Been too lazy updatin my blog n ALSO, not much chance 2 get 2 touch d PC cuz my bro kept using it. Anyway, went 2 work on FRI. VERY tiring.. d guys basically like for yrs nv see beer n were like desperate 4 beer. Dots. Been damn chaotic 4 almost 2 hrs. Feet r killin me cuz all of us wore heels while it was a outdoor event. Duhz. d host was damn coffeeshop material. Haa. But luckily, got off work early n hitched a ride 2 CCK n took an MRT home. SAT was a slackin day basically, frm d sore feet n arms (frm carryin d jugs of beer) n dear came 2 meet me at night cuz he bought me a raspberry cheesecake. Heez. TODAY, my watch TV day. Shall not b disrupted by anything cuz there's alot fo prog 4 me 2 watch. Keke. TMR! First day of SCH. DUHS. Lucky, tmr is onli frm 9-12. After tt, maybe fun again! TUES & THURS no SCH! WeeEEeee.. Shall enjoy d last week of holidays.

ZOUK + CHINABLACK = Loads of fun!

Went 2 Zouk first then Chinablack yest..

Zouk was packed wif ppl! But overall, nth much changed abt Zouk thou d toilets r much nicer but STILL.. small. DUHS. After much consideration, all of us decide 2 go down ChinBlack. Been a long time since i went there. Chinblack has lesser ppl, MUCH lesser. We opened a bottle of Black Label n gt ourselves a sofa place. Hees. Drank n drank, played fist games, danced n drink somemore. Most of us were half dead by 3am n we juz slacked on d sofa. But Jerlyn n Michelle was like energisers. So full of energy! They danced thruout. Haha. Admire tt! We still haf about less than half of black label left n we gona leave it 4 nxt time! But overall, it was fun n it was nice knowing new ppl. :> hope tt we could still haf d chance 2 club together after d sch reopens!

Alright! Some pictures we took.


Me & Jerlyn (at zouk's toilet)


Jasmine & Me (at chinablack's sofa seat.)


Yep! Tts all! Thou i vomitted like MAD after reaching hm, BUT did haf fun yest wif d girls n A GUY. Hees.

YESH! I'm gg down 2 Zouk tmr! WeeEEeee... Gg down wif Shujun, Jerlyn, Weiyang (my "ex"-clubbing khakis. Been a long since we club together.), Jasmine, Hedy! Can't wait! Heez. Hope i could get my self real drunk! LOL! Madness. Zouk has revamp into a brand new look n heard frm Weiyang tt it has become bigger, d toilets r nicer n stuffs. Woooo.. it's gona b a fun fun nite!

Okok. Back 2 reality girl! Today's simply a slackin day. Gosh. Haf 2 cook 4 my brother. Cooked maggie mee n added pork balls in it. Keke. Fried eggs SPECIALLY for him too. N to tink tt i quarrelled wif him yest n tis morn, still could b a slave 2 him. DUHS. I sort of upsetted dear yest nite too. He ALMOST cried. Scare d hell outta me. LOL. But then, in d end, it turned out 2 b a great heart-to-heart conversation wif him. I blamed him 4 not accompanying me here n there. I'm too demanding i guess. Never stand in his shoes n THINK. But anyway, i understand wads he's been gg thru n he also compromises me. He's gg 2 accompany me for lunch tmr. Heez. I guess once in a while, a quarrel is inevitable. It can either damage d whole bloody relationship or vice versa. But luckily 4 us, whenever we quarrel, we will end up understanding each other more cuz he always LISTENS. Unlike my previous few BFs. They r so freakin impatience n whn i throw temper, they will return double 2 me. It leads 2 quarrel n eventually, breakin up wif me. If they only could learn d word TOLERATE. I was d one throwin temper always at first but towards ending, they r d ones throwing more temper balls at me n i haf 2 stupidly TOLERATE. Well, no pt of doubt tt i'm still in d fortunate situation. 10yrs down d road, who knows? It might happen again. Juz hope it doesn't.

ALright! Ya! I got d photos le. Not gg 2 post them now. Maybe after ALL d photos haf been out then i will post. d grp photos r real cute! Keke. If u r in my friendster list, u may wan 2 take a peep there. Can't wait 4 d rest!

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Happy day!

Photoshoot + Drinkin + Supper

Yest met d girls ard 12.30pm at d studio place. Took a cabby down cuz of d big big bag i haf 2 carry. Heez. Waited 4 Kim 2 arrive n started our make-up n also clothes fitting. I was d third 2 do d ind. photoshoot. Wore a tube n a red flair skirt. Second ind. shoot i wore flair white cloth wif tube inside n jeans. d first grp shoot, wore a green top which everyone has n jeans. Second grp shoot, wore a black cardigan wif tube inside n d black short skirt. Overall, it took us frm 1pm all d way till 5plus b4 it ends. Woooo.. tiring. But some of d poses r very cute. Esp d grp ones. Reali hope 2 haf more grp pics than ind. Spent too much time on d ind. And i tell ya.. MOST of my ind. shoots r all cool cool shoots. LOL. I didnt smile. d photographer kept askin me 2 gif d confident look. Guess i was capable of those look. Those "ah lian" look. Haa! Even John said tt i'm like d female Jay Chou. Well-known for d cool look. Diaoz. I tink overall, for my ind. pics, i onli smiled for 1 shoot. LOL. d one tt i hugged on 2 d teddy bear. d photographer gona burn into cd for us n he would send us some pics 2 us TMR. Can't wait! After d shoot, John drove Jasmine, Hedy n me down 2 Circular Rd n we slacked at TCC. Drank d fav Oreo Mocha Frappe n ordered salad n soup of d day. Woooo.. Then, when it was 8pm, we went down 2 Baron's Pub. d service sucks there okays. It seems like they must haf all of us ordered drinks b4 they r satisfied. DUHS. After there, head down 2 RAV. Ordered their 1-for-1 n started playin dices n cards. It was fun! Learned 2 new kinds of cards. Then, Hedy n John played pool til ard 10.30pm b4 we leave. Drove down 2 Changi Village cuz dear Jasmine is cravin for stingray. Ordered Hokkien Noodles n Fried Kway Teow. d stingray is superb! Was spicy n tasty. After d food, John sent Hedy home n then sent me home. Lucky John was kind n "cute" enough 2 send me home. Haha! Must reali thank him. And.. home sweet home! Dear was still outside wif his buddies whn i reached home but he accompanied me talk till i was tired. When he reached home, he called me n we chatted for awhile b4 gg back 2 slp ard 4am. Haha. Alright. Update till here. Wana go catch sm tv shows! Will post d pics tt i received tmr. (provided if it is nice)

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Slackin + MORE slackin = Sloppiness (if there's such word)

Yeah! Tmr will b d day! FOr d photoshoot. Till now, still haf not packed my bag. DUHS. Too much things 2 pack. Kinda lazy. Hees. Later dear will b coming over 2 pass me his big big bag cuz i need it 2 put d stuffs inside. My bag is too small. Can u imagine d amt of things i'm bringing? And... NO CHAFFEUR? Sighz. HOPE tmr would b satisfying n a happy one. IF NOT.. i'm gg 2 start whackin ppl. Haha. I'm capable of it okays. My temper not very good these few days. Better not offend me. After d photoshoot, would b gg down 2 Circular Rd. Hees. Either 2 Baron Pub or RAV 2 chill out. Double-O will b changed 2 nxt thurs (hopefully). Alright. Gona take another hot bath b4 my 7.30pm show starts.

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d white long skirt at Forever21. d price? 73 big fat bucks! I'm gald i got a cheaper one at Bugis Street.

Shoppin + Shoppin + MORE shoppin!!

Heez. Met Jasmine n Hedy today 4 shoppin. But guess wad? I only spent 14bucks for d long white skirt tt i've always wanted. Like FINALLY!! For a cheap bargain of 14bucks. Whereas 4 Jasmine n Hedy.. Haha. Spent over 100bucks! Rich women. LOL. I did saw ALOT of nice clothes tt attracted me. But... i'm not so rich as them ah. Keke. Have 2 save up 4 those clothes. So tempting! Sighz. But i'm happy tt i bought my long skirt. Heez. Went down 2 town den after tt down 2 bugis. Shopped at Orchard OG for more den an hr! Gosh. d longest manz. LOL. After bugis, went back home n i met dear as he need 2 pass me things.

Can't wait 4 SAT! Gona haf our photoshoot! YEAH! But then.. gotta carry loads of stuffs. Lots of clothes. Haiz. NO chaffeur tt day. Chaffeur not free 2 pick me up. So sad can. Need 2 take cabby i guess. But then, still evry excited abt d photoshoot. Wonder wad outcome will it be. Hope it turns out well. Suppose 2 go work tmr at Paya lebar air base but then............. it was cancelled in d end. Diaoz. But forget it. Can stay home n watch d 7.30pm drama on Channel U. I still need those bling bling dangling earrings..... Wan a pair of heels too.. wan MORE clothes. Been eyeing on alot of clothes. ESP in Forever 21. But things there r god-damn ex. Duhz. Alright. I tink i'm babbling too much rubbish here. Haha. Shall end here! Hope i get d chance 2 touch tis PC cuz my bro kept hogging on 2 d comp 2 play WarCraft. ARGH!

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Current song : 大舌头 by 吴克群 ( For those who dunno wads d song abt.. It's a song abt tis guy liking tis girl but then, whenever he wans 2 express his love 2 tis girl, he will end up being tongue-tied. Keke. A very cute song. d MTV is nice too. But it has Stella Huang inside. DUHZ! Spoil d whole MTV. Diaoz. d singer is frm Taiwan. Haha. )

Yeah! 4 days since I updated. Being gg ouit, havin fun, eating good food, watching good movies. I even got my PSP yest! WeEEeEEE... It came wif 2 games; Ridge Racer n some Jap game. I queued for more than an hr mind you. Gosh. Dear n me were like starving thru'out cuz we didnt have breakfast nor lunch. Reached there ard 2pm n started d long queue. Lucky Dear was accompanying me all d way. Heez. He even has 2 carry my heavy bag 4 me. He usually carrys my bag 4 me whenever we go out. Keke. I'm too lazy la can? Yeah. Had fun playin wif d new gadget. Gona save money n buy new games! After d long queue, went 2 cine n ate at Yuki Yaki. d standard dropped.. TREMENDOUSLY. Gosh. d food sucks man. d soup too. Never will I patronise there AGAIN. I miss d korean buffet now. Keke. After eatin, went 2 walk ard n decide 2 go back 2 JP. Played d PSP on d way back n man, it was fast journey back home. LOL. Walked ard JP, bought sm stuffs tt dear need n home sweet home. I still need 2 get a tube for my cousin's wedding n d white long skirt. Still haf not buy it. Sighz. My cousin already told us his plan during d whole wedding. d night b4, we will go 2 his condo n spend d night there. At Yio Chu Kang. Then, d nxt morn, haf 2 run ard wif him, 2 d church n stuffs. Then, will either go home or go back 2 his home 2 prepare 4 d dinner at night. It would b at d Fort Canning Country Club. He's rich man! Haha. I can't wait 2 see his sports car being transformed into a bridal car. It would b so cool! Thou it's still more than 1 mth, but.. I'm already excited abt it! LOL! My cousin is like an elder bro 2 me. Both of my cousins actually, Ricky n Raymond. Cuz my mum used 2 take care of them whn they are young n d both brothers treat me n my brother like siblings. Wadever good things they have, they will gif 2 us. Since young, called d elder one (Ricky), Da kor kor (big bro) n d other cousin ( Ah mond korkor) cuz his name is Raymond. Haha. Imagine. Both of them 30yrs old le still callin them Korkor. Cute! Heez. But I'm real grateful 2 them n I'm lucky 2 haf these 2 cousins. Not forgetting d rest of my cousins on my mum side. I love them all! LOL. Right, shall not get too mushy. Keke. Tmr I will b meeting my girls 4 mahjong session. Maybe a talk also. Some things happened. Well, shall see abt tmr. Thurs,s till nt sure whether gg double-o or not cuz both of us can't make it. Shall see abt tt also.

I'm doing a re-cap abt my past relationships. Haha. Saw someone did it so, shall do one for myself too! To keep for memorial purpose n 2 see hw much i've changed in regard 2 relationship. Still in typin progress. :> Kkz. Gona go download new songs!

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Loads of time + Bored + Waitin 4 my show 2 start = Silly survey (pardon me)

A is for age: 21 (-_-)
B is for booze of choice: Anything tt would make me go high!
C is for career: Student nw. Future teacher?
D is for your dad's name: Vincent
E is for essential items to bring to a party: Ka-ching($$), eyeliner, lip gloss, hp, IC!
F is for favourite song at the moment: 施文斌BEN - 忘不了
G is for favourite game: Mahjong!
H is for home town: Jurong/Singapore
I is for instruments you play(ed): Only know hw 2 sing.
J is for jam or jelly you like: Konnyaku jelly!
K is for kids: 2 in d future
L is for living arrangements: Comfy & pretty!
M is for mom's name: Emily
N is for name of your crush: no crush. hope never will have one.
O is for overnight hospital stays: Not once.
P is for phobias: Lizards, lights at d expressway whn in vehicles (smtimes), Balloons!
Q is for quotes you like: Well, basically is juz 2 live life 2 it's fullest.
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: 3 years.
S is for sexual preference: Male/Boy/Man!
T is for time you wake up: Near noon.
U is for underwear: Actually, i dun like wearing underwear. Prefer panties or g-strings. Haha!
V is for vegetables you love: Broccoli. But all types of vege is acceptable.
W is for weekend plans: Slack at home or meet my BF or friends.
X is for x-rays you've had: 2!
Y is for yummy food you make: Maggie Mee! LOL! I'm learning hw 2 cook nw.
Z is for zodiac sign: a proud AQUARIUS!

Eatin + Shoppin + Movies = 6 months anniversary!

Met Dear ard 1plus cuz it was raining. Then, took MRT down 2 Somerset n bought tickets for 7.25pm show. After buying of tickets, walked down 2 Wheelock Place n ate at N.Y.D.C using my card. Heez. So cheap! d bill came up 2 only 15bucks for d 2 of us n both of us ate till we couldnt walk anymore. Haha. Managed 2 get our butts off d seats n walked 2 Borders. Was lookin 4 d book tt i wanted but i couldn't find d book i wanted. Walked 2 Taka's Kinokuniya n we searched like mad. Haha. Finally! I saw d book i wanted. Was deciding on which 2 buy; Gossip Girl 3rd series or Tony Parson's: For my baby. Torn between d 2 books. But guess wad? In d end, when Dear wana go pay d books, I decide 2 forgo d 2 books! LOL! Weird huh! Haha. I wan Dear 2 save some money la actually. Dunwan him 2 always spend so much on me. Keke. Then, walk ard Taka till ard 6plus n walk back 2 Cine. Slacked awhile n bought Nachos combo n d fried chicken inside. d Nachos is sooo not nice. Duhz! I passed d nachos 2 dear instead. Keke. Ate d chicken. d show overall was not bad. Funny. Alot of silly scenes. If u're lookin 4 crappy n funny show, tis is d kind of show. Rate:7/10 After d show, went 2 N.Y.D.C at Heeren again cuz I'm cravin 4 salad. Heez. Ate salad n slacked. Took a cabby back home after d salad. Went 2 Prime-mart n bought milk for my breakfast n both of us head home. Slacked at my place till ard 12plus cuz i really very tired. Haha. Duno y recently been havin dreams EVERY night. Dots. n i always will automatically wake up ard 9am n then haf 2 force myself back 2 slp again. Physically tired but mentally, seems like its havin LOTS of energy. Duhz.

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Been gg out 3 days in a row tis week. Gosh. So tired. Dear is gg out wif his buddies today. They asked me 2 go along but i guess i wun b gg cuz i'm reali very tired. When i'm tired, i will tend 2 get restless n i will get very moody. Tts not a gd thing. I will let m y mind go wild n tink alot. Haha. Therefore, reali need my beauty rest if not, my mind will go berserk. Hahaz. Alright! Update till here. Lazy 2 continue typing. Till nxt update.

Shoppin + Eatin + KTV + Drinkin

Yes! Yest i had a whole loads of fun wif my girls. Shall update abt yest. Met d girls 12pm at Orchard. Dear was so nice 2 acc me talk all d way. Hahaz. Then, started our lil shoppin at Wisma first. Headed 2 Far East n ate d chicken rice there. d chicken rice was nice, but then all d seats were simply cramped together n d atmosphere was like u have 2 eat fast cuz there were alot of ppl waitin 4 seats. LOL. Then, we started our real shoppin! Bought a pink cardigan n did my nails! Shapin + Bufferin + Nail patterns for a mere $12! After shoppin at Far East, walk down 2 Taka n we went up 2 Coffee Club n ordered a Fruits Fondue n a Mudpie! Gosh. Finally got 2 eat d Fondue! It wa simply sinful but very nice! :> Then, decide 2 go KTV n off we go. Went 2 KBOX at Chinatown n sang for 3hrs till ard 7plus. After singing, walked 2 RAV. Usual hangout place if we want 2 drink. LOL. Then, we drank like nobody's business. They have d Wet'n'wild dance but then, it was not very nice. Then we continued drinkin, playin dice. John came 2 meet us too. I guess as we are d regulars there therefore, d housepours served 2 us was 70% alcohol i guess. It was d first time d 4 of us got tipsy by drinkin d housepours there. Haha. We were like mad girls there n made a lot of noise. Then, it was time for us 2 leave. Overall, it was nice n fun! John was nice 2 treat us. d bill came up 2 100plus. Reached home ard 1plus n talked 2 Dear. Poor him waited for me thru d night. Keke.

Would be gg out later! Celebrate our 6 mths anniversary. Initial plan was 2 go eat Yuki Yaki but after much consideration, decide 2 go eat other things cuz both of us don't eat much in tis kinda of buffet. Still haven't decide yet cuz it's raining now. Duhz! Might be watching movie too! Deuce Bigalow : European Gigglo is out today! WeEEeEeeeEE... Alright! Shall update till here. Will b updating more abt today's outing tmr. Tata!

P.S : HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY 2 MY DARLING BOY. LOVE YA.*muacks! Keke.

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Shoppin + Movies!

Yeah! Got home not long ago n juz had my dinner at home. Met BF ard 11plus n off we went 2 town! Went 2 cineleisure n bought tixs for Corpse Bride Digital at 1.45pm. Den went over 2 d foodcourt. Dear ordered 4 me korean food but then, d korean food at cineleisure simply sucks! d bbq chicken esp! d rice is so soggy n d chicken is so freakin oily! Gosh. Never will i patron tt stall again. EVER. After brunch, we went 2 shop ard cineleisure n we went 2 play d capsule machine again! Heez. I tried d Mickey machine 3 times n... NO MICKEY! Duhz. Haha. Then, tried another one n out came Minnie Mouse. Well, no fate wif Mickey. Keke. After d machine, went up 2 slack awhile cuz it's still early n took photos! Heez. Then, bought popcorn n went in! d show was touching. Not much funny factors but truly touching. Rate: 7/10. After d show, walk over 2 Heeren n bought make-up remover (wipes type) n my eyeshadow template! WeeEeeEEee.. Freakin happy. Den walked over 2 Taka n shopped. Bought my blusher there. Saw d kind of flats i wanted, in silver. But... i shall tolerate cuz i'm gg shoppin wif my girls TMR. Shall keep a lookout b4 i decide. Dear wanted 2 buy me tis pair of earrings which is in d shape of a Persian Cat. I was so attracted 2 it. But a closer look, d siler is not reali tt good. Got scratches. Therefore, i forgo it. Gona keep a lookout for Persian Cat dangling earrings. So pretty! Shopped 4 awhile more n we took d MRT home. Have 2 go home early cuz i've 2 eat dinner at home n Dear has a dinner 2 attend near his grandma's place. Anyway, it was definitely a very fun day! :>

Me & Dear at cineleisure level 4 or 5. Sitting there while waiting 4 our movie 2 start.


Dunno wad dear is trying 2 do! Keke.


A normal shot. :>


Vain shot. =P

d movie we watched.



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yeah! been too lazy 2 update ah. Hehe. Anyway, everything was still as perfect as ever. Been meeting my BF, my bitching_inc girls n life's been good. Watched The 40-year-old Virgin. Rate: 6/10. Not tt nice. Painted my nails today. PINK! But.. onli d top part, which is d white nail part. Wana try something different. So onli coat tt area. Quite satisfied wif d results. Got my results back also. Not as good as d past few ones but... WHO CARES as long as i pass! Haha. d holidays is gg 2 end VERY soon. Gosh. Wed, gg 2 east coast for cycling wif my girls n d BF. Thurs, 6 months anniversary wif my boy! Gona go haf a big feast n of cuz, watch movies! I guess he got me presents. Keke. But I still haven figure out wad. Sat, meeting Jacintha n Weiyang n hopefully, Beng Gui n Joanne 4 catch up session, d NPCC gang! But of cuz, missing out alot of other ppl cuz... hmmz. long story. haha! Dis week would b so packed! Can't wait! Yes! d bitching_inc haf another photo taking session. Hope dis time, it turns out nice. :> Alright! gona do slack n wait for Hedy 2 send me all Fish Leong songs! Tata!

Preview of d nails i created. Not fantastic thou, but it looks good 2 me n tt is all tt matters. *grins

Bonjour!

Hahaz. I just wake up n ate breakfast my dad prepared. For me is lunch more den breakfast. Anyway, updates!

yest
Met d girls ard 1pm at Yishun's long john silver. After tt, went 2 Cold Storage n bought frozen food n ice-cream! Then, went back 2 Jasmine's place n we start by watching "Sex is Zero" dvd. Gosh! Tt show is simply gross but touching also. Haha! So damn funny too. Watched till ard 4pm n we start our mahjong session. Played, eat, crap till ard 7pm b4 we left Jasmine's place. Hitched a ride to Yishun MRT n took MRT back 2 BoonLay. Meet Marcus n Shirley at coffeebean n d same, slacked n talked. Haha. Whole day abt hanging out ar actually. Catching up too. Saw alot of ppl in Jurong Pt. Saw Jonathan's sister. Haha. So qiao. She nearly forgot 2 take her thing n luckily Marcus noticed it n Shirley went 2 catch up wif her n gif back 2 her. Funny 2 see Shirley so kan jiong. Cuz she sits nearer 2 them. After d slacking session, took 242 n took a round back home. Past by primary school, secondary school n memories came back. Those were d days. Keke. Reached home, showered, n chatted wif Dear till late 3am.

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Not gona do anything today except 2 stay home. Keke. Might be gg down 2 dbl O on thurs. Still not sure wana go or not cuz cash is running low. Still considering since it's ladies nite there also. So, shall say tonight wad will b my decision. Haha. Alright! Gona surf net, remove my nail polish cuz d colour is coming off n maybe repaint? Can't wait for my cousin's wedding cuz i wana go do my nails in those crystal form. Not now thou cuz it's still early. WeeEeeeEEEEeeee... Happy day everyone! :>

NEW stuffs added!
*Blinkies added
*Background changed
*Events & Wishes subtitles added
*Background music - I'm Back by Baby Bash

WeEEEeee.. VERY satisfied wif d outcome. Used almost an hr 2 finish adding. Reali do till neck is soo stiffed. haha. Anyway, did nothing much today except 2 finish watching Full House. Yeah! Happy Ending. :> Meeting d girls tmr for mahjong session n maybe movie after mahjong at Jasmine's place. Another day of fun TMR. Later Dear is coming over cuz he bought food for me cuz he is at bugis wif his buddies! Fries n ice-cream! WeeEEeee.. I'm a happy girl! Alright, gona go rest my neck n then take another relaxing bath. Peace!

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Juz finish watching Full House vcd no 17. Few more 2 go n i'm finished wif it! d show is very nice. Heez. Came in for some updates.

yest
Met d girls ard 2plus for KTV session at Chinatown, K-ster. d KTV there, overall, not bad. Thou d rm is small, but its cheaper n much more lastest English songs there. Applied 4 member there. Heez. Cheap also. $5 per card for a yr. After KTV session, went 2 walk ard Chinatown. Nth much thou. Went for our dinner n tada! We decided 2 go 2 RAV, again. Haha. Like regulars there already. Took a cab n as it was still early, went to TCC n slack. Jasmine n me shared a Oreo Mocha Frappe. It was nice! Very thick. I like. :> Ard 8pm, we went into RAV. As usual, 1st customers. Haha. d manager came 2 talk rot wif us n d 4 of us played some fist games while drinking. Ordered Gin Tonic n Vodka Lime. Then, ard 9plus, we went off n was sent home by a friend of one of d girls. Haha. Dun wan 2 reveal much in case I caused any stupid things 2 happen again. Rather duhz abt it. Cuz I'm like quite restricted n careful abt wad i write. Oh well, wad can i do? Haf 2 protect my girls from getting any shit from anyone. Anyway, i was d first 2 b sent home! Like for d first time! Haha. Cuz usually, i would b d last one cuz I lived in Jurong. So happy. Heez. Watched Full House till ard 2am, talk 2 dear for awhile b4 gg 2 slp. :>

Been feeling very weird nowadays. Dunno whether is it d effect of d vcds tt i watched or wadever. But then, sometimes, my mood can swing from good to bad n vice versa very fast. Can be deeply affected by small little things n would feel agitated. Some things came flashing back into my mind too. d past, especially. Songs tt i sing may just trigger some flashbacks n suddenly calls from those tt arent suppose 2 b calling made me feel very weird. I dun like having all those past memories back in my head again. I really don't. Sometimes i feel tt its weird not 2 quarrel wif my BF. Sometimes i feel like crying but there is no reason for me 2 cry cuz my BF treats me good. Weird isnt it? Maybe cuz in d past, there is too much things n reasons for me 2 cry till whenever i haf d need 2 cry, i could find a reason n cry like a baby. But now, i dunhaf any reason tts y sometimes i would throw temper 2 my BF n then, i would cry. Mad rite? But i dunno y i would do tt. Is it cuz i'm too used 2 being hurt by ppl tts y i'm not getting used 2 ppl treating me soooo good? Really haf 2 apologise 2 my BF for tolerating all tis nonsense. He's always so patient n so understanding till whenever i threw a temper, i would feel guilty after tt. Hmmz. I hate d feeling of having tis sour kind of feeling inside my heart for nothing. For no reason at all. I wana get rid of wadever is in my mind. I know i can. I just know.

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Lastly, Happy Birthday 2 my buddy, Henry Seah Chengyou. Haha. Finally 21 le worz. Anyway, hope u enjoy ur bday today. Sorry yest nite i could not go down 2 meet u guys. Happy Bday. :>