Monday, November 21, 2005
LIAR
Realised tt all along i've been lied to. By a friend, a ex-bf 2 be exact. To be even more exact, d onli malay ex-bf i have. Obvious rite? 4 those who know me n my past. I decide 2 say it out cuz i dun tink he's ever gg 2 b a friend of mine again cuz i dun need a liar friend in my life. Esp tis kind of lie. Someone told me he had a illness, a terminal illness. I was of course in shock abt it whn tt friend told me. At tt time, i immed showed concern as a friend n he also admitted abt it. Then, he refused 2 go 4 any operations or check-ups cuz he said it was expensive. I was abit frustrated cuz since u already have an illness, no matter wad, he shd take care of his own health n care 4 d ppl ard him, esp 4 his GF n his family. After some chat, he told me he will go for his check-ups. After tt call, he will often sms me n sometimes tellin me abt d past, like how i treat him n sm other mushy stuffs. But i told him tt he has a gd gf n he shdnt behave like tt. Cuz i have a bf too. I also told him tt actually all along i treat him as a friend onli. d time we were together was considered a rush one. I thought i could be happy but i was wrong. We can't communicate well (not cuz of language barrier), but he juz dun talk 2 me much whenever we see each other. But whn on d phone, he would have all sorts of things to tell me. Tts certainly not wad i wan in d r/s. Therefore, i ended it after merely a mth. Its was only these few days, i realised he went into d army. And at tt pt, i realised he was lying. Actually, me n my friend already suspected but we tot he wouldnt be so stupid to curse himself. Like pls, how can someone wif a terminal illness go 2 d army? Tts bullshit. I dunno wads his motive 4 lying. Maybe 2 get attention or wadsoever. But wadever it is, u can't use ur own health n play tis kind of stupid joke. Its not funny. So now, he would be blacklisted by me. Never will i wan 2 keep in touch wif tis kind of person, a LIAR esp.
Having so many shock stories these few days. Too much 2 digest. But, isn't life like tis? Full of surprises. Haha.
Dear will b workin soon. Means, he may have lesser time 4 me due 2 d fact tt d work is 12hr kind. Though gd money but then..... Haha. We talked abt it yest n reali hoped tt we could go thru tis together. He's reali a silly bf. Yest he misplaced our ring in his home n becuz he couldn't find it, he stayed at home instead of gg 2 grandma's place wif his family juz 2 find d ring. And he almost but nv, cry, whn he could nt find d ring. For him, its hard 2 cry cuz i tink his tear duct is spoilt. LOL. Whn i heard wad he said, i was touched by d way he was so anxious abt d ring. Luckily for him, he managed 2 find it. It was in his bathroom. Haha. Sometimes can b abit silly. Haha. Heard frm him tt thou bonus n pay is very attractive but d workload is heavy. Worried 4 him. Juz hope his workin env n d ppl there is good.
Next wk will b a busy one cuz i have classes everyday n thurs, we may be staying over at kim's place 2 finish up our presentation on fri. Fri - maybe workin n then gg over 2 cousin's place 2 stay. Sat - wedding day.
Alright. Rattle too much le. Shall go watch my TV. =)
Realised tt all along i've been lied to. By a friend, a ex-bf 2 be exact. To be even more exact, d onli malay ex-bf i have. Obvious rite? 4 those who know me n my past. I decide 2 say it out cuz i dun tink he's ever gg 2 b a friend of mine again cuz i dun need a liar friend in my life. Esp tis kind of lie. Someone told me he had a illness, a terminal illness. I was of course in shock abt it whn tt friend told me. At tt time, i immed showed concern as a friend n he also admitted abt it. Then, he refused 2 go 4 any operations or check-ups cuz he said it was expensive. I was abit frustrated cuz since u already have an illness, no matter wad, he shd take care of his own health n care 4 d ppl ard him, esp 4 his GF n his family. After some chat, he told me he will go for his check-ups. After tt call, he will often sms me n sometimes tellin me abt d past, like how i treat him n sm other mushy stuffs. But i told him tt he has a gd gf n he shdnt behave like tt. Cuz i have a bf too. I also told him tt actually all along i treat him as a friend onli. d time we were together was considered a rush one. I thought i could be happy but i was wrong. We can't communicate well (not cuz of language barrier), but he juz dun talk 2 me much whenever we see each other. But whn on d phone, he would have all sorts of things to tell me. Tts certainly not wad i wan in d r/s. Therefore, i ended it after merely a mth. Its was only these few days, i realised he went into d army. And at tt pt, i realised he was lying. Actually, me n my friend already suspected but we tot he wouldnt be so stupid to curse himself. Like pls, how can someone wif a terminal illness go 2 d army? Tts bullshit. I dunno wads his motive 4 lying. Maybe 2 get attention or wadsoever. But wadever it is, u can't use ur own health n play tis kind of stupid joke. Its not funny. So now, he would be blacklisted by me. Never will i wan 2 keep in touch wif tis kind of person, a LIAR esp.
Having so many shock stories these few days. Too much 2 digest. But, isn't life like tis? Full of surprises. Haha.
Dear will b workin soon. Means, he may have lesser time 4 me due 2 d fact tt d work is 12hr kind. Though gd money but then..... Haha. We talked abt it yest n reali hoped tt we could go thru tis together. He's reali a silly bf. Yest he misplaced our ring in his home n becuz he couldn't find it, he stayed at home instead of gg 2 grandma's place wif his family juz 2 find d ring. And he almost but nv, cry, whn he could nt find d ring. For him, its hard 2 cry cuz i tink his tear duct is spoilt. LOL. Whn i heard wad he said, i was touched by d way he was so anxious abt d ring. Luckily for him, he managed 2 find it. It was in his bathroom. Haha. Sometimes can b abit silly. Haha. Heard frm him tt thou bonus n pay is very attractive but d workload is heavy. Worried 4 him. Juz hope his workin env n d ppl there is good.
Next wk will b a busy one cuz i have classes everyday n thurs, we may be staying over at kim's place 2 finish up our presentation on fri. Fri - maybe workin n then gg over 2 cousin's place 2 stay. Sat - wedding day.
Alright. Rattle too much le. Shall go watch my TV. =)
Sunday, November 20, 2005
THE UGLY SIDE OF HUMAN
Was workin yest at some place (shall not say where), I saw d most evil side of human. It's been a boring nite thruout n seriously, i stood thruout n also did wad m i suppose 2 do thruout. Was standin at d same old place. Another girl was workin wif me. Saw all d ppl sitting ard. Whenever tt girl squat down, all d ppl, had tt immed shoot at her squattin down. Guess hoping 2 see something they hope 2 see. I start 2 wonder n started 2 get pissed off. Some of them had families. I guess ALL of them had families n their age added up together i can tell ya, is equivalent 2 a vampire buried beneath some place. There, there r 2 extreme bunch, d old ones n d young ones. d young ones r even worse. I was busy inside, d other girl was outside. She was sort of being teased by d young ones there, she spent most of d time outside (i wonder y). Then, i went out 2 check on her cuz she was takin quite a long time outside n i was quite worried 4 her cuz there's reali alot of youngs ones surrounding her. I went out, clearing sm mugs n stuffs cuz they ordered alot. While i was clearing, they make tis stupid bet abt how big is tt girl's breasts. When i heard tt, feel like smashing d mug rite up their irritating faces. Betting on something like tt, to me, its damn rude. And they will stare at it b4 they guess. Like DUHZ. I did wad m i supposed 2 do n left. These ppl to me, r juz a bunch of juveniles. They arent worth talkin to nor wadever. Time passes by damn slowly, once again, hearing d old ones talking. Talking rubbish of cuz. Talking abt wad prefering asians dancing 2 caucasians. In my mind, "ya rite" If there was reali a caucasian dancing in front of u, i bet ur dirty mind will start wondering. Luckily, there was a nice one among them. He was a friend of one of my girls too. So, he is d only one which i reali chatted to. When it was time 2 reali clear all d things, i went outside again cuz d girl was there again. this time, they were askin 4 her number. But can u imagine, some of them actually r attached? Dunno wad was they tinking of. They was betting abt breasts, then ask her 2 sit beside them n accompany them, ask her 2 drink, ask her out n ask 4 her number, ask her 2 kiss some disgusting fool. (she reali kiss tt disgusting person cuz i saw her doing tt then she told me its disgusting.) Abit contradicting in my pt of view. And then realised tt actually, most of them r attached? Wow. d real ugly side. Well, it's juz my thoughts. But wadever it is, i shall do wad i was told to. Tts all. Dun reali tink tt some ppl there r worth knowing, no matter how high ranking they r.
Anyway, life for me been still great. Dear is gg 4 an interview nxt thurs at SRC, chemical line thingy. Hope he would get it. Alright. Shall stop for now. Will try 2 update as often as i can.
Was workin yest at some place (shall not say where), I saw d most evil side of human. It's been a boring nite thruout n seriously, i stood thruout n also did wad m i suppose 2 do thruout. Was standin at d same old place. Another girl was workin wif me. Saw all d ppl sitting ard. Whenever tt girl squat down, all d ppl, had tt immed shoot at her squattin down. Guess hoping 2 see something they hope 2 see. I start 2 wonder n started 2 get pissed off. Some of them had families. I guess ALL of them had families n their age added up together i can tell ya, is equivalent 2 a vampire buried beneath some place. There, there r 2 extreme bunch, d old ones n d young ones. d young ones r even worse. I was busy inside, d other girl was outside. She was sort of being teased by d young ones there, she spent most of d time outside (i wonder y). Then, i went out 2 check on her cuz she was takin quite a long time outside n i was quite worried 4 her cuz there's reali alot of youngs ones surrounding her. I went out, clearing sm mugs n stuffs cuz they ordered alot. While i was clearing, they make tis stupid bet abt how big is tt girl's breasts. When i heard tt, feel like smashing d mug rite up their irritating faces. Betting on something like tt, to me, its damn rude. And they will stare at it b4 they guess. Like DUHZ. I did wad m i supposed 2 do n left. These ppl to me, r juz a bunch of juveniles. They arent worth talkin to nor wadever. Time passes by damn slowly, once again, hearing d old ones talking. Talking rubbish of cuz. Talking abt wad prefering asians dancing 2 caucasians. In my mind, "ya rite" If there was reali a caucasian dancing in front of u, i bet ur dirty mind will start wondering. Luckily, there was a nice one among them. He was a friend of one of my girls too. So, he is d only one which i reali chatted to. When it was time 2 reali clear all d things, i went outside again cuz d girl was there again. this time, they were askin 4 her number. But can u imagine, some of them actually r attached? Dunno wad was they tinking of. They was betting abt breasts, then ask her 2 sit beside them n accompany them, ask her 2 drink, ask her out n ask 4 her number, ask her 2 kiss some disgusting fool. (she reali kiss tt disgusting person cuz i saw her doing tt then she told me its disgusting.) Abit contradicting in my pt of view. And then realised tt actually, most of them r attached? Wow. d real ugly side. Well, it's juz my thoughts. But wadever it is, i shall do wad i was told to. Tts all. Dun reali tink tt some ppl there r worth knowing, no matter how high ranking they r.
Anyway, life for me been still great. Dear is gg 4 an interview nxt thurs at SRC, chemical line thingy. Hope he would get it. Alright. Shall stop for now. Will try 2 update as often as i can.
Monday, November 14, 2005
Life's been great. Busy wif sch, havin fun, dealin wif emotions. Overall, it's still been fantastic.
Been in a low mood these past few weeks. Due 2 PMS i guess. Always venting anger on my BF. Haha. But he didnt once vent any anger back 2 me. I'm lucky 2 haf him by my side.
For my girls? Still havin tt much fun. Studyin, payin attention n at d same time, talkin crap. Appreciate d time we had together more due 2 more different classes tis time.
Yest went 2 work wif Kim at Sembawang Air Base. Replacement. An eye opener but it was super duper tiring. Duhs. But anyway, there r sm points which i had fun too. Got 2 know a guy name Darren there. He was quite nice but often "bully" me whenever i walked past him. Haha. I have a godfather there also. Dunno how, dunno why. He juz call me as his god-daughter. So funny.
Haha. Nothing much 2 blog too. Gonna meet my darling later 2 celebrate our 7mths anniversary. Time flies by sooooo fast. 7 mths, n he's still patiently by my side. Whenever i throw temper, he would juz take it in. He would fly back home because of me too. I reali appreciate all d love he gave. I love you darling! happy 7mths! See ya later!
Due 2 d lesser time i could go online (sch's been tiring n also my bro kept using d comp), after 20th, i shd haf more time online cuz my bro is gg back 2 sch. Haha. So, stay tune 4 updates!
Been in a low mood these past few weeks. Due 2 PMS i guess. Always venting anger on my BF. Haha. But he didnt once vent any anger back 2 me. I'm lucky 2 haf him by my side.
For my girls? Still havin tt much fun. Studyin, payin attention n at d same time, talkin crap. Appreciate d time we had together more due 2 more different classes tis time.
Yest went 2 work wif Kim at Sembawang Air Base. Replacement. An eye opener but it was super duper tiring. Duhs. But anyway, there r sm points which i had fun too. Got 2 know a guy name Darren there. He was quite nice but often "bully" me whenever i walked past him. Haha. I have a godfather there also. Dunno how, dunno why. He juz call me as his god-daughter. So funny.
Haha. Nothing much 2 blog too. Gonna meet my darling later 2 celebrate our 7mths anniversary. Time flies by sooooo fast. 7 mths, n he's still patiently by my side. Whenever i throw temper, he would juz take it in. He would fly back home because of me too. I reali appreciate all d love he gave. I love you darling! happy 7mths! See ya later!
Due 2 d lesser time i could go online (sch's been tiring n also my bro kept using d comp), after 20th, i shd haf more time online cuz my bro is gg back 2 sch. Haha. So, stay tune 4 updates!
Monday, November 07, 2005
Deleted d previous post. Guess I finished venting my anger. Not gona update much cuz aint feelin well. Got slight food poisoning which i dunno frm where. DUHS. Cuz Dear ate at d same place n same thing as me. Nearly fainted in d toilet. Worst feelin i ever had.
Yest went 4 Korean steamboat n after tt KTV. After KTV, dear came down 2 fetch me n went back 2 JP 4 dinner n movies! Watched SKY HIGH. Quite a nice n funny show. We got back our photos le. Gona do sm editin 2 it b4 postin up. Right nw nt in d mood 2 sit in front of d comp. My stomach is still achin like f***. ARGH! OK! update till here. Shall continue d nxt time i logged in. Got so much tots n stuffs i wana write. But too weak nw. Update soon!
Yest went 4 Korean steamboat n after tt KTV. After KTV, dear came down 2 fetch me n went back 2 JP 4 dinner n movies! Watched SKY HIGH. Quite a nice n funny show. We got back our photos le. Gona do sm editin 2 it b4 postin up. Right nw nt in d mood 2 sit in front of d comp. My stomach is still achin like f***. ARGH! OK! update till here. Shall continue d nxt time i logged in. Got so much tots n stuffs i wana write. But too weak nw. Update soon!
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
YEAH! Gg Ubin tmr for cycling! Not gona say much thou. Know tt i'm gona tired myself out tmr cuz i'm freakin tired now. Having a headache also.
Today? Went KTV after sch. Gosh. I was restless d whole session. Haa. N i nearly fall aslp in d KTV. Tts hw tired i'm.
Sch? Same old thing. Wad else 2 comment? Guess alot of ppl will share d same thoughts at me. Not very enthu abt gg 2 sch. LOL. Still much in holiday mood.
Alright. Short n sweet entry. Wish me luck 4 tmr. Hope i survived. LOL.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Today? Went KTV after sch. Gosh. I was restless d whole session. Haa. N i nearly fall aslp in d KTV. Tts hw tired i'm.
Sch? Same old thing. Wad else 2 comment? Guess alot of ppl will share d same thoughts at me. Not very enthu abt gg 2 sch. LOL. Still much in holiday mood.
Alright. Short n sweet entry. Wish me luck 4 tmr. Hope i survived. LOL.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
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