i never knew how much..
i miss fast food
i miss ice-creams
i miss seafood
i miss clubbing
i miss potato chips
i miss ice cold water
i miss cold beverages
i miss shopping
i miss watching movies
till i'm in confinement.
i also never knew how much..
i hate d weather
i hate d food i had to eat tis mth
i hate pig kidneys
i hate pig livers
i hate fish
i hate longan red date drink
i hate GINGER
i hate tt i can't take long showers
i hate havin to smell like shit
i hate havin 2 wrap myself up like a 'popiah' in this weather.
i hate wearing bedroom slippers whereby my feet r already so damn hot.
until i'm in confinement
Well, one mth is not very long for alot of ppl, but for me.. i guess it's d LONGEST MTH of my life. Now, i've to wake up every 2 hrs in d middle of d nite. Luckily, my parents r there to help me if not, i tink i will have sunk into depression. Hubby haf to go back to work and so, my mum slps wif me n Jayden n whenever Jayden's awake, my mum will be awake. Yest nite was a torture. Jayden was awake from 1am ALL d way till 4am. We fed him like 2-3 times already but still, his big eyes was still staring at us. UNTIL, my dad came back n he carried Jayden out of my room n ask us to go to slp while he takes care. I slept like a pig after tt. Woke up whn hubby called cuz he was gg to work n i went to check on Jayden. He was slping soundly beside my dad on d bed. -_-'' Dad said he talked to Jayden n he was smiling n smiling n after a while, he fell asleep. -_-'' Reali speechless. Mum said tt he may have got a shock whn we brought him back to my mum-in-law place cuz need to offer prayers or something. I reali dunno wad happen last nite n i hope tonight it wun be d same. =X
i do appreciate everything my parents does for me. My mum-in-law too but sometimes, i reali feel like crying cuz i've to face d same food on d table EVERYDAY. d fact tt i cant have WIND blowin on me also pisses me. I'm reali so bloody hot n yet... but luckily, my mum allows.. onli if d fan is not blowing DIRECTLY towards me. Hais. WHY must confinement be like this? Shouldn't it be at my own comfort since i've gone thru d pain of delivering? WHY do i've to suffer another mth. -_-'' I don't think other races will haf so many rules n regulations den Chinese. and yet, i don't see them havin probs later on in their life. Duhz. Those old grandmother tales ought to be eliminated cuz it;s kinda stupid n some reali don't make sense. For example, NOT SUPPOSE TO BATHE. Cmon, if you're breastfeeding ur baby, n u DON'T BATHE, d result will be.. baby havin to suck at ur dirty breasts which in d end, he/she eating up d bacteria n germs with breast milk. Yucky rite? It's common sense la. Maybe ppl in d past they don;t breastfeed their babies n tts y they don't mind stinking themselves to death. Also, ppl in d past haf to boil water in order to get hot water n it's so troublesome tt in d end they say, "HAIYA! So ma fan, might as well don't bathe!" But hey, nw things r diff. HELLO? We haf water heaters. My mum agrees wif me on tis pt. She do let me bath but i haf to be speedy fast. One last thing, bathin wif ginger=EEKS. Who wans to smells like a walking ginger. I reali dunwan my baby to tink: "eeeeeee.. mummy smells like ginger" -_-'' All these confinement tales r reali so damn old fashioned. even d docs n nurses now in d hospitals, they WAN u to bathe cuz of personal hygiene n they even say, "Confinement shd be a happy moment, cuz if u're happy, u will feel happy to take care of ur baby" True? I tink its true. If u're feeling dirty n hot n sweaty, u will feel frustrated n thus, led to venting frustration on d wrong person, ur baby. Those professionals also says, "You can eat WADEVER u like!" but i dun tink i'm now. My mum is reali tryin her best to make me happy cuz she buys me beef, tries to make d food tastes nicer etc. I reali love her for tt but still, maybe sm know why, she has to follow d "law" , d confinement "law"
i tink i complained too much. But lettin it off makes me feel better. i shall post Jayden's pics soon. i got d cable already so pls wait. :))))
