alright.. first n foremost..
i lost my hp!!! yepz.. tts rite.. i lost tt phone.. wif all d memories n stuffs inside.. manz.. i'm soooo careless.. *sighs* n d worse thing is, d phone isnt mine.. it was darling's phone.. hw tragic is tt! went 2 cck n played pool frm town.. took cabby there wif darling n shilei cuz we went shopping at bugis.. den darling has his nights off n he came 2 meet us.. then, wana play pool.. therefore, took a cabby down 2 cck.. reach cck then went up 2 k-pool.. only then i realise i lost d phone! omg.. i was in total shock.. i was like gg 2 burst into tears at tt very moment but darling kept consoling me tell me its okay, wads lost is lost.. no pt being so sad.. but its hard u see, if it was my phone, i'm ok wif it.. but its not mine! all d mp3s, all d photos, d contacts.. gosh.. i lost everything.. n d phone was a gd phone somemore.. it wasnt those lousy type.. my heart totally stopped at tt moment.. darling kept telling me nt 2 fret abt it.. n he dun like seeing me so unhappy.. hw i wish he scold me for being so stupid n careless.. but he didnt at all.. he said he couldnt bear scolding me.. tt makes me feel even worse. haiz..
cried last nite whn talking 2 dear.. n he almost cried too cuz he dun like me being sad n stuff n he dun like me blaming myself for losing d phone.. i cant stop blaming n i kept crying like hell.. tinking y i'm so careless.. didnt notice d phone. nw, without d phone, its like without my fingers.. i'm so attached 2 d phone.. gg mad.. shilei has a friend who is a hp dealer n yest he said he is selling d same phone model at $350.. without contract.. but till, haven cfm whether i gt it or not. still haf 2 wait for news. gona buy back d same 1 4 dear.. initially wana keep tis frm him.. but in d end, he knew smthing was gg on n he force me 2 say it.. n he... wana share d cost wif me.. haiz.. till yest den i totally realise hw good he is to me.. so lucky 2 haf him as my bf.. thanks dear.. thanks 4 being soo good 2 me.. i know tt phone is impt 2 u cuz u used ur hard-earned money n bought tt phone.. in d end, got lost becuz of me.. n still, u didnt even blame me at all n even consoled me telling me its okay n tt phone is juz a material thing n i didnt mean 2 do it on purpose.. of cuz, understanding my every emotion.. didnt know my emotion could affect u so much.. was only yest then i realise hw impt i'm to u.. thanks for everything.. =)
know wad? juz whn i was typing tis entry, my house phone rang n it was my dad.. he ask me whether i lost my phone in a cab den there is tis uncle who called him n ask.. my dad then call back n ask me abt it.. i call d uncle back n realise d phone was wif him all along! manz.. dear xiaojia offered to help me get back d phone cuz it was at serangoon.. thanks alot babe!! thanks for offering 2 help.. but still worry for her.. hope everything goes well.. *pray real hard*
will update abt d lost phone later...
