negative n positive things abt tt place tt i wana go see for myself!! been sucha long time since i club. I WAN!!

SO.... ALL MY CLUBBING KHAKIS!! FASTER MAKE UR MOVE N ASK ME GO CLUB! LOL!!! U KNOW WHO U ARE! CONTACT ME! I WILL BE WAITINGGGGG...

ok. too much madness.

morning! woke up damn early today. dun know y also. waiting 4 d show, "Wishing Stairs" on SCV later. in fact, whole family is waiting. haha!

finally, F.P is gg 2 end!!! 1 more session nxt wed n tts it! HOORAY! but till then, haf 2 rush out d newsletter n d portfolio. kinda sian abit tt. gg 2 d play tmr at suntec wif my girls n dear! cant wait. after tt will b KTV sessions! can let down my hair n haf fun! LOL. exams coming very soon. on d 9th of sept for me. but onli 1 paper. hehe. thou onli 1 paper, but tt module, didnt attend d lecture much often so kinda blur abt wad d hell tt module is abt.

i bought d top frm RED2! so freakin happy can. haha. but i bought onli 1 cuz quite ex. tt time saw d price tag wrongly so tot it was kinda cheap.. but NO! d one i bought cost 39bucks. but lucky for me, d boss of RED2 was there at tt time n as i knew d boss, he gave me staff discount. so good can! haha. i knew him during d time i was workin at JP. he looks young but he has a son who is near my age! gosh. anyway, gona wear d top tmr! :>

sm update days. on tues, went for mahjong session wif my girls. skipped lecture halfway n off we go 2 jasmine's house! so funny la during mahjong time. cuz me n hedy straightened our hair n also did steaming at jasmine's place n alot of crap happened, esp frm hedy. i was d big winner tt nite! muhahaha. but we played onli wif chips la. we dun gamble. onli play forfeits. after tt, went 2 yishun there n ate "zhu chao" d sting ray is nice! yummy. but i vomitted it out later. argh! so angry. guess d food was too oily. i cant consume much oily food if not, i will vomit like a mad girl. haa. after tt, edwin send each one back. so nice of him. lucky i stay near him. LOL! alright. sm pictures.


took in edwin's car while waiting for him 2 send one of my darling girls back. nth better 2 do. LOL!


tts hedy doing her hair! haha. she was making alot of noise at tt time. haha!


tts me being vain. in my new top frm "Ebase" bought at a cheap rate also! cuz my darling juan work there n she helped me 2 purchase it at a discounted rate! its so good 2 haf friends working in these shops. hee. anyway, haf 2 reali thank her!


ok. oh yah. my tt ex called again in d middle of d nite yest. ard 5am. still haf d cheek! haiz. didnt pick up his call. cant be bothered. yepz! tts all! my show gg 2 start soon! till nxt update!

still very much in SLPING mode. haa. today will b a LONG day. 11am-7pm at d centre. gosh. long hrs. haf 2 tolerate. 2 more sessions n i'm free!! for awhile onli la. haf 2 do my Independent Education Project (for final yr) during my holidays. how great. n also got make up classes 2 go cuz d next sem gg 2 haf alot of public holidays. my bday falls on a thurs. sucky. haha.

anyway, yest as usual, my ex-bf, d 3yrs one called me. dis time, our conversation was VERY VERY different.

HIM: yo. where r u nw?
ME: at home. y?
HIM: no la. wana chat wif u ma. den see u free 2 meet or not.
ME: no need to chat wif GF meh?
(short pause, guess he was stunned tt i knew he has a GF)
HIM: erm. chat onli ma. u got another line ah?
ME: go acc ur GF chat la. chat wif me for wad? ya. my BF is at d other line.
HIM: wan 2 ask u smthing ma.
ME: den faster ask.
HIM: dunwan 2 ask liao la.
ME: (wad d fuck) DEN DUN ASK LA!
HIM: call u nxt time.
ME: BYE! (hang up d phone immed)

was very irritated by tt behaviour. but i was a bit "shuang" abt wad i did. haha. he was probably thinking y i knew he has a GF n who told me. cuz, given his normal behaviour, he wun pause or wadever. AHA! caught in d act. so funny. dun like such liars. haha. *happy grin*

ok la. too much crap. haf 2 go bath n go 2 centre le. update again!

time 2 change d blog song.

dis song is "Ba Ai Fang Kai (Let Go of d Love) by F.I.R

well, dis song will be esp meaningful 2 me in d past. not reali d past la. maybe like few months back? haha. in conclusion, love tis song becuz of d lyrics. today while driving back 2 NP, kim let me listen 2 d new songs in Maia's album. d singapore idol. wow. every song is like scolding guys. lol. but its nice. Its abt how a girl gets hurt by a guy n now wana tell tt guy tt she already dun need him. her singing is quite nice n d songs r refreshing. not bad at all. already borrowed frm kim 2 burn. lol. illegal stuffs.

anyway, i wana buy 2 tops frm RED2! been aiming at it. got 10% discount since i'm a member there. so, shd b quite cheap ba. hope could get it asap. anyway, some mediacorp peeps came 2 my lecture class 2 flim us. cuz there is tis degree after diploma thing in poly. means right after ur dip, u could continue ur degree in a polytechnic. d fastest guess would be starting nxt yr. parents encourage me 2 pursue degree but then... whether i can get in is another thing. LOL! or whether i reali wan 2 carry on or not. quite sian abt it already. tired. dis sun gg 2 suntec wif d girls n my dear 2 watch a play by my lecturer's pastor n his daughter. d play is called, "Spooks" an illusion kind of play i guess. haha. d ticket is onli at 2 bucks. actual price is 4 but lecturer sponser 2 bucks. gif support as long as it is not by city harvest. city harvest, gif me 1000bucks i also wun go. sorry for being so blunt but hey, its d truth. i've seen those shit they did n i dun like how they do things. money-minded bunch. seen those "once friends" of mine went in n came out, they became a bunch of arrogant bunch n it irks me. well, not all r like tt i know, but. most i guess. MOST.

haha. crap too much le. gona go take a rest n watch sm tv! oh ya! SCV is coming!!! TMR!! CANT WAIT! heez.

wonder y m i still at home?

CUZ.....

I FORGOT TO DO MY DAC ASSIGNMENT!

wahahahaha..

how forgetful can i be. lucky hedy called me ask me 2 help her print her DAC then i remember! LOL! but fret not! i've finished it! heez. lucky its only 2 page reflection paper. manage to finish within an hr. an achievement! but looking at d shit i wrote, guess i will get a D. lol! well, lets not talk about tt anymore. very lazy 2 get my butt out 2 attend d OB tutorial. shall go 2 d 2pm lecture later!

some updates since i finished my super-duper last minute assignment!

SAT
nth much on sat ah. stayed at home d whole day. nearly died of boredom cuz dear went 2 his grandma house n i was left with my vcds which i watched like umpteen of times so end up doing facial at home. haha!

SUN
it rained in d afternoon. how great. met dear ard 3plus after i've finished watchin d repeated "Superstar". how saddening 2 see tt. but luckily, Kelly got in! wahahaha. kkz. back 2 topic. went down 2 cine n went 2 buy tickets for d show or rather, cartoon, Valiant at 6.40pm. went 2 eat at N.Y.D.C using my discount card n d so called, voucher. heez. yummylicious can d food! but very filling. after tt, went 2 citychain there n dear bought me d adidas watch i've always wanted!! i kept sulking abt it during our lunch cuz citychain was juz beside us. haha. he buay tahan den after eating, went in 2 get it for me! n its at a discount of 85bucks! cheap can. i simply loooovvvveee it! after tt, went for our movies. quite cute la d show. lol. our tickets was at half price cuz we r M1 customers. so not tt bad. funny show also but very short. after d show, wanted 2 go 2 PS 2 see my SCV thing but there was a roadshow there so went 2 take a look n end up signing tis 4mths SCV thing wif 13 channels at 25.20 per mth. cheap! d person is coming either on tues or wed 2 fix it for me! yeah! more channels 2 watch! after tt, went 2 taka n off we go 2 d supermarket n bought some sushi n d octopus. took mrt home n eat d things we bought though i onli finish d octopus. lol. tts all for tt day. nice fulfulling day. all thanks 2 dear. :>

alright! gg 2 change le. meeting kim n jasmine at JP. kim is driving 2 JP 2 buy things den "shun bian" come fetch me! so nice! haha. update later!!

d adidas watch darling bought.

juz when i tot i could heaved a HUGE sigh of relieve, a sms struck me. telling me my field supervision has to be changed to TMR. damn it. prepared everything so nicely already can. even took a nap 2 recharge myself. smsed n complained. my girlfriends told me she was juz being difficult n also tt she did it on purpose. but seriously, i didnt offentd her or anything. if reali is like tt ah. piangz. i gt nth, NTH 2 say. only skipped lessons last sem wad. wads tt big deal. since d very first lesson tis sem. first time i saw her. she KNEW who i m. bizzare huh? i tink heard frm d office or wad. pls lo. last sem u tink i wan 2 skip all those lessons?? if not becuz of my bro's funeral, i wouldnt haf skip so many lessons. haiz. i'm like always so noticed by her. kept talking to me in a very sacarstic way. haiz. forget it. juz my stupid luck. wadever. juz wana shout.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

ok. haa. anyway, sm updates la. if i could remember wad i did these past few days. went 2 shilei's chalet. quite fun thou. first time drank red wine till vomit like hell cuz they dared me 2 drink in 1 shot, which is not supposed 2 be. vomit like mad can. then, played PAINFUL heart attack in d middle of d nite. fun thou. haha. mahjong sessions wif d usual gang, shopping n meeting d BF. bought a few clothes. heez. broke nw. duhz. d ex-bf went 2 jail 4 8weeks, pity d wife n d unborn child. he also returned me d 200bucks. means, we dun owe each other ANYTHING already. tts a gd thing. during d chalet, heard things frm someone abt my longest ex-bf of 3 yrs. didnt know he was like tt. so disappointed in him. told so many lies which i dunno y he lied. let me juz briefly explained.

lets call him Softee. we broke off like many yrs ago. after my O levels i guess. after d break up, there r times which i meet him in d middle of d nite for supper or juz catch up or wadsoever. d so call keep in touch is till now. till now, he told me he has no gf n then he misses me n stuffs. but of cuz, he knew i haf a bf. i was able to accept tt b4 i haf a bf since i was single. but after i haf a bf, i told him but its like tis news nv gets 2 him. he still sms me every wed or sat, asking me 2 go 2 his home or whether he could come 2 my home or whether i got go clubbing or not cuz he wana see me or even ask me for coffee in d middle of d nite. he even offered 2 drive me round and sponser me trips wif him. all for wad? u guys go guess urself. i guess d motive is very obvious. but nv once, i accepted cuz i was attached. i even ask him y he didnt go find a gf. he say no time or no one wans him blah blah blah. till d chalet time, den i realise he was lying. all lies. he has a gf even b4 his bday chalet. on his bday, i smsed him wishing him n even ask whether he will celebrate or not. he say he is nt gg 2 celebrate but in d end, TADA! he has a chalet n he even brought his GF along. duhz. i dun understand y must he lie 2 me. maybe he wans something frm me. i guess tts d reason. i'm reali pissed off. treat me as wad? so sick. i'm even feeling angry 4 his gf. imagine if his gf were 2 know abt me n wad he did, will she b pissed off? nope, i'm not feeling jealous or wadsoever. juz dun like d feeling of being lied to tts all. how come cant be frank? i treat him as a friend but yet he lied. maybe all along i was a fool, tinking tt there is friendship but then, i'm onli a tool for him. haiz. dun understand. so disappointed in him. tot he wasnt those kind but i was wrong..... totally wrong...

dunno y.. i suddenly haf tis kind of hate for him........... such a moron...

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

new blog skin. haha. all rights reserved of jerlyn. was browsing thru d blogskins.com when i saw her skin inside. i like d deisgn or rather, d template alot, therefor, decide 2 gif supoort thou i change here n there. anyway, more updates later ah. cuz my field supervision is tmr!!! panic! wish me luck n after my supervision, promise 2 blog more!

till nxt update....


blog song : Bu De Bu Ai by Wilber Pan

came in 2 do sm blogging! been sm time. haha. will nv forget 2 blog la. onli tt been very busy wif my attachment n having fun. lol.

sm updates.

yest
bf came 2 my home 2 wait 4 me 2 get prepared 2 go town. haha! cuz i'm always late la u see. after spending almost 1 hr, i then got myself prepared n off we go! head 2 tiong bahru plaza first 2 get d ramen. heez. dear ate d 4 degrees of "spicyness" while i onli ate 2 degrees. couldnt finish my portion as usual, n gave 2 my bf instead. lol. he is my rubbish bin. after grabbin our brunch, head down 2 somerset 2 meet his gang. they bought d tixs 4 d movie, "seven swords" at 7pm. went 2 play pool first b4 gg in for our show. d show was, erm.. boring 2 me cuz maybe i dun reali like watchin these kind of shows but my bf did enjoyed it. haha. nearly fell asleep while watchin but luckily, d popcorn saved me. after d movies, head down 2 boat quay 2 drink! been such a long time since i drank. played cards n played forfeits. so funny. quite nice overall cuz we sat by d riverside. got abit tipsy n den shared a cab home. me n dear reached home ard 2plus then i went 2 bath while dear took a so called nap on my bed. played games n chatted n cooked maggie mee as we havent had our dinner. dear went home ard 4plus n i slept like a pig. haha.

well, watched vcd. d one tt shilei lent it 2 me. starring ella from s.h.e, "qiang wei zhi lian" watched d last episode n overall, thou d show was abit long-winded but it was quite nice. complicated matters of d heart la. haha. lots of thoughts while watchin tt. make me realised those so called, "ke ku ming xing" love is whn both of u go thru near-deaths but still hang on 2gether. guess my those previous relationships r juz nth. haha. most of it r puppy love i guess. onli maybe 1 or 2 r true love. but sm puppy love reali hurt me lots. but luckily, i was able 2 stand up by myself n nv gif up on love. smtimes, i feel like giving up on love, or even on guys whn i juz suffered frm a break-up but i guess it was juz being silly cuz it isnt me, it isnt wad i reali want. no pt being so depressed over a guy who will hurt u tis way. smone told me once, whn a guy breaks up wif u, he is d one at loss cuz he loses smone who loves him whereas, u onli lose smone who doesnt love u. i dunno u all understand wad i'm tryin 2 say or not but, after so many ups n downs, i've learnt alot. bearing grudges against those who cheated on me or made me suffered is no longer impt 2 me. i used 2 bear long grudges. btu then, no pt also. onli make myself suffered more. y nt i juz enjoy n love d one i had nw rather than bear grudges on those who dun cherish me? haha. long blog entry today. well, i definitely wan 2 cherish my bf nw cuz he has always been there. for these past near 4 mths we've been 2gether, no big quarrels, no big arguments. whn we argue, we will laugh abt it at d end. no bf till nw has been able 2 do tt like him. haha. he always say i should haf realise it 5 yrs ago whn he ask me 2 b his gf 5 yrs back but then, i was too "stupid" la. always fall for d wrong ones. but hey, no mistakes, i wun learn rite? heez. alright. too naggy already. gotta go watch sm tv! will try 2 update more often n of cuz, change my blogskin. getting sick of tis skin. haha.

long time no see! or rather, write.

haha

being very very very busy wif d usuals.

sch, childcare, sch, childcare n more childcare.

sigh.

but still, manage 2 find time 4 myself, my girls n my dear.

he's still being very sweet, helping me wif my work n helping me do my learning corners till wee hrs.

d girls. as usual, mahjong sessions n ktv. without fail.

wad else can i ask for. onli for field prac 2 finish faster so tt i could haf more time. but still, 1 more mth 2 go! haf 2 endure.

but thou time in childcare is hard 2 pass by, but my mentor n d teachers there r helpful n chatty. haha! we often chat abt stuffs n heard alot of stuffs from them too. quite nice.

alright. will b updating tis blog quite seldom now. but will try 2 update as much as i can. till nxt update!!

p.s: oh yah. today is d wedding of my ex-bf. didnt attend in d end. i've better things to do. haha. anyway, wish him all d best n luck. i tink he reali needs it. :>