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i'm bored...
i'm bored...
i'm bored...
i'm sooo bored..

sigh.. i'm still bored!!

nw waitin my bro 2 come back wif d new comp he bought. wonder wad kind of combination will it turn out.. dad gave him $1500 for d d.i.y comp. wonder if there r any left so tt i cud go get a infra-red port n a webcam! wahahaha.. madness. n he made me carry d comp table all d way frm my rm 2 d study rm.. duhz. nw, my rm is in a mess cuz d previous comp is all over my floor. juz great. i haf 2 clean it up later.. *roll eyes*

dar went swimming wif his buddies at jurong east. hope he enjoys it.. =)

notice i'm blogging rubbish nw? haha. sorry.. cuz i'm..... yes.. bored! duhz.

tmr den i can go out!! *screams* watching coach carter tmr.. gg cineleisure first den haf 2 go down 2 plaza sing 2 get things frm koko n shilei den after tt, meeting my babes at d secret garden for our dinner.. or rather a celebration 4 jia. hope she likes wad we organise 4 her. heez.. hereby, wishing tt babe a happy 20th bday!! still sooo young.. *sobz* haha. thou i'm only a yr older, but den.. 21 seems so.... old.. wahahaha.

mum says i'm at d marriageable age already. i knw i wana marry young.. but still haf 2 wait till i finish my poly life.. { i'm still typing rubbish.. pardon me }

tinking back, whn i was wif my 3yrs ex bf { 1999 - 2002 }, i tot he was d "one".. since we've been 2gether 4 soo longg.. but, i was too naive la.. haha. den there were a few bfs which i tot will make it all d way till we get married, but then, once again, i tink too far.. nw, i'm wif dar.. hmm.. had tis strong feeling we will last all d way.. but, nv predict d future too fast cuz anything cud happen rite? { crapz }

dear jasmine juz called n complained.. haha.. funny la she.. she is like soo stressed up. heez.. well, i shall continue waitin 4 my bro 2 come back wif d comp.. n i shall go get a bath nw since i gt nth better 2 do. haa! till nxt update! =)

pics at gallery 3 for d batam trip!!!!!!

time 2 update for d batam trip!

first day
meet dar ard 8am at my house den off we took a cabby down 2 fetch shilei den reached tanah merah ferry terminal ard 8.45am. check in le den waited 4 d rest 2 come. check into d terminal ard 9.30am i tink den went 2 d dfs shop. bought a bottle of vodka currant. n its damn cheap. only 26bucks. boarded d ferry n 25mins journey 2 batam. took sm pics on d ferry. reached batam ferry terminal n off we go looking for d turi beach resort ppl n took d bus 2 d resort. settled sm stuffs n in we go 2 our individuals resort. me n dar n shilei is in 1 rm.. d rm was nice!! there r 2 beds, 1 double n 1 single. me n dar shared d double bed. rest 4 while den we went 2 d lobby in buggy. d service was nt too bad.. cuz whenever we need 2 go 2 d lobby, we only haf 2 call d reception n they will send buggies down 2 drive us up 2 d lobby. waited 4 d van we hired 2 bring us out for lunch n shopping.. d journey was damn longggg.. almost half an hr 2 reach d place we wanted 2 go n d weather was damn hot!! cannot tahan. lucky dar fanned me all d way while i rested. haha. reached an indonesian restaurant.. i ordered nasi goreng. well, it was nice.. or maybe cuz i was too hungry den everything seems nice? lol. i even ate d cow's tongue. -_-'' it tasted so rubbery.. anyway, went shopping for awhile n d girls bought bras! haha.. cuz it was damn cheap. but d amt of money i tell ya.. its so huge.. see all d numbers r like.. 20000, 4390000.. see le damn blur.. but things r cheap. went 2 shop in a few shopping centres.. saw a&w there! excited. missed d curly fries n d floats. bought sm groceries. we took alot of stuff.. but in d end, convert back 2 sing dollars, its only 12bucks. haha. take till very happy.. den went back 2 d van n went back 2 d resort. d driver n his friend were very cute.. jasmine n jia talked alot 2 them though smtimes is like 1 chicken n 1 duck. heez. jasmine even called d friend sayang. haha. so funny. had fun.. went back 2 d resort rest awhile n jas, jia n me went 2 d pool n swim. n by d pool there is tis bar. we ordered drinks there. i drank margarita tequila. it was quite strong.. but it was nice. swam for awhile n went back 2 d resort n prepared 2 go out for dinner wif d same 2 cute so called tour guides. cuz they followed us shopping too.. haha! went 2 d hypermart first 2 grab groceries again.. cuz most of d tidbits was eaten by dear jasmine. -_-'' took alot alot of stuffs.. in sing i guess if u shop like tt, d bill will b like almost 100bucks. but.. we only paid 33bucks in sing for it! haha.. cheap. bought a chiffon choc cake for jia for her advanced bday.. but we did it in a secretive way. funny la. after hypermart, we went 4 our dinner at a seafood restaurant.. d seafood was not too bad.. but poor dar cant eat seafood.. hmm.. after dinner, headed back 2 d resort n we played sm games like 5,10 n truth or dare. i kena one dare n was dared 2 french kiss wif dar. so embarrassing! they always ask me to do tis kind of things. duhz. even came up wif ideas like act 1 sex style. omg. but lucky i escaped frm tt. madness. we drank n ate like nobody's business n we even tortured jia. haha! fun fun fun!! within like 1 hr, d vodka only left wif less than 1/4. then, most of us r damn tired, therefore decide 2 zzzz.. talked 2 dar for awhile n he said alot of stuffs 2 me. so touched. haha!

d following day
woke up at 8plus i tink.. den we went 2 d restaurant n had our breakfast. had omelettes.. den went back 2 d resort n took sm rest.. went down 2 d spa centre n book appointment 4 d spa. i took d hand n foot spa which includes color.. for 75bucks. dar n i shared half of d cost. heez. den off we went 2 play sea sports. we only played d banana boat cuz there wasnt enough time. dar didnt play cuz of his rashes. poor him haf 2 b d camera man. it was fun!! though capsized alot of times. haha.. i even got myself a bruised n a sprained neck. but it was worth it. d sea water was damn damn damn salty also. bleahz. haha. after d banana boat, we head down 2 d pool n swam like mad!! dar also cant swim cuz of d rashes.. damn those rashes! swimmng was his one of his favs.. n he cant do it.. so sad. all fo us ordered drinks again.. hehe.. tis time, i tried d tropical cocktail but it sucks. tastes like medicine. yucks. den went back 2 d rm n took a bath n went for my spa. it was soooo relaxing.. heez. n i gt myself a french manicure. woooo!! nicey.. after all d girls finished their spas, headed back 2 d rm n packed up. shilei wasnt feeling well.. i tink food poisoning.. went 2 d batam ferry terminal n i bought myself 2 polo ralph clothes, 1 long-sleeved pink top n a polo tee wif pink n white stripes! nicey!! check in n boarded d last ferry. me, dar n shilei took cabby back 2 jurong there n me n dar sent her 2 d doc. after d doc, i find myself not feeling well also. i was breaking into cold sweat n worried dar.. went back home, i vomitted n had diarrhoea. but after tt, i was feeling abit better n went 2 slp. sorry dar!! sorry 2 make u worry.. =)
overall, i had lots of fun.. d scenery was beautiful, all my friends were great company n fun. had lots of rubbish happening.. very memorable. heez. dar too.. he has been d joy n laughter n a gd company too.. hope nxt time, we could planned another one again!!! =)

today
woke up ard 11 plus n was feeling much better but my arms r aching like mad.. gona stay at hm n rest... cuz was still feeling abit of d pain yest. *sigh* now dar n me r sooo bored.. haha! in msn also dunno can do wat. bleahz. alright! gona go continue talking to him! till nxt update!

woot! juz reached home.. *tired* haha.. but duno y.. smhow cant reali get 2 slp.. tts y here i am, updating blog. anyway, updates for today..

today (24/4/05)
woke up ard 9am den met dear ard 1plus at my blk.. i was late.. wahaha.. as usual la.. =) reached plaza sing n went up 2 buy movie tickets for guess who at 7.25pm.. yes.. i know i watched it b4 le.. but dear couldnt watch tt time cuz his rashes was serious.. now its getting better n therefore, being d good gf, i acc him watch. lol.. we reached plaza sing ard 3pm den we walked d whole plaza sing like 4 duno hw many rounds.. haha. went 2 look 4 koko at u.r.s n bought a pair of nice sandals frm him. but dear paid. wad can i say? he is juz so nice. *smiles* den, met shilei 4 awhile den went in 4 our movie. second time watching but still very funny.. after d movie, went down 2 carrefour n bought sm tidbits 4 tmr. hehe.. den went 2 meet shilei again den took cabby home.. had a great time 2day! cuz could go out wif dear. =) now talking to him so i shall stop my update.. tmr gg batam!! soooo excited!! shall update abt it n will upload pics! *cheers* till nxt update...

juz a penny for my own thoughts... so juz bear wif me.. up 2 u 2 decide whether 2 read it or not.. cuz i guess its gona b wordy. 1st update below. sorry if i mentioned any names. =)n tis entry is juz 2 keep my memories fresh. doesnt mean anything else k!

was browsing thru my own profile in friendster n suddenly gt tis urge 2 go read all my testimonials. 9 pages in total. started frm d very 1st pg n saw jia's 1st testimonial n den page by page i read. remembering i was still in yr 1 whn i had tis friendster acc n den slowly i was wif jonathan, den blessings frm polymates n stuff. jonathan, he was a wonderful guy.. it was actually a patched up thing b/w d both of us cuz we used 2 b 2gether in sec 1 or 2. forgot. we did alot of things together. bowling, swimming, arcade, me gg down 2 his camp etc. alot of memories. it lasted for abt half a yr? shd be baz. broke off unpleasantly n it was painful. even went 2 look for him early in d morn n waited 4 him at his house downstairs 2 talk things out wif him but it didnt work cuz d prob doesnt reali lies on us. well, i shall nt elaborate any further. but it was wonderful half a yr. till nw, we still keep in contact.. knowing nw he has tis love prob revolving ard him.. juz hope everything turns well 4 him. =)

life goes on n then i met gary. he was a pri, sec sch friend. i didnt know him tt well. guess it was all becuz of junjie. sec sch times, didnt even talk to each other b4. it was only till whn i was waiting 4 my second 'o' levels results n was workin in jp den i gt 2 talk 2 him. duno hw, duno y. we got lots of things 2 talk abt. its like neverending. he was gg thru a break-up n so was i. den we meet n went 2 eat steamboat 2gether wif my babes. they had a great impression of him n they sort of pulled us together. went downtown east together n i got 2 know alot more abt him. d memories of lips cafe at cine, ktv at cuppage, jp mccafe, d macdonald beside chinablack etc. full of good memories but also, it didnt last long. only lasted like less than 3 mths i guess.. due 2 his personal matters. it was hard 2 let go. i guess i take every relationship very seriously tts y d hurt is always at d max. but frm him, i learnt alot too. learnt abt patience n also independence. recently, both of us had kept in contact n he came 2 my bday chalet. was happy 2 see him. had tis tots of being together wif him again n he had too.. but then, due 2 my own personal reasons, it didnt work out as well.. saw his friendster profile n his msn nick. it was always full of sadness.. duno hw true it is but nevertheless, hope he would find someone tt reali loved him for who he is. =)

moving on... thru kim's bf, daniel, knew tis guy by d name of deli. knew he was a big flirt frm d first time i met him. it was at rave. n he looks damn familiar only 2 recall tt he resembles adam chen frm channel u. haa! den, due 2 sm prob daniel have, we often meet cuz wana counsel him as a friend.. therefore, always get 2 see deli cuz he will always b there. he was havin probs wif his ex too. i was still not over d break-up wif gary also. den, we often will go into johor n also 2 chinablack. he would also call me n ask for advices n stuff. at tt pt, i didnt tink tt he would like me cuz i'm totally nt his type of girls. his type of girls is young girls n all were quite "lian" type. he himself is "beng" kind. guess most of u haf seen his pics b4. but it was during tis particular nite. we were at chinablack. he was dancing as usual n me also. but then, duno y, there r sm weird feelings. unexplainable feelings. but i decide 2 forgo d feelings n indulge in d music. they went 2 balestier 4 supper n frm there, i suddenly told them i'm gg off.. i was meeting shangjun at his place there 2 slack. (an ex of 3yrs.. was wif him frm sec 2 end till sec 5 end.. been thru alot alot wif him.. but still keep in contact smtimes.. haha. juz a lil info.) den deli called me n talk sm funny things. nxt day, he ask me whether i liked him or not n frm there. it started. d memories we shared was all at ang mo kio. play lan there, bishan park, d movies at junction8, shopping n makan in johor.. alot of times were spent at ang mo kio. but then, it became sour whn he started workin. it was total crap ah. which i cant accept. he told me feelings changed but he cant bear 2 let me go cuz i treat him real gd. guess it was becuz i kept stuffing money 2 him. then, one day, i told myself 2 reali let go of tis guy cuz no pt n i decide 2 tell him on d second day of my chalet, which he surprisingly came. told everything 2 him n i was glad i told him tt. next thing i knew, he actually has a gf even b4 we broke up. duhz. how jerk was tt? he was a total disappointment. to tink i tot he wasnt wad alot of ppl say. haa! juz count myself unlucky. but then, tinking back. he also make me become a much stronger person.

well, my polymates n sec sch mates. alot of them i often kept in contact. i reali appreciate their every bit of concern.. they haf been my shelter.. whenever i need them, they will b there. when i was down, they will cheer me up by bringing me out, craking jokes. i'm lucky tt i had such good kind souls around me. of cuz, must thank my current dear.. he is one hell of a guy. waited 5 yrs 4 me.. n still there, still willing 2 shower tt amt of love, care on me. he treats me d best among all d ex i had. seriously, i had nv felt tt loved b4.. only till now.. whn i'm wif him, i feel tt d past hurts n sm stupid shit i been thru r all gone.. d pain, d hatred. haha.. i'm getting quite emo nw.. tinking thru n tinking back abt my past, i truly realised alot of things.. all tis r processes in my life. i dunwan 2 say i regret tis or regret tt cuz i dunwan 2 live in d past anymore. i wana look forward 2 d future. living in d past only makes myself indulge in sadness which i dunwan. i only wan 2 tink of d past as learning points which will remind me of d lessons i learnt or d knowledge n maturity i gained. d future will b full of d new me.. wif d new knowledge i gained, i will strive 2 b a better person. i know i would.. =)

too much already! haha. shall stop here.. lastly, wana gif a big thanks 2 those ppl who were once impt in my life. i only mentioned 3 here cuz tis 3 happened only like recently. d rest, guess u know who u r.. will also b remembered. =) also, to all my lovely friends in poly n sec sch. i love u guys lots!! one more to go.. who else but my darling boy! love u lots. =)

alright! time for updates since i gt nth 2 do now.. haha. shall update abt yest first i guess.. here goes..

yest met shilei ard 2plus at jp and slack at delifrance. waited for dear to come n ard 4plus he came.. went 2 eat at billy bombers! heez.. ate cod fish.. nice nice! but in d end, i kept feeding dear wif my food cuz my share is juz too much for me. lol. after tt, took mrt down 2 dolby gaut as we wana go kbox n sing-k! i'm cravin for it.. hehe.. reached there abt 7plus n took cabby down 2 parklane. i know its juz a 5-10mins distance but sweet dear know i'm tired n lazy 2 walk there therefore, took cabby. so sweet of him rite? heez.. played a few rounds of pool n off we go 2 kbox. sang like mad can! haha.. drink also like mad. drank bourbon coke like as if it was free.. d bill came up 2 70plus. dear paid my share n we sang till ard 1plus. had fun! dear's rashes was bad.. haiz.. poor him..he kept making sure tt i didnt touch d rashes part cuz he scare i will get his rashes but then, i dun mind! haha. anyway, took cabby back n talked 2 dear at my house downstairs. =) den is home sweet home!

today
met my babes 12pm. but all of us were late. haha! went 2 swensens n ate banana split. nicey.. =) in d morn, duno wad happen 2 me, i vomit out my breakfast. haiz. wonder if it was becuz of d alcohol d previous nite. anyway, after swensens, went 2 meet dan n kim den in we go 2 d cinema. we watched guess who! very nice show.. very funny n touching also.. i would rate it 8/10. a must watch! haha. enjoyed d whole show. too bad dear wasnt wif me.. haiz.. cuz of his rash. after d show, dan drove us 2 paya lebar air base n we went into d officer mess n met up wif tis lady n showed us some of her lv products. heez. but none caught my eye. too bad. near 5pm, we went off n dan drove kim n jia 2 d spect mass cuz they working n den drove jas 2 khatib there cuz she also working, but at tengah air base. at last, dan drove me home. thanks dude! =) i'm soooo looking forward 2 batam trip. heez. could spend all d time wif dear. alright.. enough! haha. gona go cook maggie mee for my dinner le.. will update till here.. till nxt update!

alright! time 2 update! heez.. simply too lazy to update yest.. did on my lappy but in d end, still lazy 2 go click on blogger webpage n type..

first n foremost, i got my results!! early in d morn. duhz. not bad not bad.. better den i expected. only gt 1 D d rest r Bs n Cs.. proud of myself already cuz i expect alot of Ds was especially shock whn i saw my fp2.2 (field prac) has a B beside. still rem tt tis sem my gt alot of prob wif my f.p.. my supervision for my learning centre has 2 scheduled at d last week cuz of d funeral n by d end of tt week, i haf 2 submit d whole portfolio. n becuz of d funeral, d rest of d learning centre items i had 2 push back n i did all d items during d middle of d nite. not only tt, my reflection papers all haf 2 write all d last min. haf 2 rush all d photos out, haf 2 complete my hrs in d childcare centre cuz tt time i owe 12hrs. tt was alot! woooo.. stressful.. not only haf 2 deal wif d stress at d funeral but also f.p cuz d lecturer was damn strict. not easy 2 get a B frm her. i was damn lucky. haha.. but now its over! n i'm happy wif my results. i'm contented.

20/4/05
met my babes at 1pm in sch. den swam n swam.. managed 2 swim at least 6 laps. heez.. kept pushing myself 2 swim. wana get a tan. thou there is sun.. but.. i juz didnt get tanned.. duhz.. my other babes all gt abit tanned except for me! -_-'' after tt, went 2 sim megabites cafe n had our lunch. ate grilled fish.. cuz wan something more healthy. heez. after eating, took bus home n along d way, talk to dear. thks for accompanying me tok dear! *smiles*

hmm.. today gg swimming again! wooo! happy.. gona make sure i get tanned! duhz. meeting them 2pm at d swimming pool.. den maybe after tt meet dear 4 dinner.. poor him, duno wad happen, got alot of rashes on his body. n recently, he like no appetite like tt wor.. worried 4 him. but i shall see him later.. =) hope he will b fine soon.. ok.. update till here.. till nxt update!

morning! juz woke up.. feeling very energetic now.. guess it was becuz i slept early yest.. slept at 11plus. quite early for me. all becuz of dear. cuz he ate med n was drowsy. no one acc me talk therefore, haf 2 choose 2 acc my bed.. haha. yest met up wif my babes, but only jia n jas. went 2 pay for d rest of d batam trip. then, we had lunch at n.y.d.c! nice nice. me n jas ate d "three amigos" n jia ordered a mushroom pizza.. it was delicious.. d pasta was better den pastamania. d cream of mushroom was super creamy too! *yums* after lunch, we head down 2 tampines mall n shopped! bought a pink top n a sling bag.. but all dear pay.. =) cuz he has money wif me n he kept asking me to use.. tempt me.. haha! but i was a happy girl after i bought those stuff.. ard 6, left tampines mall n den jas n jia went 2 bishan for their movie while i headed back 2 jurong.. they alighted at city hall n we definitely talked alot! heez.. nice talking to them.. no pressure.. den dear acc me talk from city hall all d way hm.. thanks darling! if not, i will b bored 2 death.. went home, changed, n went down 2 central n had dinner wif my family.. cuz it was mum's bday. it was also my elder bro's bday.. hmm.. my parents ordered alot of food! was damn full after eating till i could puke. wallked home den watched tv n chatted wif dear.. n well, tts all for yest..

today shall b a quiet n boring day for me.. but no fret, as tmr i shall b on my way 2 sch for a swim wif my babes! cant wait.. tis time, gona swim more laps! i shall persevere! haha. update tmr! =)

juz woke up! tired as hell n my butt hurts.. *roll eyes* anyway, update abt yest..

16/4/05
met darling boy at clementi at 3.30pm n ate fries at mac n tako pachi! due 2 d meeting time with boy's friend is still early, we went 2 play pool.. tis time, at least lose 2 him by not much.. proud of myself.. haha.. whn it was 5pm, went 2 meet boy's friend n we took 196 down 2 east coast park.. long journey there.. but den, gt darling accompanying me n also a cleo mag! we even played a fist game 5, 10 in d bus.. -_-'' we read d cleo mag together n saw alot of funny things n it was fun. reached east coast ard 6plus n his friends already reach there.. walked all d way 2 d other end 2 d bbq pit.. tiring.. it was till 7plus whn most of his friends reach den we set up d pit.. i helped! haha.. thou boy kept asking me not to. i even barbequed hotdogs n crabmeat for him! heez.. den knowing i lazy 2 use hands n eat d chicken wings, he even took d meat out n fed me! same for d otah! so sweet of him.. love him so much! haha.. d otah n d satay they ordered r sooo nice! esp otah! spicy! went 2 d beach there 2 "romantic" for awhile n we went 2 cycle! my butt hurts becuz of d seat. very uncomfortable.. n since its been a longgg time since i rode a bicycle, abit unbalance.. but it was nice.. =) his friends were nice n funny.. n i get 2 meet his other buddy.. n talked abt clubbing n stuff.. nice! n we ton all d way till morn whn we go mac for breakfast n den a friend drove us home! darling once again paid everything for d day.. d bbq n also d breakfast n bicycle n stuff.. he ah.. always dun let me pay.. i didnt get 2 touch my wallet.. -_-'' haha!

well, cant wait 2 d batam trip.. it would b a small honeymoon wif darling as quoted by my babes.. haha.. i guess it would b fun.. anywhere is fun wif him ard.. =) ok! gona go watch sm tv! till nxt update...

*boy.. if u r reading tis.. pls b reminded u still owe me something wor.. cuz u lost d bet! wahaha.. *grins*

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didnt actually go out today.. juz basically slacking ard at home! only ard 5plus near 6, went downstairs 2 meet darling boy.. he booked out den immed came 2 meet me cuz i wana return his hp to him.. his 6230 has been wif me for almost a mth.. n i'm neglecting my gd88.. therefore, feel tt its time 2 return him.. heez.. talked n fooled ard for awhile n he kept bullying me! duhz.. so bad.. haha.. he bought mentos! know tt i haf to eat mentos, he will always buy for me.. *sweet* ok.. i realised i'm addicted 2 mentos.

anyway, gg out wif boy tmr! meeting him first for lunch den will go to his ite friends' bbq at east coast park n may be coming back on sun.. wana go see sunrise n d catch sm sea breeze!! *smiles* was browsing thru friendster n of cuz looking at my bulletin n saw something interesting which is a must-see, esp for guys.. n yes.. darling.. tt include u too.. =)

When A Girl...

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that

interesting? well, tts wad i tink so.. n darling! u saw tt? haha.. kkz.. enough of rubbish.. till nxt update....

juz finished watching d channel 8 9pm show.. loved d youngsters part.. so funny.. anyway, went for a swim tis afternoon wif jas n jia in sch.. n boy, was d weather damn hot! but it was cool swimming wif them.. hehe..s wam a few laps n wanted 2 get a tan, but... no sun! duhz.. was quite tired n also having headaches.. perhaps it was becuz d day before went drinking n then, cant slp.. haiz. oh yah.. let me update abt yest's outing..

13/4/05
darling boy's bday!! hehe.. met them at 11am at stop press cuz my appointment for d hair salon is at 12pm. so off we went 2 centerpoint.. gt my new haircut n i feel tt it was quite boyish.. *sighs* anyway, boy told me it looks okay but.... hmm.. duno. haa! boy paid for d haircut.. he ah.. -_-'' ask shilei 2 help him! den, we went 2 shop ard.. went into mango n bought a skirt at 25bucks.. once again, boy paid.. but den, i love tt skirt.. hehe! he is juz so sweet la.. after tt, went to shop ard town, bought my roxy cap!! met up wif boy's friends.. they gave him a seiko watch.. so nice! went 2 paid for d batam trip thingy den went 2 play pool.. i didnt play cuz gt slight headache.. after playing pool, went 2 cine n i bought beach slippers! hehe.. went 2 yuki yaki n had our dinner.. was so damn fun! boy's buddies, kept making those silly faces n sounds.. poor boy haf 2 eat 18 or 20 eggs as a "birthday gift" poor him.. but then, we cheated la of cuz.. scare he vomit! after d lovely dinner, took a cabby down 2 devils bar n met up wif boy's campmates n in we go! wasnt reali into a clubbing mood cuz d headache kept coming back.. spoilt my mood.. they bought a birthday cake for him but i tink d cake is more for play den for consuming.. haha! he got cake all over his face.. n.. as his gf, i gt "played" also.. ask me n boy 2 eat a strawberry n d choc stick facing each other n make us kiss! so bad k.. in front of so many ppl.. =\ haha! but it was fun la.. =) after tt, boy went 2 dance.. did dance for awhile.. but d lights there r making my headache worse n went back 2 d sofa seat while boy continue his madness wif his campmates..

first time seeing him so enthu in dancing.. nice 2 see tt in him.. =) finally saw d madness in him.. he drank alot too.. *roll eyes* n know wad? i vomitted.. duhz.. somemore in d hotel beside.. high class can? haha.. at first boy was "neglecting" me.. haha..no la.. cuz he was entertaining his friends n leave me sitting at d sofa.. of cuz i dun blame him.. i'm nt tt demanding.. but den after realised i was abit bored n after i vomitted, he accompanied me all d way.. =) must say he reali treats me good.. of cuz, i also will la.. haha! thou i always bully him.. lol.. but there was quite ok cuz some of his friends entertained us.. n his buddy, long, kept doing stupid actions. kept laughing.. till 2plus, we took cabby home.. boy n me sat below my blk till 4plus b4 we went home..

to boy: well, 13th was d official day for us thou it shd b like 1 mth ago.. haha.. wana fix tis day as our official dating time cuz it is special as it falls on ur bday.. hope u enjoyed ur bday n hope we cud b as happy as wad we imagined it would be.. i haf faith in u n in tis relationship.. thks for being there for me always n thanks for spoiling me.. haha.. u reali pamper me alot.. i will try not to bully u la hor.. try only wor.. will make it up to u for d 4-5yrs u been waiting for me.. love u lots!! =) i'm a happy girl when u r ard!

till nxt update.. tis entry is simpy too long! haha.. photos for d day is in d photo album 2.. go check it out!!

evening! juz finished my dinner.. went 2 meet my darlings at causeway point during noon.. went 2 pastamania 4 lunch n discussed abt d batam trip.. we r in a dilemma nw cuz we gt 2 not-so-bad offers frm 2 different agencies.. so, somehow caught in a dilemma. haha! so need 2 use some girl power 2 somehow, pyscho those ppl 2 gif discounts.. =) nth much after tt, went shopping for awhile n den home sweet home.. haf 2 b a gd girl 2day cuz gg out tmr. LOL! tmr is boy's bday.. finally 21st le.. hmmz.. already bought him his present so tmr will b juz accompanying him ard. but then, i'm gg for my hair appointment n do sm shopping wif shilei, so i guess, it would b d other way round, him accompanying me.. ironic. haa! demanded him 2 wear d shirt i bought him. hehe.. n den, at nite, gona go down devils 2 celebrate his bday.. wif his campmates n sm of his ite friends i guess. hope it will b a fun one.. alrite, gona go continue msn session wif my darlings.. update abt tmr again! hope i haf fun.. well, i know i will.. *smiles* all rite, rite now let me wish my darling boy happy bday by literally singing d song..

happy birthday to u
you are born in d zoo
u look like a monkey
n u smell like one too!!!

*grins* i know he will like it.. he better do.. haha.. okok.. happy 21st bday darling!! *muacks* =)

current blog song: With you by Jessica Simpson

afternoon! tired as hell nw.. yest slept at 4plus.. well, yest nite went 2 jp coffeebean wif boy.. go there slack n also 2 buy food 4 my mum.. den shilei came n ard 10plus, boy n his friend went 2 book in, me n shilei went home.. talked on d phone wif boy till 4am.. zZzz

juz finish discussing d overseas trip wif my babes.. still have nt come 2 a conclusion yet but jia's friend offered 2 help n had tis 3days2nights package. 1st day genting den second day at kl.. shopping!! haha.. but den batam also quite tempting.. so.. still duno yet.. may be meeting them up tmr.. told boy abt d shopping n he say.. he will bring more money.. -_-'' nth 2 say.. yest we talked abt weddings n stuffs.. very funny.. but anyway, its time 2 tink ah.. cuz i wana get married early. or rather, get engaged first den get married. den told him i wan a wedding by d sea n he say he will try. LOL! imagine tt.. *in lala land* madness. anyway, tis song is sort of dedicated 2 him.. compensate him cuz yest he reali get tortured mentally by me.. wonder y he is so afraid of me.. haha! enjoy!

*ps: sorry if there r pop-ups i guess due 2 d website i used 2 these songs. i have tried 2 host songs but.. failed!! haha.. maybe i'm stupid la.. dunno how.. if can, anyone, teach me k? leave a tag n teach me!! thanks a million! *muacks*

With you by jessica simpson

The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world, like I was super girl
The real me used to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated

I start thinking about it,
I almost forgot what it was like
To know what it feels like
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you, with you, with you
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Cuz I start thinking about it,
I almost forgot what it was like
To know what love feels right
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you

Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you

With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you

yo! juz reached home frm paying respects 2 my bro.. hmm.. it would b d so called last time we go visit him.. will haf 2 wait till nxt yr d qing ming festival den we go visit. it was a fast one cuz he "let us go" fast. for those who duno, once u place d food in front, u haf 2 wait for awhile 2 so called let d spirit "finish" d food den in order 2 know whether d spirit has "finish" d food or not, u either throw 2 red thingy or in my case, toss 2 coins n if one has heads; one has tails, means d spirit has "finish" n u can leave.. if not, u haf 2 wait.. my bro was fast. less than 5 mins. i guess he knows tt there is a major jam n d cabby was waiting 4 us. d meter was jumping like mad also.. hmm.. anyway, i'm tired like hell.. yest went 4 midnight show wif shilei, boy n his gang. went 2 west mall n watched samara. all i can say is d show is quite dumb thou most of d times i kept putting or rather poking my fingers into my ears. haa! den after d show, went 2 d food court nearby n sat down 4 a drink. having my stupid cramps n was suffering throughout. duhz! hate cramps. it juz sucks. talked alot of rubbish throughout n had a gd time laughing. den after tt, took cabby home n den went 2 d blk near neighbourhood park n sat down wif boy n chatted. den ard 3plus, went home n talk 2 boy awhile n slp..

alritey.. updated enough.. not gona do anything except 2 juz rest n slp i guess.. boy's booking in 2day.. hope he can get leave on wed (his bday) den can go zouk! haha! till nxt update...

current blog song: pieces of me by ashlee simpson

alrite.. its been like days since i updated... haha.. cuz these past 3 days have been out enjoying myself.. so i will briefly describe wad d heck i did these few days..

tues

went 2 mandai in d noon 2 pay respects 2 my elder bro as well as my maternal granddad. there were so many ppl there n d ashes were like flying ard me like free. *roll eyes* paid respects 2 my bro n once again, reminded me of how he passed away. hmm.. but anyway, life still haf 2 go on.. n he died peacefully n hope tt he will find peace in another world. went home after tt n at nite, meet boy n slack near d neighbourhood park. den, shilei called n ask us go ktv. n so, being a good friend, *ehem* went down 2 clementi n met her. of cuz, poor boy haf 2 follow me. haha! sang till 1am den went back 2 neighbourhood park n slacked till 3plus n went 2 acc my sweet bed.

wed

meet boy n shilei 3pm at bus interchange n pff we went 2 cine to meet boy's friends for movie. watched "d pacifier" super nice show n vin diesel was damn cool! haha! had a great time laughing my ass off. after d show, went for dinner den went for pool session. my pool has improved! haha! but duno whether is it by luck or wad. wadever it is, after pool, jun, jerlyn n weiyang came n meet us at cine den off we go 2 chinablack. boy's friends went off n left wif me, boy, weiyang, shujun, jerlyn n shilei. there was quite a long queue but den it was quite fast n it was ladies nite, known as jade. saw 3 of my polymates there n we found a spot behind d dj n in front of d bar counter. drank quite alot cuz free flow for ladies. there were many jyians there or rather, ex-jyians. i knew most of them n chatted n danced wif some. had a great time there. reali. danced n drink like mad. haha! rather embarrassed haf 2 let boy see d ugly dancing of mine. LOL!

thurs

woke up at 10.30am n met boy ard 11plus n took a cab down taka 2 meet my babes for buffet n guess wad? genghis khan is closed for renovation. duhz! kim wasnt able 2 make it n d 4 of us including, boy, went 2 marina square n had pariss buffet. 1 person 30plus bucks! boy paid for me.. ex.. but it wasnt so bad. at least i get 2 eat oysters!! haha! after d buffet went shopping ard n i bought boy's bday present! haha! we tricked him into wearing it n den ask whether he liked it or not den after tt, once he say he liked d design, ask jasmine 2 help me. fun.. haha! bought him a long sleeved shirt from fcuk, french connection. d shirts there r all ex! branded goods i guess.. tt shirt costs 89bucks. but compared 2 wad he spent on me these past few yrs, 89bucks is nth. ard 7plus, meet boy's friends again cuz one of his friends, huishan, is celebrating her bday. jasmine n jia went home. reali haf 2 thank those babes for helping! love them lots! *smiles* initially, their plan was 2 watch movies, horror movie. but then , they changed 2 eating jap food instead. so off we went 2 tis jap restaurant n had some jap food cuz previously tt buffet i still can feel d food inside my tummy. was still full. haha! but d jap food is nice.. unique also. after d jap food. they booked a rm at kbox n gave d bday girl a surprise n bought her a cake also. can tell they were reali very close. had fun talking n singing wif them cuz one of their friend, amos, was a super entertainer. funny guy. sang till ard 1am den took cabby wif boy. reached hm ard 2plus den continue talking on d phone wif boy till 4plus n slept like a baby..


well, gona be a gd girl today n stayed at hm.. tired but reali did enjoy myself these past few days.. guilty cuz boy spent alot on me.. hmm.. reali glad he is in my life n hope everything turns out nice! okiez.. gona go check mails n friendster. till nxt update! ciaos!

woke up at 1plus today.. still super tired.. *yawns* went 2 meet my babes at 6pm yest n we went 2 plaza singapura n walked ard n haf our dinner at long john silver.. as usual, lots of crap happen. haha! bought a black cardigan n also a pair of black butterfly dangling earrings! temptation is very big.. cant resist. lol. den whn it was 9pm, we went in for d movie, "the wedding date" it was very nice thou some parts of d show may b a lil confusing.. after d show, daniel drive us 2 clarke quay n we walked 2 gotham penthouse.. d atmosphere there is nt tt bad ar.. n d songs there.. all r&b! *fav* waited for jia's friend 2 come n guess wad, all of d guy friends r wearing suits! haha. cuz d club, guys 23 n above den can go in.. therefore, alot of ang mohs n alot of "mature" guys there.. drank free flow of vodka, danced, "flirted" haa! den ard 2plus, daniel came 2 pick us up n we went 2 balestier 2 haf bak kut tea n off we go home! reached home ard 3plus n talked to boy till 6am.. zzzz.. tired but nice. =)

boy will haf his 1 week leave starting tmr n we planned 2 go genghis khan on thurs! wif my bitching_inc babes of cuz.. wad is fun without them? his bday is coming.. thou i know wad 2 buy for him but den.. must faster go find d time 2 go get it! wun b saying wad d present is now cuz he will b reading tis.. haha!

d batam trip is cfm.. every1 is able 2 go! *happy* but d date nt sure yet.. maybe cfm on thurs den we can go plan d dates n stuff.. tinking of spa, snorkelling, d jet-ski, para-ski, banana boat makes me even more tempted 2 faster go there! n of cuz.. jasmine kept saying all d nice things there! *drools* lol.. hope everything turns out nicely..

juz finish talking 2 boy.. he will call back later cuz he haf 2 do his guard duty.. hmm.. till nxt update.. ciaoz!

current blog song: going crazy by natalie

Happy April's fool day!!! haha! let me update on d happening things tt i did 4 wed n thurs..

wed
met shilei 7plus at jp n went 2 delifrance n haf our dinner. den, meet marcus at d control station n took mrt down tanjong pagar n walked 2 d pub. was quite quiet n found a place n start drinking, nth else but beer. -_- sang some songs n talk rot till 2plus den took cab home. nth much on tt day.

thurs
met my babes 11.30 at city hall. den was quite early. jasmine was already in suntec cuz she went 2 fix her hp, kim will b late n left wif xj n me meeting. we walked 2 suntec n 2 kushinbo. met jasmine n we went in first. lucky xj booked a place d day before cuz there was quite alot of ppl. whn we reached there, all we tink abt is get food!!! cuz we were damn hungry. n... 3 persons got quite alot of food. d food was great, esp d salmon. super fresh! kim came n took more food!!! haha! haf lots of fun while eating cuz we talked alot of crap n stuff.. happy! ate till 2plus den we went 2 walk ard suntec n 4 of us bought something from b.u.m equip. haha! i tried alot of caps n hats but den........... it was either too ex or doesnt suit. sad. haha! 4 of us reali shop till mad! till all us r tired.. long time since i shop till like tt.. laugh alot too.. it was reali fun shopping wif them. hehe.. after suntec, went 2 bugis n shop again! saw hualing n jiahao. haa! so qiao.. went 2 bugis st n madness again. d whole day was basically laughing n shopping. den ard 8plus, went 2 jp n meet shilei n boy for movie, miss congeniality 2. boy bought tickets first n he was there early. sorry to make him wait for so long. d movie was nice! cool movie.. sandra bullock can b sophiscated n cool at d same time. nice.. after d show, took cabby down 2 west mall 2 meet boy's friends. they talked abt d bbq tt they organised, shd b 4 boy's bday ba. they reali make it like very complicated n i hear liao also ??? haha! ard 1plus, we left west mall n head 2 900+, near my house tt 24-hrs coffeeshop. slack n had drinks den.. sm indians start fighting!! duhz. super nth better to do. n one of them even knock into me!!! grrrr.. *roll eyes* cant stand some indian men.. after drinking, sure fight.. somemore among themselves. crazy. den, police came.. n one of d indian men slapped n strangled d indian woman!! kaoz. violent. cuz tt woman, who was their gang also.. called d police. but den, also no need like tt rite, slap so hard!!! shilei say indian men r like tt.. *sigh* so sad. i told boy if he dare 2 like tt, i sure smack him 2 death! haha.. but den, for us, is i bully him more ba! hehe. he dotes on me alot la. but den, becuz he dote on me, d money he spend also alot! *guilty* in d past, those recent few bfs, i'm always d one spending money on them. den now, everything boy pay.. d feeling of get dote is back la. but den also guilty. haha! ironic. anyway, ard 3plus went home..

today
nt gg 2 do anything but rest cuz tmr gona go watch movie n clubbing wif bitching_inc girls. haha! i know it will b fun.. =) juz finish play msn pool wif boy n he went 2 play lan games wif his buddies le.. me, gona go watch sm tv! till next update.. ciao!

*sorry for d long post..